So I decided to Love you... (873 hits)
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Submitted by ? (View user info) at 2007-08-01 13:42:56 EDT
So I decided to love you...
It was funny on the first day I saw one of my best friends. He was a nice kid. Fat, chubby, overweight. One of the kids who you could tell had gotten picked on a lot of his younger years but still managed to hangout and be in the "popular" crowd in high school.
Good guy. Always with a smile on his face and a helping demeanor. He would do anything for a friend. Anything. Didn't matter if it was 4am at night and you were stranded 3hrs away if you were stranded you called Tommy. When I first met him it was during our years in high school.
I used to at first just mess with him a lot. Typical "frat boy" humor. It consisted of retarded things we would do. "Ball checks", titty twisters", "wedgies" etc.. We would take him out and get him wasted beyond his control. It was funny he always had a good time and never wanted anything else but to please us.
Soon we became friends. He didn't really fit within my group or the way I was. He wasn't the coolest guy but he could be "trusted" and that meant more to me than anything else.
When I first started to date Jessica he was there. He would always be with us the 3 musketeers we were. He was the funny "fat kid" within our group while we dated. He was always there to tell me if I did something wrong or not "nice" to her and it pissed me off.
He was right most of the time. I was madly in love with Jessica. She was tanned skinned with dark brown hair and the darkest "green eyes" I had ever seen. I didn't treat her the best but not the worst either. I loved her. But not enough we seemed.
Then one day I found them. I saw him putting his arms around her and giving her a gentle kiss. I sat there in disbelief as I watched him in the dorms with her. We had only taken a break because of my cheating ways a couple weeks earlier. I didn't mean to cheat but like every other "cocky asshole" I wanted my cake and wanted to eat it too. But not with Jessica.
I saw her crying as they talked. I sat there and eased dropped in on their conversation. I saw my best friend crying at what had just transpired. I could see the tears run down his chubby cheeks as he spoke to her about how " I was his best friend". He didn't know what to do. I watched as she sat there weeping about how she loved me but somehow all I could do was break her down and cheat on her.
They spoke about how despite the things I had done that they both loved me. That I was the first one to acknowledge "Tommy" and that after his mom died I was right by his side calling him every day and left him a personal note. He knew that I loved him. She spoke of the same thing about how I was the first to ever make her "feel beautiful on the inside" and saw her for more than what she was. She kept weeping uncontrollable at the thought of what they had done.
Then they spoke of how they loved each other and how that at first glance Tommy was in love with her. He was the one that introduced us. She was his friend from Chem. 120 and I was his best friend that came by the class. He has basically known her first. But he knew the routine and that she would probably go for someone like me other than him. She spoke about how she always thought he was uninterested and never really seemed to be into her. She said that she loved him because he always was nice to everyone and everything and held her during her tough time with her parents. She loved him. He loved her. I loved them both.
I sat there on the step by his apartment a week ago. Just sat there as I eased dropped. I loved Jessica. I could see us together but I had hurt her bad and had done too many things to her that I felt for the first time that I didn't deserve someone with her beauty and character. I didn't deserve her love.
I thought some more about Tommy and I loved this kid. I had never loved another man besides my dad and my brothers but I loved Tommy. I mean I loved him like a brother. Even lately when people ask me how many brothers I had I always say 5 because Tommy to me is my brother. He's my little brother and I would do anything for him. Whether it be when I beat some kid up for pushing him, or else smoking pot during season (I don't smoke pot at all), or else just skipping big parties to just bug him at his place and just hangout with him. He wasn't the coolest guy but he was my friend. I would do anything for him.
So I did it.
I stepped aside.
I talked to him about it and I confronted him. You could see his face drop and turn red as he tried to apologize to me and I watched as tears came down his face. He's way to sensitive. But that's why I love the kid. I told him it was okay. He was my teammate and my best friend. It didn't matter if my happiness had to be walked on so he could have his I was fine by it.
Same as Jessica. I talked to her and we are now "friends". She talks to me and every thing is cool. I decided to love them both when I first met them. For me that means stepping aside so they can love each other. It hurts right now as it would. But seeing them two happy together means a lot more to me than my own love.
I decided to love them. So I did.
User Reviews
Submitted by Wompom (user info) at 2008-01-26 03:09:42 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Talking about yourself from "the cool friend" perspective was one thing, but trying to blend in your fantasy ending with it didn't work for me. Fat friend never gets laid but goes on to write sappy fictions would make for a more believable ending.
Just encouraging you to diet and exercise ;) It's worth it and it really will make all the difference :P Girls really dig hot nice guys.
Submitted by jojo747 (user info) at 2007-08-05 00:35:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
No way I'm reading this
Submitted by i_can_get_you_a_toe (user info) at 2007-08-02 19:46:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Well at least this didnt have your usual whining and moaning about how life as a 22year old is so tough.
Submitted by DudeThatsBOSH (user info) at 2007-08-02 16:14:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
PS:
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-08-01 15:20:21 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I feel like barfing.
Submitted by DudeThatsBOSH (user info) at 2007-08-02 16:13:19 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
In everything i've read of yours, and it isn't alot, you always make yourself out to be this super popular 'better than thou' soon-to-be-pro athlete.
Its almost like you could've written 'Fuck Nerds..'
And for some reason, it amuses me.
Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2007-08-02 15:54:06 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
This was the sappiest, corniest, downright smarmiest attempt at Blossom fanfic that I have ever read. And I am laughing like hell.
Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2007-08-02 05:15:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Compassion generally means more than giving the crumbs from your table. I dunno though, everyone has gotta know their place.
Submitted by particle_man58 (user info) at 2007-08-02 04:50:33 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by JulsInsane (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:51:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
this made my vagina dry up...
...forever
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So you mean it wasn't already dry?
Submitted by TheUniter (user info) at 2007-08-01 23:20:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Entaran (user info) at 2007-08-01 21:49:30 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
happened to me just recently (last 4 weeks). best mate, and my housemate/ex gf. Bit weird at first but I got over it.
Submitted by Jeanneee (user info) at 2007-08-01 21:40:27 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by JulsInsane (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:51:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
this made my vagina dry up...
...forever
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hahahaha
Seriously though I was rather touched by this. It shows that you are becoming less of a child and more of a man.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2007-08-01 19:38:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
eh
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2007-08-01 17:33:10 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Worth reading, I guess.
Submitted by beer-turtle (user info) at 2007-08-01 17:30:27 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Been there man...been there
Submitted by Crystle (user info) at 2007-08-01 17:11:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
cuban noob below?
Submitted by fidelcity (user info) at 2007-08-01 17:10:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by SgtHartman (user info) at 2007-08-01 16:30:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
all this talk of threeways!!!
its making me think you may have been able to "rotisserie" that girl
oh my god Uber has turned me into a MONSTER!!!!
MMMMMM BRAINSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2007-08-01 16:28:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
smorg
Submitted by Sinistral (user info) at 2007-08-01 16:02:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:24:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Why do "you" randomly put "words" "and" phrases in quotation "marks"? "It" is "very" "annoying". "Please" quit "doing" "it".
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I think it's one of those things where if you only read the words in quotation marks it tells you the meaning of life or something.
Submitted by FALLEN (user info) at 2007-08-01 15:52:33 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
this was very nice.
Please forgive me in advance for the following,
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THREE-WAY!!!!!!!!!
erm,
sorry about that.
it was very nice.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-08-01 15:20:21 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I feel like barfing.
Submitted by ChaosJester (user info) at 2007-08-01 15:11:31 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
Ack...so...sweet, but the angry, bitter bastard inside me won't let me give you a +2.
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Also, this was written rather poorly. It's EAVESDROP, dammit! You have no idea how much that bugged me.
Submitted by candyfloss01 (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:54:55 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
since you all love each other... you should have had an orgy....
Submitted by JulsInsane (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:51:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
this made my vagina dry up...
...forever
Submitted by storm (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:41:16 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Definitely not your worst.
Submitted by Professional_Peon (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:36:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
so get with the double homocide already
Seriously I was waiting for the death scene... to keep me from gettin all girly on the inside.
Submitted by august_sobriquet (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:36:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
it's not "random" it is when he writes a "cliched phrase" or "something someone else said" or "something you are supposed to read some deeper meaning into that he doesn't have the patience or writing ability to expound on" or "other miscellaneous".
not "random" at all, you see.
Submitted by Brdn_Nkd (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:33:18 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Look at all the girls who've rated this. oh, wait some of those are supposed to be guys huh?
Submitted by BRKNDREAMZ (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:26:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I think some sort of liquid just came out of my eye ... what the hell is it ?
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:24:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Why do "you" randomly put "words" "and" phrases in quotation "marks"? "It" is "very" "annoying". "Please" quit "doing" "it".
Also, try proofreading... alright?
Submitted by SgtHartman (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:08:51 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Newty (user info) at 2007-08-01 14:00:47 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Such a good read.
Submitted by Crystle (user info) at 2007-08-01 13:56:45 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by lover101 (user info) at 2007-08-01 13:51:30 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
awww that is soooo sweet
Submitted by monkeyswithguns (user info) at 2007-08-01 13:49:06 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
No Comment
Submitted by SunnyG (user info) at 2007-08-01 13:46:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
finally, something decent.