When forever comes crashing (400 hits)
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Submitted by Rhymenocerous (View user info) at 2007-09-27 09:30:18 EDT
Our two day romance that lasted 11 months. Our every effort to hold on to nothing. False promises and empty words fell upon silent ears. Hollow words will burn and hollow men will burn. How can I keep stability on such shaky ground? I cant. Thats why we did this. With one swipe of your razor blade our relationship ended. With the next 14 swipes, your heartbeat ended.
Hotel security said they found you in the bathtub. A beautiful disaster. Gorgeous, young, smart, funny, hollow. Bloodied and dead. Overdose on pain killers. The truth escaping through the open veins. Your head beneath the water. No heartbeats. No goodbyes. Never again to utter those three words.
Wait. Your heart still beats. Barely. Your caustic words still spit forth from your lying tongue. Am I alive? Did you do this to me? Was it I they found in the hotel bathroom? I feel like Bruce Willis. No one knows I exist since the incident. No phone calls. No emails. No visitors at my door. Just me and the never ending bottle. My only companion. Each sip brings me closer to forever. Each sip.
You called me three days later. Out of the hospital and on the street. You came to my house like life was the same. You walked in. Take off your jacket to reveal the scar tissue on your arms. The wounds are still open. You still bleed the truth though your tongue spits out lies. You are a chameleon. You change your skin to fit in. You adapt to give me a false sense of hope. I am weak. I give in. One hug, one kiss, one promise. Never again will I let this happen to you.
Wait. How is this my fault? You moved away. You cheated on me. You lied to me. You stabbed me in the back. I let my guard down and you cut my throat. No more sorrow for you. I see you in your true form. Get out. You get your stuff and leave. No goodbye, no look back, no apologies. You are caught in your web. Borderline personality disorder. Histrionic personality disorder. You are blessed with both. I realized that later. You didnt mean to do what you did. Was this past suicide a cry for help? A begging for me to understand you were sick? No. It was your attempt to give up on a life in which you had everything.
Bury your tears. You call me crying since you left. You beg for me to take you back. Behind every hollow word you spew forth is a violent lie. You hang up. I go to the liqueur store. Southern Comfort seems appropriate. I see you moments later with someone else. Hugging. Kissing. Arms wrapped in a hollow embrace. He fell for your story. He took the bait. With one kiss from you, your venom infects his mind and heart. He is yours for the taking. Another man, another life, another broken heart.
To the girl I loved for an hour:
The sun shines off your eyes no more. Never again will you be the same. You are empty and weak. A shell of a person. Your blood is venom and you bleed lies.
I am alive and vigorous. I am healthy again. I am not the weak willed. Nothing can break me. This heart remains free from the burden of love yet this heart will be sustained. I fill my heart with strength.
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Submitted by TheUniter (user info) at 2007-09-27 13:58:44 EDT (#)
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Submitted by BlinkinTurtle (user info) at 2007-09-27 12:31:42 EDT (#)
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Marge, please, old people don't need companionship. They need to be
isolated and studied, so it can be determined what nutrients they have
that might be extracted for our personal use.
-- Homer Simpson
Lady Bouvier's Lover
Submitted by DirtyHarry (user info) at 2007-09-27 12:13:12 EDT (#)
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Well, you know boys, a nuclear reactor is a lot like a woman. You just
have to read the manual and press the right button.
-- Homer Simpson
Homer Defined
Submitted by Fey (user info) at 2007-09-27 10:53:04 EDT (#)
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Submitted by DangerPants (user info) at 2007-09-27 10:49:21 EDT (#)
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It was the most I ever threw up, and it changed my life forever.
-- Homer Simpson
Homer Goes To College
Submitted by HurtByTheSun (user info) at 2007-09-27 09:32:20 EDT (#)
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Wishful thinking below.
Submitted by EmissionImpossible (user info) at 2007-09-27 09:31:20 EDT (#)
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Are you ghey?