Emo Story Plus Camwhore of Me Stuffing My Hole with a Phallic Object! LOLARIOUS! (1666 hits)
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Submitted by netimportant (View user info) at 2007-12-07 16:44:49 EST
Along the lake, people were laughing and drinking. Hidden creatures rustled in the bushes. Life buzzed all around her and yet she felt as though she were asleep, caught in a restless dream.
She was seized with memories of standing next to him on the balcony and overlooking the water, of holding hands and crossing under the bridge, of waking up next to him under the white sheets with the fresh breeze blowing in through the French doors.
She wanted to call him and say something that would make him understand how she felt and agree that yes, life is too short, love is worth fighting for. But she didn't know the magic words and it didn't matter anyway, because he wouldn't be there.
Logically, she understood that there was nothing she could say or do that would make everything better, but in the back of her head was a thread of hope to which she tenaciously clung. Why? It wasn't because she couldn't live without him. It wasn't because he deserved her. Perhaps it was because it was something to believe in. Everyone needs to believe in something, and since she didn't have faith in supernatural forces or humanity as a whole, what was left for her to trust were the rare connections between individual people. She needed to feel that they were real and lasting and not totally selfish. To her, love was the pulse of life and without it, the world lacked meaning.
There was a strong likelihood that he wasn't thinking about her at all that night. It could be that he was fingering some cheap slut in the corner of a dark bar, loving every minute of his life without the burden of a dreaded ball and chain. It could be that he had forgotten the things they had said to each other night after night. It could be that what she was in love with no longer existed outside her memory, or never really existed in the first place.
As she walked along the lake, as she crawled into bed alone and went to work and out to bars, she still desired in the cobwebby corners of her mind what she knew was an impossible possibility. But she hoped and waited in case one day the perfect words came to mind that would change everything for the better. In case she eventually woke from this restless dream to find him next to her under the white sheets, a fresh breeze blowing in through the French doors.
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Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2007-12-10 07:03:35 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Gosh, and I always thought pretty girls were never lonely for long.
Were that I not crippled, deformed and far away.
Submitted by monkeyswithguns (user info) at 2007-12-08 20:23:11 EST (#)
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Submitted by ChaosJester (user info) at 2007-12-08 06:02:12 EST (#)
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"It could be that he was fingering some cheap slut in the corner of a dark bar"
+2 for that.
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Beaten to it. That was my favorite line.
Submitted by G-prime (user info) at 2007-12-08 17:48:22 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by cshape (user info) at 2007-12-08 13:27:56 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
+1 for the writing
+1 i can relate to it
Submitted by lungfish (user info) at 2007-12-08 11:36:37 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
+1 for the pic. I have no idea what you're trying to express, otherwise.
Not true. I just don't care. Get over it. Or don't. It's up to you.
Submitted by Bohme (user info) at 2007-12-08 10:08:59 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Cute.
Submitted by AsshOly (user info) at 2007-12-08 07:23:50 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
im so fucking tired right now i cant even tell if im still drunk. im sure i am, however. two gallons of yellow tail riesling on finals' eve is not a good idea. i cant wait to drive in the sleet and snow to get to that test.
Submitted by AsshOly (user info) at 2007-12-08 07:04:25 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
okay. i dont know if the term 'medicinal head' has made its way into medical journals yet but i think that because, right now, there's only about one thing that might fully wake me up for this motherfucking 7:30 am saturday final, it should.
Submitted by ChaosJester (user info) at 2007-12-08 06:02:12 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
"It could be that he was fingering some cheap slut in the corner of a dark bar"
+2 for that.
And yes, you were quite the cutie pie back in the day.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-12-07 23:39:26 EST (#)
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captain emo below
deep man, deep.
Submitted by hidden101 (user info) at 2007-12-07 22:01:10 EST (#)
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San Antonio is something i will never forget. the Riverwalk view, the white sheets, the french doors, the beauty. it was the best homecoming i can imagine.
we can never go back.
i'm doomed to wander, lost forever. i've drastically changed my life without fear more than once, but this time i can't. at least not for the best. and no, there's no more fingering cheap sluts in a dark corner of a bar. i'm done with that. i'm a slave to my work, drugs, and alcohol. there is nothing else. just my work and the next high.
i can't take it anymore. in three weeks, i will be somewhere tropical. i've already made the decision. i don't know where until i walk up to the ticket counter at the airport.
Submitted by sadie73 (user info) at 2007-12-07 21:32:02 EST (#)
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Yeah, your cute. Like a dead squirel.
Submitted by netimportant (user info) at 2007-12-07 20:35:16 EST (#)
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Oh my God, I am so cute.
Submitted by netimportant (user info) at 2007-12-07 18:09:01 EST (#)
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WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING, AJ?
Submitted by polyamorousaj (user info) at 2007-12-07 18:06:32 EST (#)
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It's scary how much you still resemble your baby picture.
Submitted by forensicgirl3 (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:44:20 EST (#)
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I bet you were one of those kids who loved dry Cheerios as a snack.
You pinch one up with your tiny fingers, turn it vertically between your upper and lower teeth and crunch it as loud as you could. Then you'd do the same with the rest, one at a time, until you were finished.
I used to think all little kids loved dry Cheerios until I saw some 2.5 year old throw a handful of them at an old man and say "I don't like Eerios."
Submitted by triangle_man (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:28:00 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
great picture
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:27:57 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
Dammit, Lisa.
I already had my dick in my hand.
Submitted by TheUniter (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:20:13 EST (#)
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Submitted by netimportant (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:16:18 EST (#)
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My mom tells me that my grandfather babysat me once and fed me a dinner of Cheez Balls and ice cream.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:09:51 EST (#)
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in this part of the world, we equate cheetos to welfare.
HA HA! CRISS DE BS!
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-12-07 17:09:16 EST (#)
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you were a cute baby
Submitted by Leonore (user info) at 2007-12-07 16:51:28 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Saw it comin'.
Submitted by sicosemen (user info) at 2007-12-07 16:46:40 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I'd hit it, you know, if you had a tolerable personality anyway.