Breaking My Heart (693 hits)
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Submitted by Bal-"for the love of god quit whining"-lare (View user info) at 2009-02-08 22:13:13 EST
"I don't know what to do," she moans, wrapping her arms about her head, "tell me what to do!"
But of course he couldn't; and no matter how hard she tried she could not simply crush two fractured hearts together to make a single whole. Her fingers were too weak, perhaps, or her nails too chewed -- her courage not enough, perhaps, or her love too fragile to throw against that mountainside.
She does not know what to do. There is nothing she would like more than to be able to take away the past hours, days, or that moment some time ago which has misshapen them from the unspoiled entity they once were. She cannot, of course, as she is but a slender thing, feeble, and unable to alter the course of time, but she can mourn it and curse it and spit at it and curl into herself as he sits in agonizing silence.
He cannot tell her what to do. He knows as well as she that what has been done is unalterable, but neither will he let it go and in that part the blame lies with him. Neither will he admit that this time, this quarrel, this pain was his fault, because he feels justified in the grief he is feeling and that she owes it to him to feel it with him.
Or that is how she sees it and how she sees him; how it truly is, she doesn't know, since neither cannot he tell her but nor will he.
And so: his silence is agonizing, and she pulls her knees tight against her chest and passes her dry tongue across her lips.
Certainly she may rain as many apologies or trite words or loving phrases as she can down upon his head, and she has tried -- oh has she tried -- but they seem to glance off, harmless, and divert into some pool in which they collect, worthless and wilting.
She scrabbles to save them, clutches them against her chest with her fingers. Once, another had told her much too often how pretty she was, overlooking those jagged fingernails and how she chewed them when she was troubled, or listless, or focused. She grasps tightly to bring the words in close and reassure them that there is worth to them, that she has put into them all of her heart and her soul and her body.
Once, someone told her too often. Now, no one says it at all.
She curses those rough, chewed fingernails as the reason for this and when she moves to turn her accusing gaze away from him to her hands, those rescued things -- all those wonderful, eloquent things -- spill from her grasp to shatter on the floor, and still he says nothing when she weeps quietly for them.
"I don't know what to do," she moans again, now kneeling with her hands splayed across the floor, and her voice is a rough and coarse whisper when he stands and crunches harshly across her beautiful, plentiful words to leave the room, "please, just tell me what to do!"
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User Reviews
Submitted by sketch9 (user info) at 2009-04-01 20:50:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
i dont know what you wrote, because i cant decipher absolute fucking shit.
Submitted by Sphagnum (user info) at 2009-02-10 06:23:34 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by orphelia (user info) at 2009-02-09 17:00:22 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
http://www.ubersite.com/m/121057
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2009-02-09 16:34:40 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I do not read Ballare posts that come without a camwhore attached. SORRY!
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2009-02-09 14:26:51 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
vaganus?
Submitted by Fey (user info) at 2009-02-09 14:23:36 EST (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2009-02-09 13:48:12 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
um....
oops.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2009-02-09 13:48:00 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2009-02-09 02:18:26 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
See I kind of feel the opposite- 'perineum' sounds too clinical to be hot. It's like trying to talk dirty while saying 'vagina'- sad as it may be, it just doesn't work for me.
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taint isn't hot either. one of my friends called it a grundel, but that just made me think of beowulf. equally not hot.
Submitted by Istaros (user info) at 2009-02-09 13:40:39 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
lmao, caul
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2009-02-09 12:49:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
http://www.ubersite.com/m/121050#2857759
lol
Submitted by monkeyswithguns (user info) at 2009-02-09 12:23:39 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by TheGoat (user info) at 2009-02-09 09:07:32 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Nice, but the first one is better.
Submitted by Banjo (user info) at 2009-02-09 08:41:17 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
very nice
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-09 03:25:23 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2009-02-09 02:18:26 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
See I kind of feel the opposite- 'perineum' sounds too clinical to be hot. It's like trying to talk dirty while saying 'vagina'- sad as it may be, it just doesn't work for me.
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this woman uses the word vagina a lot http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqg_ceFM30I and her speech makes my dick hard.
Submitted by YourNameHere (user info) at 2009-02-09 03:11:23 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
No Comment
Submitted by AsshOly (user info) at 2009-02-09 02:45:50 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
okay, sacrilicious, if we ever sleep together i will settle for the neutral "oh yeah baby, lick that little patch of skin which resides betwixt my balls and my butthole" when we talk dirty.
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2009-02-09 02:18:26 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
See I kind of feel the opposite- 'perineum' sounds too clinical to be hot. It's like trying to talk dirty while saying 'vagina'- sad as it may be, it just doesn't work for me.
Submitted by AsshOly (user info) at 2009-02-09 02:12:25 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
but the taint is such a nasty word. i hear taint, and i think ugh, tainted with ass juice. put a positive spin on it. perineum, lick it in the shower and i cum in your eyeball. sounds good to me. i dont want my girlfriend to fondle my taint, but im all for her rubbing the perineum.
Submitted by kaos-king (user info) at 2009-02-09 01:46:52 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2009-02-09 01:40:55 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
aka: The Taint
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-09 00:59:59 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
let,s say you're both lying down and you're giving him a hand job. slowly increasingly press your knee on his perineum. his dick will swell!
if sex is good, the rest will follow. works like that for most people :-D
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-09 00:55:12 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:32:23 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
I um don't know where that is
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the part between your sex organ and your anus. in a male, the prostat lies just underneat so you can press it or lick it and he will marry you.
Submitted by AsshOly (user info) at 2009-02-09 00:26:49 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
you need to watch the sunday night sex show. i think its on oxygen, but theres this 80-year-old broad who really knows her stuff.
the perineum, ballare, is the patch of skin between the asshole and the scrotum. lick it. if youre worried about it tasting like ass sweat, say you want to shower with him, and then lick it.
Submitted by Wildman (user info) at 2009-02-09 00:13:42 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Grow a dick.
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:32:23 EST (#)
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I um don't know where that is
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:28:25 EST (#)
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Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:06:15 EST (#)
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I tried that!
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did u lick his perineum?
Submitted by sage104 (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:17:30 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 23:06:15 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
I tried that!
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-08 22:59:20 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
suck his dick, that's what you have to do.
Submitted by Doodles (user info) at 2009-02-08 22:27:05 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
"ballare smash"
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 22:23:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
just kidding, just kidding
Submitted by Ballare (user info) at 2009-02-08 22:22:54 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
FUCK YOU! I DIDN'T WRITE THIS FOR YOU I WROTE IT FOR ME I HAVE A LOT OF PENT-UP ANGER AND [blah blah blah]
BALLARE SMASH!!!
Submitted by Doodles (user info) at 2009-02-08 22:15:19 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
You and the new emo-steve would be perfect for each other.
you could cut his wrists and he could listen to you go on and on and on and on ad inifnitum