I'm Really Pathetic (647 hits)
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Submitted by Registered_S_O (View user info) at 2009-02-17 17:59:25 EST
I really am. I mean I'm so pathetic I'm actually gonna post why I am here. The following will not endear me to anyone, so if you clicked this and figured you would read to see if I can be redeemed, don't bother. Leave the -2's at the door.
I fell in love. God save me I didn't want to. The whole dynamic between her and I is quite retarded. She doesn't want a bf. Bf's have been bad to her. I can't blame her. I feel for her.
She comes over for a kiss and cuddle every now and again. We are at a point where she feels she might actually sleep with me at some point in the future. I couldn't believe it. It's not the carnal act I can't believe. Who can't get laid? I mean really, it's not that tough. What I can't believe is how much this girl means to me. So much so that the act of sex is so far up on a pedestal it scares me. I mean I never put myself out there and for that I haven't been hurt. I'm gonna get hurt this time around.
I'm leaving for University in six months. A far away one. It will not work. She doesn't even want a bf. I didn't want to meet any girls cause I knew this would happen so close to going away to school. I swore I wouldn't fall for anyone. Yet here I am.
The sad part is I am willing to accept what she will give without pursuing more. She told me "I don't want a boyfriend. When a guy has fallen for me, I push them away." I lied and said I won't fall for you. Goddammit I fell hard, And I won't tell her. I'll lose what little I have with her.
I'm really pathetic.
There were plans to go out this weekend with me, her and someone else. A fourth party invited them selves to it. I hate that fourth party. I won't go if they go. When she told me, she said she wouldn't chose who she would chill with. She thought the whole thing funny. It is I guess. But when she told me she wouldn't pick, and gave a little giggle, God that laugh crushed me. Crushed me to the point where I wind up here whining about it. Did I mention I was pathetic?
What do you mean you won't pick? Would that person and me (fourth party is a female friend of her's I once slept with whom I now hate very much) be such a tough decision? Am I just not good enough? That little laugh really hurt me. She doesn't even realize it, and if I told her, she would know I'm too close and would push away, further crushing me. I'm such a pussy.
God I'm pathetic. Let the scathing comments roll.
User Reviews
Submitted by Maddog (user info) at 2009-02-19 18:08:46 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Nothing a handfull of Roofies and a video camera couldn't solve.
Submitted by Registered_S_O (user info) at 2009-02-18 20:18:38 EST (#)
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I post my whining on uber for the beautiful comments. I love this place.
Submitted by Darth_Famine (user info) at 2009-02-18 19:25:58 EST (#)
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hell go and work for the threesome i say.
Submitted by TheGoat (user info) at 2009-02-18 18:56:47 EST (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by beeltea (user info) at 2009-02-18 15:15:12 EST (#)
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she's going to leave you for a trucker or something
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:37:51 EST (#)
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Submitted by MANICMOTHER (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:35:05 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
Women don't respect men they can control.
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but they will totally use them for sex and money.
Submitted by EmissionImpossible (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:36:50 EST (#)
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kill her with your teeth
Submitted by rubbermaid (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:35:57 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
You should be shoving your dick in as many pussies as possible but I'm afraid that you like cock just a scosh more :(
Submitted by MANICMOTHER (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:35:05 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
Women don't respect men they can control.
My suggestion, go to school, nail a random coed, rinse and repeat until the little twat you left behind is just a memory.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:27:46 EST (#)
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well, just go to school. there's probably girls there. unless you're going to seminary...
Submitted by CarterPFly (user info) at 2009-02-18 10:09:58 EST (#)
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God, you're an EPIC tool.
You get given a perfect situation and you cant see past your own whining to see how perfect it really is.
You hate this other party yea? great so you dont feel bad about using her to your own ends. Go on this little trip and pay NO attention to the prick tease you are infatuated with, instead only focus on the bitch you hate and be realy really nice and flirt like fuck with her.
At the end of it all the answers will revel themselves cos she'll either not care, so you know where you stand on that one, or she'll throw herself at you.
Submitted by sexualchocolate1984 (user info) at 2009-02-18 07:22:13 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
sorry I don't understand?
What does....
Little whiney bitch little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith little whiney bith.
... mean?
For fuck sake kid, man the fuck up.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-18 02:10:08 EST (#)
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Submitted by billrhine (user info) at 2009-02-18 00:53:57 EST (#)
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3. California: McCallum left
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that's great news
Submitted by billrhine (user info) at 2009-02-18 00:53:57 EST (#)
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1. Too late for the East coast.
2. British Isles aren't awake yet.
3. California: McCallum left, Wildman is too stupid to write.
Submitted by billrhine (user info) at 2009-02-18 00:33:25 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
When you have a woman who makes you dance and jiggle to HER tune, it's time to run.
You'll only get hurt. Run away. As fast as you can.
Submitted by Wildman (user info) at 2009-02-18 00:18:17 EST (#)
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Welcome to the wonderful world of eunuchs..
Submitted by Quint (user info) at 2009-02-18 00:13:51 EST (#)
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Dude, you need to get laid. Ask Method to introduce you to his Mom.
Submitted by experima (user info) at 2009-02-17 23:48:16 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
don't do it
Submitted by HotDogma (user info) at 2009-02-17 22:56:21 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Thats it - 2 DIE Bitch. Man up now! What would possibly improve your chances of a positive outcome between acting now and acting later? NOTHING.
By 'waiting to man up' only bad things can happen - you (A) make me want to cry and kill you (B) waste more time on this slore (C) get even further down the 'friends/loser' path.
Love Dr Phildo (the man dildo) xo
Submitted by Doodles (user info) at 2009-02-17 22:55:07 EST (#)
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you have an over-all ranking of -0
coo
Submitted by Registered_S_O (user info) at 2009-02-17 22:43:47 EST (#)
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I know I will have to get there eventually.
I like your sum up of it though.
I'll man up eventually.
ty.
Submitted by HotDogma (user info) at 2009-02-17 22:10:21 EST (#)
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Registered - I logged in to post this rating - so you better good damn read it and apply it.
I have been there. After good counsel from a much admired friend I learnt how to solve this problem once and for all in about 1 hour. He told me "you just stick it out there on the chopping block - and it either gets fucked or chopped off". And its the truth pal. 2 Simple steps:
1 - get alone with the girl 2 - have sex with her. If she blocks either step 1 or 2 step 2, then just cut her off and it was never going to happen. Honestly 80% of times I have been in your situation, I got shut down. The other 20% culminated with good times in my pants! But the point is, I didnt waste any time on this bullshit and thats what you have to do.
Sorry to reduce your love and hearts and care bear shit into this comment. Its only going to end in 2 ways for you man - so roll the dice now and get it over with.
Love Dr. (HotDogma) Phil xoxo
Submitted by Registered_S_O (user info) at 2009-02-17 21:51:36 EST (#)
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(more like lowering our self-worth really).
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That is an eye opening statement.
Sorry you went through the same. Really sucks.
Submitted by Phallic_Cymbals (user info) at 2009-02-17 21:22:14 EST (#)
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Take a bunch of ecstacy and you'll forget about her.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2009-02-17 20:40:08 EST (#)
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boy do i know that feeling. had to deal with it for 3 years for a girl i spent like 2 nights with. pathetic, like you say. and it was that type of girl who push you away if you demonstrate any interest in her.
you have to ask yourself if it's this little game that is turning you on. when someone looks unattainable and you can't express how you feel, we tend to put them on a pedestal (more like lowering our self-worth really).
if you really like her, go for it, but in my case, i finally realized i didn't really like the girl. i was just caught up in that silly "you chase, i flee, you flee, i chase" game and spent most of the time chasing...
...with a cloth damped in chloroform.
Submitted by Toddler (user info) at 2009-02-17 19:53:36 EST (#)
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lawl
Submitted by Registered_S_O (user info) at 2009-02-17 18:15:57 EST (#)
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Submitted by dangerdude (user info) at 2009-02-17 18:12:42 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
"a kiss and a cuddle?" quit being such a pussy.
Stick with 12-year olds Registered S.O. They're less complicated and usually after half a bottle of nyquil they lose their inhibitions.
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You are quite right about that sir. I should stick with what I know.
Submitted by dangerdude (user info) at 2009-02-17 18:12:42 EST (#)
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"a kiss and a cuddle?" quit being such a pussy.
Stick with 12-year olds Registered S.O. They're less complicated and usually after half a bottle of nyquil they lose their inhibitions.