Desensitized (934 hits)
Category: GeneralRating: -0.7 on 12 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by JeetKuneTony<psyqo87.at.yahoo.com> (View user info) at 2004-03-01 17:43:58 EST
I feel very desensitized because like, my view changes on different subjects. Like, on one topic very sensitive, but on others desensitized as fuck. I love humans and their emotions, but I feel no love for humanity. I really don't know what I'm saying, I just feel confused. Look what society has done to me. It's like a joke about a retarded person, on one hand you can laugh, on the other you can cry. Just imagine the role reversels, and how you would feel to be laughed at for something not your fault at all. And ugly people, they're shunned from society for something completely not their fault.
I have a big mouth at times, and I just say whatevers in my head and it ends up pissing people off. I'm sorry to all of you whom I have pissed off with my words. I really am.
Our role in life, what the hell does it matter.
I don't want my life to end (as in no thought forever), but I don't want to live forever. It's a horrible paradox that causes me to shiver and turn on the tv to fall into my beautiful ignorance. I am so scared of the end.
I haven't slept with the TV on in weeks. I used to. Now I meditate or listen to music. At least I don't wake up to some muscle guy in the middle of the night selling his bicicle that will turn a fatass into Joe Sixpack in three weeks.
Plus I am slowly pushing that feeding tube away.
I love you all, and sulk at this world and it's meanings, or lack thereof.
User Reviews
Submitted by kai070169 (user info) at 2004-03-01 21:48:24 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
You summed it all up when you wrote " I really don't know what I'm saying".
Now go take all that generation Y angst, play some guitar, write a song, & get richer than the rest of us will ever be, mmmkay? Fuck me, living well IS the best revenge.
Submitted by IndianOcean (user info) at 2004-03-01 20:15:57 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Yes (user info) at 2004-03-01 19:53:50 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
when I poop, it smells... i wonder if that is how it should be.... should i eat more veg-it-abels?
swampgrass.
Submitted by fingerbang (user info) at 2004-03-01 19:23:43 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I think i'm desensitized by the sight of huge tities. I used to get a boner in like 2 seconds to sight of them but now it takes about 30 seconds and the nipples have to be erect.
Submitted by jeetkunetony (user info) at 2004-03-01 19:19:45 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Thanks PAS.
And still, that last post wasn't me.
Submitted by Lisa (user info) at 2004-03-01 19:17:31 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
This site makes me dumberer.
Submitted by Zoidberg (user info) at 2004-03-01 19:00:40 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
its christmas
Submitted by PeopleAreStrange (user info) at 2004-03-01 18:57:20 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Hold off on the multiple oxymorons there champ. It is good you question things but don't get depressed about what you can't change, concentrate on what you can.
Besides I think Tom will still do you up the pooper.
Submitted by Biloba (user info) at 2004-03-01 18:57:12 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
I had a girl friend who was desensitized because she used to strong of a vibrator.
It made for long nights.
Submitted by chipolatte (user info) at 2004-03-01 18:44:13 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
hmmmmmmmmmmm?
Submitted by Sinnr <jrm11040.at.email.cpcc.edu> at 2004-03-01 18:23:46 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I totally agree with the story. i feel the same way all the time. as a christian i dont fear death, yet in my every day life i do fear it very much. i hate most people but i cant help but go out of my way to be nice all the time.
very confusing and tough to deal with.
+2 for not being alone, man.
and to william_Q_percy:
eat shit.
Submitted by William_Q_Percy (user info) at 2004-03-01 18:01:57 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Why are you scared of the end? Pain?
You are weak.