Dream Goddess (551 hits)
Category: RomanceRating: -0.25 on 5 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by Confusion (View user info) at 2004-03-07 03:12:26 EST
I believe that I make dreams every night I go to bed, its just that most of the time I forget about them right when I wake up. But sometimes I'd remember little pieces of the unforgettable ones. The most unforgettable one since I was a kid would be when I was in elementary school (I think). There were robots attacking our school as I was looking outside the window, and inside the classroom was store with tons of weapons, bombs and stuff like that. I remember that all of us went into some sort of defense mode and started throwing bombs at the robot from a protective box. Probably because I watched too much anime as a kid and I still remember it probably because it was so weird.
Dreams are easily forgotten if you choose not to put it down somewhere, unless it was really special. Last night, I dreamt about something that made me understand myself even less; I dreamt of my 1st crush, she was somehow my girlfriend, and because of her, I got into a huge fight with my family. The weird part about this dream is that I have completely forgot about this girl, I don't remember what she looked like, I haven't talked to her since forever, hell, I don't even remember her name. Why do I suddenly have this dream? But yes, one point in my life, I think I liked her a lot. I remember I would think about her every day and night, but sadly she never noticed me.
She didn't have lots of friends, always one or two would be hanging out with her. She didn't talk much, so you hardly know what she sounded like. She don't like to do things in group, so when ever when we have to do projects and have to work outside of school, she would never attend to them. Therefore, I never really got to know her that well; I believe not many people did either.
She had really nice features; I would say she was the prettiest girl in school. But everyone's taste is different, some might say she's a goddess, some might say she was a weirdo. She was very mysterious, one of the reason I liked her so much, I was rather fascinate by her, but when the goddess lost her mask, my interest went with it. At that time, one of her best friend was my friend, she was like my informer, and having this informer let me understand her more than anyone possibly could. She didn't do well in school and would hope to use her beautiful features to attract some rich guy settle for a marriage so she wouldn't have to worry about the rest of her life.
I was told that she got really sick, and isn't as beautiful as before, her dad's shop went really downhill, everyday was like the last day for them.
I wonder if she had found that rich guy yet.
A girl that I have forgotten for so long suddenly appears in my dream, which must mean subconsciously she was in my mind all along. I don't know what triggered it, and even though she never liked me, even though she never cared about me, she probably don't ever know who I am now, but I still hope the best for her.
Hope everything is well, my dream goddess.
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Submitted by jadedragn (user info) at 2004-03-08 00:16:41 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
uhm..what?
Submitted by SpikeGoddess (user info) at 2004-03-07 11:30:53 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Ok.
SpikeGoddess
Submitted by creep_firebombing (user info) at 2004-03-07 08:53:56 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Proof read. PROOF READ, asshole! Not prove read. You even fucked up saying that you fucked the rest of it up.
Submitted by Confusion (user info) at 2004-03-07 03:16:49 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
I didn't prove read this, so there might be grammar errors and such.
Sorry.
Submitted by Falco (user info) at 2004-03-07 03:14:47 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
+2