One More Saturday Night. A token of my infection 7 (2222 hits)
Category: NoneRating: 1.33 on 35 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by MickGinny (View user info) at 2004-03-21 11:46:52 EST
Part - 1
1. http://www.ubersite.com/m/23919
Part - 2
http://www.ubersite.com/m/24030
Part - 3
http://www.ubersite.com/m/24109
Part - 4
http://www.ubersite.com/m/24297
Part - 5
http://www.ubersite.com/m/24702
Part - 6
http://www.ubersite.com/m/26330
A token of my infection part 7
Its Saturday night and I have nowhere to go...and that is a very good thing.
I am going to write a little then have dinner with my wife and son and daughter. I rented a couple of sundance films so we will watch those and throw popcorn at each other for fun. After I will probably check and see what kind of responses this gets, then hit the scratcher.
That probably sounds pretty tame for a Saturday night to most of you, and it is. But I have had enough Saturday nights. I lived a perpetual Saturday night for a lot of years and I gotta tell you hanging out with my family and going to bed at 11pm may not be exciting, but it is more fulfilling than the most decadent night of partying you can imagine. For me anyway.
The nuthouse didn't work. In fact three trips to rehab and the nuthouse didn't work.
I had submitted to the fact that I was a hopeless junkie.
The pharmacist who filled prescriptions for narcotics like they were orders of McDonald's french fries started filling again while under indictment. Tommy got out of jail on bail. Wayne visited all Tommy's Friends and "encouraged them to donate towards Tommy's bail.
So it was on again.
In my mind I truly wanted to get clean and free myself from drugs but my body would not allow that to happen. I was quite pitiful. I was ashamed that I did not have the strength within me to overcome my addiction.
When me and Tommy started making the rounds again I ran into a guy who was in the nuthouse with me. Frank had a worse habit than mine. He would put the oxy's in his mouth until the coating was worn off then cook them and shoot it up. He would miss his veins often which resulted in big infected abscesses that would have to pe lanced to relieve the puss from the infection. Ain't drugs cool kids?
Needless to say, Frank was a good customer.
While he was in the nuthouse, I think Frank must have tagged every heina on the ward. I know this because we shared the same room along with a homosexual speed freak with aids, and a deranged black crack addict who had to be restrained with straps about every other day.
The crack addict once said in group shortly after I was committed: "I cant get away from it. Everywhere I turn there is crack. At home, at work, at the clubs, my friends, my brother, crack, crack, crackity, crackity, crack, crack, crack, crack, crack, crack, crack, crack, crack, cracker, crackity, crack, crack, crack."
I was laughing like hell. No one else was because apparently it is inappropriate to laugh at someone while they are sharing in group.
TBC
Mike Ness- dope fiend blues.
In a police car i feel so very small
I see my lover's face and i watch her teardrops fall
And i try to figure out where i'd fallen off the track
I sold my soul to the devil and then i stole it back
Chorus
And in the end, you know a dope fiend ain't got no friends
And a junkie is a junkie to the bitter end
Hope to die now, cuz you know i'm better off dead
Hey brother, won't you lend me a helpin' hand?
I tie myself off, shoot it in my veins
I feel like marlon brando and i've hid another day's pain
I'm goin' back where it's safe, goin' back to the womb
I find my mother's comfort, here in a needle and spoon
Chorus
And christmas for a dope fiend ain't no fun
Waitin' for good times that seem to never come
Goin' out now, gonna get myself a gun
Please stop me, don't you know i'm on a run?
Aren't you tired of the detox and the places in the mind?
Aren't you tired of the misery, aren't you tired of doin' time?
And i try to figure out where i'd fallen off the track
You know i sold my soul to the devil and then i stole it back
Chorus
I'm a dope fiend, i'm a liar, a cheat and a thief
At my funeral, won't you bring me a red rose wreath?
Dress in black now, show everyone your grief
Well, i'm gone now, you can all feel relief!
User Reviews
Submitted by Degreeless_Capibara (user info) at 2004-11-08 18:18:37 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
No Comment
Submitted by munkeypants (user info) at 2004-11-08 17:44:31 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2004-07-03 23:08:59 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Can_Always_Trust_A_Liar (user info) at 2004-07-03 21:07:22 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by moebius (user info) at 2004-05-25 02:27:50 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Oh yeah.
Submitted by Insanethemind (user info) at 2004-05-25 02:02:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
best one yet, im reading them all in one go.
crack crackity crack crack wsa funny!
Submitted by MagnificentRyan (user info) at 2004-04-03 19:50:18 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
just read all of these in one sitting. Very good.
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:59 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas Attack!
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:52 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas Attack
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:46 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas Attac
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:39 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas Atta
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:07 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas Att
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:26:02 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas At
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:53 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas A
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:47 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Gas
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:37 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow Ga
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:30 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow G
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:16 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yellow
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:09 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yello
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:25:03 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yell
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:24:54 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Yel
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:24:49 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Ye
Submitted by FleetEnemaBadass (user info) at 2004-04-03 18:24:42 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Y
Submitted by griffsrgr8 (user info) at 2004-03-26 23:31:56 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Random Joe at 2004-03-24 19:33:24 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by iddqd (user info) at 2004-03-23 22:44:36 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
cmon, mick, youre losing momentum. this is still very readable, but theres more in here - and youre good enough to get it out.
i just wanna see more.
and dont feel like you have to justify your saturday nights to us, most of us dont know shit, dude.
Submitted by Y3D (user info) at 2004-03-23 16:17:18 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
wow thats some fucked up shit
Submitted by Scientifik (user info) at 2004-03-22 03:17:06 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Damn Ginny, this story just gets lower and lower, I really want to see how you were able to beat it, and why you can't use the same method to beat alcohol. Shit I know the view is great from the cheap seats, but what about AA?
Submitted by dakingisdead (user info) at 2004-03-21 20:54:02 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Well Mick I haven't ever done horse or anything involving needles. My biggest savior is needles freak me out TOTALLY.
I can see where you are at though so welcome home.
Submitted by MickGinny (user info) at 2004-03-21 17:12:51 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:49:48 (#)
Ranking: 2
Hows Woofers doing, MickGinny?
apparently that fuckin mongrel is dead.
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:49:48 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Hows Woofers doing, MickGinny?
Submitted by MickGinny (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:23:50 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by sublime (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:07:10 (#)
Ranking: 1
Its Saturday night and I have nowhere to go...and that is a very good thing.
================================
Its sunday morning.... even the time you posted this it says sunday morning....
whats your point man?
Submitted by TaK (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:20:44 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Keep 'em coming.
Submitted by Ainkara (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:19:58 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Just caught up on these.
Submitted by sublime (user info) at 2004-03-21 12:07:10 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Its Saturday night and I have nowhere to go...and that is a very good thing.
================================
Its sunday morning.... even the time you posted this it says sunday morning....