A Long Distance Love Letter to Michael (2231 hits)
Category: RomanceRating: 1.4 on 18 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by Cassiopeia (View user info) at 2004-04-09 21:17:50 EDT
Dreaming of the days when my lover lay beside me, my mind is in heaven, just imagining his touch. Every single part of him I have fallen in love with. His beautiful brown eyes glow; I can see my future in him. This gorgeous brown I will never forget.
His lips, so smooth just begging for a kiss. The perfect color, the perfect shape, and oh how I love to kiss those beautiful lips. The same lips that whisper 'I love you' embrace mine and I am reminded of the passion.
The stunning curve of his spine makes my hands loose control, I remember massaging his back, his shoulders. Hearing my love moan with every motion, every touch, every scratch, lets me know that he is in a land of bliss, which I provided day in, day out. Kissing and licking his knees, he shivered and shook with pleasure, I love to make him loose control.
Remembering when I lay next to him, admiring the sun on his skin... he reminded me of a statue sometimes. So handsome, so perfect. Pure beauty. Remembering his fingers twirling through my soft golden hair, him staring into my eyes as we had a speechless conversation.
Reminiscing of the mornings I would wake up next to him, his arm around me keeping me warm. Waking up being able to see him and kiss him good morning, with a soft 'I love you' being the first thing said. I remember being able to sleep next to him, being wrapped up warm in his arms.
But this dreamland no longer exists; I feel nothing. All I feel is the pain from his absence, and a constant longing for my love that drives me insane. A constant loneliness that never subsides.
The next time he will return to my arms seems like an eternity away.
Nowadays when I roll over, there is merely a pillow. When I look over to awe at my love, all that remains is the wall. I remember when it was him who warmed me, now there is merely a blanket. My bed has suddenly become huge without him next to me, my palm is empty without him to here hold it, and my heart is empty without him here to love me.
My mind is fried, all I think about is the next time I will see my love. I'm trying to stay strong, knowing that someday my love will return. Memories and the sound of his voice are the only things that keep me going, that keep me desperate for his return. Oh how I've hungered for his touch, for even a simple glance from those gorgeous eyes. Thinking of the next time I will wrap my arms around him and inhale the scent of his neck. When I will feel his stubble scratch my cheek, when I will be able to run my fingers over his shoulders and whisper 'Welcome home honey, I love you' into his ear. When I will be able to gaze into his eyes and kiss him, with this kiss expressing how much I've missed him, how much I've yearned for him. Every part of my body, longs for his touch.
A simple graze of his fingertips would be enough to make me fall to my knees.
I love you Michael.
Love Always,
Cassi
User Reviews
Submitted by youarsoghey (user info) at 2004-05-15 11:13:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
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Submitted by Insanethemind (user info) at 2004-05-15 11:01:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
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Submitted by mystiamoon (user info) at 2004-04-10 05:42:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
because i'm secretly a big sap
Submitted by Shannon716 (user info) at 2004-04-10 05:28:50 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
That was very sweet and heartfelt. I know how you feel and I'm sorry you have to go through the sadness of finding yourself alone in the morning when you have come so used to having your lover there to greet your tired eyes in the morning. The pain will pass...
Submitted by socialdropout (user info) at 2004-04-10 05:10:48 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
well written. personally, i thought it was a load of bull-shit - but im just insensitive, alongwith donhitsu. i have never been in your position. the last guy i went out with caused a great argument so it would be easier to break up. i dont see why he bothered, neither of us gave a shit if it ended in tears or bruises - and why am i even telling you this...?
Submitted by mrs.plumbean (user info) at 2004-04-10 00:32:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
i know how you feel. i had to break up with my boyfriend a little while ago because he went to the navy and i never see him.
Submitted by AlwaysAnEagle (user info) at 2004-04-10 00:08:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I'm crying too. Nice work dahlin, you've captured what I've not been able to.
Submitted by Confusion (user info) at 2004-04-09 23:22:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Yummy~
Submitted by hollygolitely (user info) at 2004-04-09 22:08:40 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I promise.... there is nothing insincere about what I said. Anyone who gives you less that a +2 is an idiot.
+1 million (and more) for what you have to deal with right now.
Submitted by Cassiopeia (user info) at 2004-04-09 22:04:54 EDT (#)
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wow, thanks holly! youre too kind!
Submitted by hollygolitely (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:57:52 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
By the way, you are a beautiful and perfect couple.....
but, I think you already know that.
Submitted by hollygolitely (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:56:59 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I'm crying.....
literally....
Maybe, it is because I identify with it.... for an entirely different reason.
Maybe, because it is beautiful.
Trust me- true love transcends these....gaps.... In fact, I believe they are necessary. Have you ever heard of a happy ending without a (temporary) painful division?
I'm sorry that you have to be where you are (emotionally).... just remember... it's temporary....
He'll be back.
Submitted by Donitsu2002 (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:29:42 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Oh yeah btw this didn't suck at all, i personally think it was well written... i'm just an insensitive asshole....
Submitted by Cassiopeia (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:26:01 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Yay! Spikey! My favorite uber!
Percy- he's in Houston right now, waiting for a flight to Iraq.
Submitted by SpikeGoddess (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:23:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I understand.
Submitted by William_Q_Percy (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:22:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Where is he?
Submitted by Donitsu2002 (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:19:29 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Uhhh keep this stuff in the bedroom
Submitted by Cassiopeia (user info) at 2004-04-09 21:18:34 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
I know he's making a funny face... deal with it!