Methamphetamine dementia (pointless) (430 hits)
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Submitted by Krootons <mojomanwastaken.at.hotmail.com> (View user info) at 2004-04-16 12:03:31 EDT
Mmm.. one more hit. Just one. Jason probably has a few. Fucking Josh better. God, when are
they going to get back. Is she talking about me? Jesus what am I doing here. I want to sleep.
I want to cry. I want another fucking hit. Maybe two. God I'm a dumbass. How many days has
it been. Two? Three?
I should sleep. I need a cig. My stomach hurts, but another hit will help it. My face is so
gaunt.. it makes me want to cry. Everything makes me want to cry, untill I get another hit.
There's something soothing about crying.. it's almost like a hit. Not as fast though, my heart
doesen't skip a beat. I don't grin, my eyesight doesen't lose it's haze. I don't feel alive, I
don't feel like I'm becoming better than human.
Why can't I smoke one more tinny. One more and I'll sleep. Jesus.. tommorow is Thanksgiving.
I'm supposed to eat with my parents. That won't happen. That can't happen. I don't want food,
I can't eat food. It doesen't fit. Jesus.. I haven't eaten in three days. Oh well, look at how
skinny I am. That's good.
Mm.. rocking feels good. Why? My teeth hurt. That's fine. A hit will fix it. Hits fix
everything. I feel so dead.. my whole body aches. My jaw feels like I fell on it. My teeth are
being ground down because it feels so good. So good, one more hit.
I bet they're going to smoke meth. Fucking bastards, holding out. Oh. Maybe not. They are
talking about me though. No, shut up, you're just being paranoid. God I hate the sun. The
living dead come out when it's up. The night is when we rule, when you can score a gram. When you
can do seventy miles per hour down the streets, because no cop will see it. If they do, they
can't catch you. Going faster lessens the chances of them seeing.
Now what. Fuck no I don't want to smoke ganj. I can't stand that shit, it's the opposite of a
hit. It makes me dead.. tired. It makes me sad (it makes me see myself). Jesus there they are.
Five fucking hours. Five fucking hours. We should just beat the shit out of them and take it.
We could keep them in the closet.. and feed them animal crackers. YES there he is. Come give..
Oh he's fucking kidding. Jesus christ he's a moron. I need a hit. I just want to get spun one
more time before I...
Oh, sweet. A few hits. Nice. God I can't believe this.. Finally.
(taking hits)
MMMMM that is the right stuff, right there. So much better than caffeine. We have it figured out.
We don't need food or sleep or coffee or any of that stupid shit. Cigs, tweak, and soda will do
fine, thank you. Wow I feel great. Hmm. It's not as good. I wish I had more.. just a little
more.
Yes.. one more hit..
(Those are actual thoughts of mine while coming down off a 3 day tweak binge. I learned my
lesson. Meth is a very smooth drug, it'll be your entire lifestyle before you accept it as any
part of your life. Don't do meth, the godly yet short lived reward is not worth the trouble,
price, risk, and loss of respect. And teeth. And gaining 50 pounds beyond your "normal" weight).
User Reviews
Submitted by tuesdaydelay (user info) at 2004-04-16 18:16:45 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
YES! This is ace. I used to be such a speed demon in college. I miss the fun, but not the comedowns. Man, this post rocks.
Submitted by krootons (user info) at 2004-04-16 18:16:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Spun has nothing to do with meth use. It's just hollywood.
Submitted by opposable_thumb (user info) at 2004-04-16 18:02:20 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Anjie (user info) at 2004-04-16 17:46:47 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Did you watch the movie Spun lately???
Submitted by Cooper (user info) at 2004-04-16 16:21:51 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
...never did meth, but now I know how my friends felt.
Good writing, although I don't like this somber feeling...
Submitted by legallady (user info) at 2004-04-16 13:20:13 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I have never done meth. But one of my clients...after accidently killing
his friend ...tried to cut the body up...a hacksaw doesn't cut off a head
as easy as it seems in the movies. NO reasonable explanation for the whole
grusome event...EXCEPT they all were "ampin" for seven days straight.
Submitted by Envenom (user info) at 2004-04-16 12:24:15 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Never cared for meth, but this is a very vivid description.
Submitted by Jays567 (user info) at 2004-04-16 12:19:37 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
The paranoia that comes after is fucking terrible. I tripped really really bad after I was tweaking for 2 days. I'm just glad I haven't touched it in a long long time.