Thats what I live for (919 hits)
Category: RomanceRating: 0.39 on 12 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by Noah's Ark <elmoisyourfriend.at.hotmail.com> (View user info) at 2004-06-02 23:31:31 EDT
I miss the too-bright lights, the ones that blind me, so the rest of the world seems that much darker when I'm through. I miss that wonderful, always too loud throbbing undercurrent that I can always fall back on, that makes my ears ring for days. I miss the rising and breaking crescendos washing over me, like waves at the beach. I miss the screams, barely audible above the din. I miss watching the writhing, living crowd. I miss the trancelike state, completely at peace yet at the same time so full, so vibrant, and so energetic. I miss most of all what it all combines to do for me. I don't think, or feel.
My heart pumps louder than anything else. It fills my ears and head and chest with its wonderful life affirming rhythm. My movements come automatically, but still, all of my emotion is pouring into my hands, my wrists, my arms, and my feet. My feet usher in Thor, fueled by neurotransmitter and caffeine. The sweat in my eyes guarantees that my memories will be blurry and tear streaked. My eyes are beyond seeing now though. I view photographs. It is as if I am standing outside in the rain, looking in through a foggy window, like I don't belong. But I know I do. This is where I am most needed; this is where I am loved.
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Submitted by switters (user info) at 2005-03-21 00:39:11 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
roundie poundies!
Submitted by d_prime (user info) at 2004-08-26 02:42:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
im glad you came out!
you gays shouldnt hide in the closet... did you have to be so graphic about the lovin though?
Submitted by hidden101 (user info) at 2004-08-26 02:40:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
why in the hell did people think this was bad?
oh well. as a musician, i say "thumbs up". or +2. whatever.
Submitted by heater (user info) at 2004-08-17 18:32:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I see a line of cars and they all [give off Heat]
With flowers and my love both never to [get cold].
Submitted by RideJohnnyRide (user info) at 2004-06-19 16:51:34 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Are we -2ing me in response for your shitty post? Im sorry you wrote a bad post. I really am. I apologize for your shitty post.
Submitted by FunniestGuyEver (user info) at 2004-06-19 16:44:03 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I sit. I imagine the great things and the sad things in my past that lead up to this moment. The bright lights pour down on me like a reflection off of Zeus' shaven ass. My mind reels as my vision takes on the qualities of a 30's newsreel. I look down. I'm pissing and shitting all over your mothers chest.
Submitted by yellowcar08 <yellowcar08.at.aol.com> at 2004-06-19 16:40:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
awwww...that's SO CUTE! ::smileyface:: (or do you not believe in smiles?)
Submitted by FunniestGuyEver (user info) at 2004-06-18 17:47:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Wow. You are sad. You are lonely, obviously. Only a fucking drummer could make tapping on some roundie poundies sound so falsely poetic. Lick that crease where my balls touch my gooch.
Submitted by Jo_of_the_golden_P (user info) at 2004-06-16 21:54:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
cool, I get it
Submitted by polyamorousaj (user info) at 2004-06-03 00:45:10 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Ech.
Submitted by Genko (user info) at 2004-06-02 23:58:22 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Well...
I guess you described some of that stuff...good like.
Submitted by dakingisdead (user info) at 2004-06-02 23:34:52 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Why are drummers always the butt of band jokes?
I guess this post explains a bit of that.