Confessions of an Egomaniac. (767 hits)
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Submitted by NSFW <NSFW.at.NSFW.com> (View user info) at 2004-09-05 02:54:25 EDT
This is written as a simple admission of my mistakes.
There are some ways in which I am simply better than those around me. I have revelled in that. My sin is not in excellence, but in vanity. I smile when I talk down to those less literate, less technologically oriented, or simply less intelligent, because i feel superior.
I can take that which is yours, and I have. I have stolen from your personality, that very thing which makes you yourself, because I envy the attention you receive. I have stolen, albeit one time, from your personal possessions, because you had what I desired. I have stolen from your marriage, because simply, I could.
I have hated you because you have some things which I quite simply cannot steal. I have hated you, because you've taken some action that I must correct. I have hated you, because I simply cannot control and possess you. And I have taken action on this hatred, because you cannot stop me.
I have overindulged. In your wine, in your drugs, in your women, and in your sin I have partaken in excess. I have spent time in the gutter, staring at a rainbow night sky. I have spent time lying on the bathroom floor. And, I have spent time This is written as a simple admission of my mistakes.
There are some ways in which I am simply better than those around me. I have revelled in that. My sin is not in excellence, but in vanity. I smile when I talk down to those less literate, less technologically oriented, or simply less intelligent, because i feel superior.
I can take that which is yours, and I have. I have stolen from your personality, that very thing which makes you yourself, because I envy the attention you receive. I have stolen, albeit one time, from your personal possessions, because you had what I desired. I have stolen from your marriage, because simply, I could.
I have hated you because you have some things which I quite simply cannot steal. I have hated you, because you've taken some action that I must correct. I have hated you, because I simply cannot control and possess you. And I have taken action on this hatred, because you cannot stop me.
I have overindulged. In your wine, in your drugs, in your women, and in your sin I have partaken in excess. I have spent time in the gutter, staring at a rainbow night sky. I have spent time lying on the bathroom floor. And, I have spent time lying with women who I did not belong with.
I have squandered myself, to acquire what I might. I have stolen from the rich, and kept it. I have sold drugs which kill the soul at a handsome profit. I have lied to get the gold. I have swindled. I have destroyed those around me, for the prize. I was proud of it all.
I have looked you in the eye, and touched your cheek just to get inside you. I have clouded your mind, so my touch would not seem so repugnant. I have waited for situations, and taken advantage of them. I have gotten what I wanted and walked away leaving you used. I have been inside of you.
Worst almost of all, I did it against my will to do nothing, to experience the sublime bliss of absolute laziness. The desire to never get out of bed in the morning, for fun nor work. I have wanted nothing, and I have gotten it. I have slept for days after a hazy week of chemical induced sleeplessness. I have done nothing.
In short, I have wanted.
These are my sins. I may pay for them yet, but you already have.
(Based on the seven deadly sins as per Pope Gregory The Great.)
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Submitted by AlkalineSolo (user info) at 2004-11-21 20:45:23 EST (#)
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Submitted by Mrboogie23 (user info) at 2004-09-05 16:49:02 EDT (#)
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Good stuff.
Submitted by veins_of_glass (user info) at 2004-09-05 08:27:17 EDT (#)
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Cause I like the Seven Deadly Sins theme.
Submitted by I_Have_a_Kristen_Fetish (user info) at 2004-09-05 07:27:20 EDT (#)
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Submitted by SilvrWolf (user info) at 2004-09-05 05:53:04 EDT (#)
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Submitted by jlbinct (user info) at 2004-09-05 03:01:17 EDT (#)
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deep man...deep.