We Never Even Spoke. (659 hits)
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Submitted by Natsukau (View user info) at 2004-09-12 09:49:00 EDT
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I love you. Finally, I am able to release my true feelings to you. I'm sorry it took so long for this, we could have been very happy a long time ago. For 5 years I have agonizingly sat in the office across from yours. I have watched you carefully, admiring your great assets from a distance. I have secretly enjoyed watching your emotions everyday. When you laughed, I smiled. When you cried, I cried. You have no idea how badly I wanted to storm into your office and hold you when you cried. I was torn with my own emotions. Do I reveal my true self, or do I wait for the right time? I wanted to so badly, I swear to you I did. I love you so much, you are all I ever wanted in life.
The thoughts of us together would bring me instant happiness. I fell asleep smiling thinking of you sleeping in my arms. I cheerfully walked into work everyday, even knowing that the job is dreadful and I despise it, simply because I would see you that day. When you took unexpected sick days or vacation, I was miserable. All I wanted to see was you. You were my my life. I will never forgive myself for not doing this sooner. To think of all the time I squandered by being timid makes me very upset. Look at me, I'm crying now. I'm so sorry. I could have made you happy, I know I could have.
I know I'm probably not the type of man you were looking for. I'm a little chubby, 5 years in an office eating Burger King for lunch everyday will do that. I'm not the extreme socialite that you loved to date, those partying days were gone after college. I don't have lots of money, but I swear to you I could have found extra cash if it was important. All of these things could have been corrected. If you had said the words, I would change my entire life for you. I would give you anything you ever wanted. I would use any means to make you happy, all you had to say was that you loved me.
I am so sorry I couldn't have said this earlier. You look so beautiful today, your makeup looks terrific. I would have cherished every waking moment with you. If I had to go back in time, I would have said I loved you in the very beginning, just to see how it played out. We would have been very happy, maybe we would even have children now. That's nice to think of. We would have a house closer to the city, so you wouldn't have to drive 50 miles to work every day. You would have never met that drunk driver on the highway late last Thursday morning. I could have saved your life. I'm so extremly sorry. This is my fault. I will never forgive myself for this. Essentially, I have killed both of us, for I have no reason for living. The world has just stopped for me. I want to see you laughing again. I want to see you angry again. I just want to see you move, breathe, and smile. I'll see you soon. Although I walk away after seeing your face for the last time today, you will always be in my heart. I will always love you.
R.I.P. Misty Evans 1974 - 2004
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Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2005-07-03 01:49:37 EDT (#)
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Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2004-09-20 05:54:28 (#)
Ranking: 1
Voted for #1. Kept my interest, well written. I hope #2 was fictional, if not it is very sad. If it is fiction, very scary. " I have watched you carefully, admiring your great assets from a distance". stalker?
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w00 go first reviews.
Submitted by carolrichards (user info) at 2005-04-01 07:44:12 EST (#)
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Submitted by Natsukau (user info) at 2005-01-16 13:05:21 EST (#)
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In retrospect, this was a very very weak entry and I'm sorry for having wasted your time.
Submitted by youarsoghey (user info) at 2005-01-16 12:38:58 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
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