A Token Of My Infection 20. Rinunciare a. (1500 hits)
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Submitted by MickGinny (View user info) at 2004-10-25 20:56:03 EDT
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A Token Of My Infection 20. Rinunciare a.
"I want you to move out, or I will go live with my mom and dad with the kids, either way you cannot be with us, I cant subject the kids to the danger of your lifestyle, I want you to leave Brian" She had a bag packed for me when we arrived home that night..
It is not like she had not said things similar to this in the past, because she had. The difference between this time and the other times was she did not have any hope in her eyes that I would do what needed to be done to preserve my family. The other times were threats in hopes it would cause me to pull my fucking head out
The only thing I ever did right, the only thing that was pure in my life, my angel watching over me was giving up on the possibility that I would find the strength to make it through.
I left my home and my family that night.
Instead of using this event as a wake up call to smarten the fuck up and get clean, I proceeded to pump an obscene amount of dope and booze into my body I went on the run of all runs. I was reserved to the likelihood that at the end of this run I would die a hopeless junkie on the streets of Philadelphia.
Then one day sitting at a folding table in some rowhouse I was crashing at, I pulled my wallet out of my back pocket and looked at the pictures of my kids and my wife. I pulled them out of the little plastic pockets and placed them on the table. I began to arrange them by time-line. My kids I arranged From toddlers to kindergarten to teeball pictures then through each school grade. I only had one picture of my wife it was a picture from our wedding day. I touched the pictures with my finger tips I could feel that bumpy coarse textured paper that school pictures are developed on. I was trying to get more from the pictures than just the visual and the memories they evoked.
I gathered them up like a deck of cards, put them in my shirt pocket and stood up. I pulled out my works and all my dope and placed them on the card table I walked out of that house, I left Philadelphia and went home. Just like that I quit doing drugs. I really cant explain it.
There was no moment of clarity.
There was no dramatic path altering event. I just quit.
I didn't find Jesus >and he didn't come looking for me either.
I didn't find structure and stability for my life in a 12 step program.
I didn't go to detox again.
I just stopped doing drugs. And I never relapsed. Not once.
But that is just the way I do things. When I am done I turn my back. Do you understand what I am saying?
You would think that quitting the life would have taken me out of harms way. I thought so. But situations that have been developed over a number of years don't automatically rectify themselves just because you remove one equation from the mix in fact it makes the situation worse. The chaos began to jump off from all sides as soon as I walked away.
Things that I had buried began to claw their way out of their tombs. I thought I had lived through some hardcore shit in the life> it was nothing compared to life without the veil.
MickGinny
User Reviews
Submitted by Chinaski (user info) at 2004-11-16 20:20:37 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Really, really really really fantastic. I read them all in one sitting. Better than a pint of Ben and Jerry's Coffee Heath Bar Crunch... well, on par. I'd give them all +2's... but too lazy...
great job, MG
Submitted by munkeypants (user info) at 2004-11-11 16:20:32 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
<claps with tears in her eyes>
Submitted by Davros (user info) at 2004-11-03 12:32:57 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I sense this is coming to an end.
Still +2
-Davros
Submitted by Phinch (user info) at 2004-10-27 13:19:40 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
this is awesome.
Submitted by LadyPlural (user info) at 2004-10-26 13:09:01 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Good stuff. I applaud you.
Submitted by tlovess (user info) at 2004-10-26 13:07:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
MG, I will take time to read this, but cannot read all at work right now. KM, get a life.
Submitted by magnus (user info) at 2004-10-26 13:00:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
good
Submitted by EchoBoxing (user info) at 2004-10-26 12:43:19 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by antluvdog (user info) at 2004-10-26 12:12:15 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Getting to the conclusion.
Submitted by MickGinny (user info) at 2004-10-26 10:59:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
obsess much?
Submitted by jumpinjellyfish (user info) at 2004-10-26 10:36:45 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Great series...please keep them coming!
Submitted by BLITZKREIG_BOB (user info) at 2004-10-26 09:00:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I think that Mickginny forgot to turn his retard magnet off last night.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 08:27:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Have another for a fan with a stupid name.
Submitted by jojojojoan (user info) at 2004-10-26 08:25:20 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Mick Ginny Rules!!!!
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 08:23:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
No, I've been having trouble sleeping lately, and I thought, this'll kill time until the morning!
It's not you who's offended, really, it's Bart, and that's the desired effect.
Submitted by MickGinny (user info) at 2004-10-26 07:44:37 EDT (#)
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holy fuck foolmang! you stayed up all night spamming my post?
`sniffle`
you make me feel so special...`sniffle`
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 07:09:51 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Another for Apollo.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 07:09:42 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
One for Godchicken.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2004-10-26 06:22:03 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I still think it is funny that your name is Brian.
If that is your real name.
Submitted by GodChicken (user info) at 2004-10-26 06:01:52 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 01:31:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Bart, I demand that you unban me, give me privileges back, 50,000 more hits, and an APOLOGY.
NOW!
Submitted by SundanceKid (user info) at 2004-10-26 01:16:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I could easily convert this into a movie script. I won't, because I respect you. Maybe one of the few people on here these days that do, but this is really great.
Thanks, Mick.
Submitted by Sideburns (user info) at 2004-10-26 00:53:13 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
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Submitted by JesusNazi (user info) at 2004-10-26 00:33:11 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
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Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-26 00:23:42 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Because I can't let a lanky man beat me.
Submitted by Can_Always_Trust_A_Liar (user info) at 2004-10-26 00:19:31 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Why do you even care KoolMang? I honestly don't get it. Don't you get bored or tired? I'll give you this, you're resilient. But why do you bother?
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 23:53:24 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Bart, just make everything normal again, and I'll post, not spam.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 23:50:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Bart, you've been a really bad boy. Time for a spamming!
Submitted by acrog (user info) at 2004-10-25 23:10:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
fuck you Mang
Submitted by Stonedsirry (user info) at 2004-10-25 23:00:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Want a donut?
Submitted by someone (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:57:24 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Never read the previous ones but I liked this.
Submitted by Falco (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:44:09 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
-2
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:12:08 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I know my ratings are disabled, but what's funnier is Schlongy's -2 counts, and his +2 doesn't count.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:10:24 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Ease up, Schlongy. The internet is a toy, and I'm playing with it.
Submitted by kai070169 (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:05:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Sorry. Crapola.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2004-10-25 22:03:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Oops. +2
Submitted by Can_Always_Trust_A_Liar (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:57:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
...
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:49:34 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Speaking of diapers, who's turn is to change KoolMang's?
What a fucking three year old this asshole is.
Submitted by Degreeless_Capibara (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:44:59 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
The literary value of a retarded first-grader talking about changing his diapers.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:39:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Okay, young man. I hope you learned your lesson, Bart, you little rascal.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:36:21 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Oh dear, Bart banned me and erased my reviews. Now I have to do it ALL OVER AGAIN :(
Submitted by cshape (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:28:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Excellent, again.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:23:55 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I better start another 20 for RJ.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:23:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
But here's a MickGinny quote. You see, whenever he gets the negative rating he deserves, he'll say this:
"your all fags!"
Submitted by Random Joe at 2004-10-25 21:22:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:22:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
It's too much effort.
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:20:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
OH, shit, I forgot to continue.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:12:09 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Good job, as usual, despite what the fag below me thinks.
Submitted by espo (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:10:26 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
One of the best series on Ubersite. Without a doubt.
Keep it up Mick.
Espo
Submitted by creep_firebombing (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:09:56 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by professorfuckface (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:09:13 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
GREAT POST FATS
Submitted by Poster_Boy_KoolMang (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:03:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Mick, time for some Irish spam!
Submitted by chipolatte (user info) at 2004-10-25 21:02:21 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
The end of a series...or is it?
Where you been?