Love Letter (660 hits)
Category: RomanceRating: 0.22 on 17 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by <NUFFSAID> (View user info) at 2004-11-10 11:15:12 EST
Christina,
Sometimes I am just better at writing my thoughts out, rather that saying them.
As much as I try to pretend, the truth is, I can't stop loving you. I don't know how to stop.
I will cherish the moments we have spent together, from our very first kiss to our last. I miss the way you kiss me, the way you look up at me and rub my face when are holding each other. I miss your smile, smell, and waking up next to you after a lazy afternoon nap. You are the girl of my dreams. I often think of you several times during my day. I wonder what you think of and if you think about us; and whether we could work it out. I can't help looking back on the pictures we have taken from our past years together and miss those times. I think about that we would have been married a month ago and you my beautiful wife, though we could have waited. But most of all I miss my best friend.
I know things have been tough for us in the past couple of months and that we have issues with trust. Us being mean to one another, I guess to feel our situation out. How are going to ever trust each other if we not willing to try? You still have my heart, a selfless, sacrificial and inseparable and committed heart. Understand the reasons why I lend you my hand to help you when you need it. I have given myself to you completely Christina, and to no one else. I am not looking for anyone but only you. My life has not been the same since we first met. I know that when we are together we enjoy each other's company and we feel at ease. The thing is we keep pushing each other away. I know you are not trying to lead me on. I know we need a bit of space to see how things go, but for how long. We should be confident and secure in our love of each other in light of our shortcomings and failings, because that is who we are. I hope you understand how empty I have been feeling, without you completing this void. I wish and hope that you can still find it in your heart to try us again. I don't want you to think that I have been trying to hard because I don't want to push you away. I know that least of all you don't want to hurt me and I don't want to hurt you. Is there a reason for us to hurt one another? I know you still love me; I know it is there. Remember why we fell in love with each other and embrace it, it will make us stronger. Like I said once before life has no guarantees, so my hopes aren't up; I just have my wishful thinking. Is that bad?
I know you are going through some issues about yourself and trying to get help, and trying to get your life on track. But you don't always have to do it alone. So you need not be scared. Things will work themselves out. I will be there for you and by your side no matter what. Trust me. Don't give up on us?
But you know what the more I think about whom the fuck am I kidding. I can't fix a fucked up bitch that only knows how to take and not give back. You left me and I will never take you back. I have had my emotional energy zapped from me for the past 2 years and 7 months, only to repeatedly go back to you. Kidding myself that thing will turn out right. I can't be with someone who can't love anyone but herself.
Go fuck yourself.
Love,
Wes
User Reviews
Submitted by lucid (user info) at 2004-11-10 19:41:58 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
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As much as I try to pretend, the truth is, I can't stop loving you.
Go Fuck Yourself!
Love,
Wes
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I just wanted to edit this for you.
Submitted by Nomad (user info) at 2004-11-10 17:55:37 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Beautiful.
I hate bitches....
Submitted by thaumaturge (user info) at 2004-11-10 15:24:31 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Take out the first bit, and then we're cooking with gas.
Submitted by JenBee (user info) at 2004-11-10 15:08:22 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
::eyes down::
I liked this. I'm not going to jump on the bandwagon for this one.
Submitted by Luckylacquer (user info) at 2004-11-10 15:00:17 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Renew your Lithium prescription.
Submitted by therocketeer <mike.elias17.at.gmail.com> at 2004-11-10 13:47:34 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
I read the first sentence and had to suppress my gag reflex...thankfully, I checked the end to see if this wuss mush continued through the end. It wasnt laugh-out-loud funny, but at least I'm relieved.
Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2004-11-10 12:04:17 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by titmouse (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:37:55 (#)
Ranking: 1
nice twist, did she write back?
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Hahahaha. I had to re-rank because this made me laugh my ass off.
Submitted by nuffsaid (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:54:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
She will read it soon!!!
Submitted by Soley_Trinity (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:48:54 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
It was a solid 0 till I read the last paragraph.
Submitted by titmouse (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:37:55 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
nice twist, did she write back?
Submitted by triple_optics (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:34:15 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
things can be hard somtimes.
i like fighting to her all the energy out.
Submitted by DeathJester (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:33:54 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Good song, Fartman.
Submitted by nuffsaid (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:28:56 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
No. Only when I am provoked.
Submitted by TheSpook (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:26:22 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Waaaahh!
Waaaahh!
Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:24:31 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Do you often experience these violent mood swings?
Submitted by nuffsaid (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:22:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
This is my medication.
Submitted by Adamdidit2u (user info) at 2004-11-10 11:19:31 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Get medicated