It's all in my head... I think about it over and over again.... (870 hits)
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Submitted by Nomad <Drainoe.at.hotmail.com> (View user info) at 2004-11-14 17:07:06 EST
"And by the way julie, little chris is not a true description", she says with one of those "oh yeah" looks on her face.
"Really?"
"Oh yeah, really."
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"I'm not ready for a physical relationship." She says as we sit in her car outside my house.
"Hmm... This will be interesting..."
"I didn't say we wouldn't have one, just not right this second."
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Countless friends of hers tell me about the men shes gone through, like the glasses of wine we drink. I'm okay with that.
What she did, is none of my concern. What she does now, however, I care about.
We go out at night. She is wonderful. Her hand on my thigh, my hand on hers as we ride through this town. When we kiss it's like a thousand bits of joy dancing around us.
We sit here on my couch, watching a movie. I lay down and inch towards her. I put my hands out, waiting for a familiar caress, but none comes.
She leaves, and she hasn't touched me all day long.
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Her best friend jokes about Paul. Her other friend tells a story about sex on a friday night.
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I kiss her as I get out of the car.
"Wait..", she says. I lean back in. She kisses me again.
I lean back out. And I lean back in. Our lips meet once more.
"I can't get enough."
"I know, thats why we have to stop."
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She leaves the table.
"Hey bro, I'm just letting you know, if you're looking for a quick fuck, go for it. But I don't think she's really the relationship type."
"What do you mean?"
"Let's just say... I've lost count of the guys..."
"So she likes to fuck?"
"Yeah, pretty much man, pretty much."
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"I'm not ready for a phsyical relationship."
"I took that weekend off next month so we can go to your friends wedding. I'm really excited Scott."
"I have a research paper to write..."
"No, let me tell you about that night... I downed two big cups of grey goose..."
Over and over again...
"I think I'm falling in love with you..."
"I'm not ready for a physical relationship..."
And it's all in my head?
"She likes to fuck..."
"Not ready..."
"Come back..."
"I know... That's why we have to stop..."
"I'm not ready..."
"I'm falling in love with..."
All in my head?
User Reviews
Submitted by Jo_of_the_golden_P (user info) at 2004-11-21 17:06:30 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
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Submitted by Pentameter (user info) at 2004-11-14 20:40:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Just ask her where she stands. That's the only way to find out. If she starts being vague, tell her you need a straight answer. It might not be easy, but at least it will spare you some pain.
I liked your layout for this, by the way.
Submitted by Nomad (user info) at 2004-11-14 18:31:24 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Lazarus (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:51:43 (#)
Ranking: 2
Either she is trying to go "straight," or the other dude was lying. You need to ask her.
If you really like HER, you have to give her the benefit of the doubt. That will not make you a sucker. Odds are, any adult woman is not a virgin.
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Of course she's not a virgin. And I don't give a fuck if she fucked the entire football team. Whatever.
None of her FUCKING BUSINESS what I've done. Just like her shit is none of mine. But after something happened to me that profoundly FUCKED ME UP, I've become timid. I find myself unable to even hit on a woman because, hey, I admit it, I'm an insecure, blubbering vagina.
Fact of the matter is that I'm not a hot guy, because if I were, I bet she'd be more than ready for a Physical fucking relationship.
Certainly hasn't stopped her before (from her own lips).
Fuck it. I don't think I'm going to give a fuck about shit like this anymore.
Honestly, is this shit really worth it?
NO.
Submitted by Arafat.of.the.land (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:54:46 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Maybe you shouldn't have told her about the "dancing bits of joy".
Submitted by Lazarus (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:51:43 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Either she is trying to go "straight," or the other dude was lying. You need to ask her.
If you really like HER, you have to give her the benefit of the doubt. That will not make you a sucker. Odds are, any adult woman is not a virgin.
Submitted by heyzues (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:49:09 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
She is playing you......Hardcore.
Submitted by Davros (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:28:10 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Have another.
I really like this.
-Davros
Submitted by Davros (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:26:25 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by munkeypants (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:16:02 (#)
Ranking: 2
She sounds like she will make you miserable... if she hasn't already
I don't know.
I waited 2 years for a girl i was totally in love with.
Then she cheated on me and fucked my life.
So maybe you are right.
:sigh:
-Davros
Submitted by munkeypants (user info) at 2004-11-14 17:16:02 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
She sounds like she will make you miserable... if she hasn't already.