HIghschool has affected all of us.. FUcking bully's.. Mr.Wolf for you... (783 hits)
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Submitted by The Artist formly known as "Chris Evans" (View user info) at 2005-03-25 22:33:54 EST
Bullies. Uber I'm going to recite to you my past and it would behoove you all to read this. I read Mr. Wolf's post about his days in school and I'm going to relive mine. You all may think I'm some super jock guy but my life in high school wasn't all "Titty's and Trophy's". I don't like talking about this because it pisses me off. But Mr. Wolf's post was so strong it made me recount and look at the way I really was in high school instead of the way I tell myself to be. Here goes...
In seventh grade I was a Loser. No pun intended. I wasn't some cool guy; I wasn't the guy all the girls wanted to kiss. I was a skinny little kid with a big head. I had friends. But all my friends were people from that lived by my house. One was my age and the rest were younger. To them I was the cool kid there hero. I was the most athletic, the most daring, and the one who lead the troop. But when I reached 7th grade a lot of things changed.
In sixth grade I was friends with the popular kids. They were my boys but I was not really in the group. I lived in a different area from where the school was located. I should have gone to a different school. The school I went to was a shitty, fucking rundown school with asshole teachers. This was the first time I was introduced to racism at all. Crazy hearing little kids scream "Gook" or Jap" or Nigger" etc... Everyday. I didn't think much of it. My life at home was awesome and my friends at home were from the school I should have gone to.
When 7th grade hit I was stunned. I walked in to see all my friends wearing JnCo's and other assorted gangster clothing. I saw people smoking cigarettes and acting cool. All I knew before that was "Drugs were bad" (Thanks D.A.R.E.). I came in to school wearing the same clothes I wore in sixth grade. I had on Addias sambas and just regular "No Fear" shirt. I was wrong dead wrong because that wasn't cool at all. I was getting picked on and spit on. At first someone tried to beat me up on my first day of school. Thank god Zach (lived down the street from my house) came and saved me. I got tossed into lockers and they would scream "SEEEVVEEEYYY" before they would pummel me. I didn't get it to bad because I had 3 older brothers so the older kids pretty much liked me.
The kids my age though... damn they hated me with a passion. They made fun of me mistreated me and just clowned me for days. Making fun of me because I didn't smoke or do drugs and still watched cartoons (fuck them Transformers is badass). I went through it getting made fun of all through 7th grade.
When 8th grade hit stuff changed. I was still short and small but my locker was right next to one of the hotter girls at school and she was nice to me. Always giving me hugs and just letting me talk to her. Slowing I started to get cooler. I went from there to hanging out with the badass druggy kids. I pretended to smoke pot (I know I was lame) and pretended to be a thug. I really didn't know any better I just wanted to fit in. So if you want to fit in you have to hang out with the most badass people. I went on trying to be a hardass and saying fuck it to sports. I just wore my huge Phenom jacket and JnCo's and I was cool.
When 9th grade hit I had completely erased the loser I was from 7th grade. I was cool with all the popular kids, and I hung out with the entire goody, goody ASB people. I was also friends with all the badass kids as well. It was awesome. I got suspended at the end of the year for talking and being late 120 days of school. I got sent to some "Teens in trouble" Classroom with some crazy ass black guy named Mr. Horn.
Mr. Horn was no joke. I watched him slam a student to the ground and I also watched him throw a book and hit a kid in the face. It was some scared straight type shit. It only added to my badassness and I was hanging out and getting with the popular girls.
Sophomore year hit. It was awesome my older brothers had all just graduated so everyone was waiting for me to come up. I came up and just went straight. I went back to running Track and playing football. Got my grades straight and was on of the "Popular" sophomore guys. I dated a Jr. as a sophomore {that's a big deal I guess} and I also was hanging out with all the senior girls. I was one of the Track Stars and promising football players. It was fun and cool all at once. Being popular and partying.
Jr. Year I was still popular. Basically the most popular guy in school. Everyone liked me and I hung out with all the people in my class and every other class. I could go to any party and I new where every party was at. I was hanging out with the hot slutty Abercrombie and Fitch girls. And Living it up basically like Varsity blues.
Senior Hit....... This is when it all came crashing down. The previous year at football our team had gone 10-0 and lost in the playoff's this year our team was supposed to be 4th in state. And I was a big reason because of it. I was the strongest guy and also had a lot of promise and colleges looking at me. Basically that summer since I dicked around so much in 9th grade I had to go to ECI (easy credit institute) to get credits so I could graduate on time.
I told my coach this and he agreed to it so I would have to miss football camp and a lot of summer weights for it. I get done and my coach acts as if I let the team down. And that I never cared. The team is pissed at me and everything starts to change. I play the first two games of the season and then I get hurt. I mean injured bad. Fractured ankle. Doctor says I'm out for 8 weeks. 8 weeks= Whole season.... Then shit changes.... Shit changed hard...
I grew up in a small town with a varsity blues mindset. Basically after I got hurt someone I thought was my friend spread a rumor that I "faked" my injury to not be on the team. Which is fucking ridiculous but a lot of people bought it. They blamed me for our shitty season 4-6 and also for a lot of shit. It was if I got the bubonic plague. All my friends on the team quit talking to me (besides my close ones). Everyone started talking shit to me taunting me. I got in 6 fights in 2 weeks. I almost got smashed in the head with a bottle. I saw it all.
I was the popular guy that everyone hated. I was that guy. Known but hated. No one liked me I walked the halls alone. I only talked to 4-5 people my senior year. I just started to say fuck it and just hope I could get the fuck out. I contemplated a lot of shit. Beating the fuck out of former friends. It just hurt me to be betrayed like that. My whole town had something to say about me. I was the word of gossip. I said fuck it and started hanging out with people from other schools. Went to other schools proms. And tell the truth it hurt. It hurt like hell to have my friends just up and leave me over a lie. I hurt like hell to not have the school all over me. It hurt to have teachers look away from me. It was like I got built up just to be brought down.
The guy who told that lie I'm not friends with at all. I hate his fucking guts. I hate a lot of shit. People from my high school I hang out with none of them. I keep in touch with no one. I basically go on my own and live my own way.
And Mr. Wolf your right high school has shaped who I am and what I did. I went to Art College just so I would not have to go to the same university as people from my high school. I fucked up my life (sort of) just to get away from the ridicule and the hate.
Basically high school has affected me for the better it was a great learning experience. I have been on both sides the loser and the super cool jock. I don't know where I stand All I know is that I still watch cartoon and play sports. I also learned not to trust people or the jealousy of fake friends and people (the guy who said the lie was a fat pathetic loser who was trying to get popular off me. Alas I didn't see it until it was too late. Whatever fuck'em)
The fucker who betrayed me works in a gas station now. Fuck him. Haven't spoken to him in 2 years (since High school).
If you don't go to college and meet new people and get a new life. You will always be reliving high school. Fuck that. Fuck that in did.
P.S. there was a lot more to my story but I gave to you guys skimmed.
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Submitted by fluff (user info) at 2005-04-15 17:23:54 EDT (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2005-03-28 18:27:19 EST (#)
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"I was the popular guy that everyone hated."
What do you mean 'WAS'? You still are the popular guy that everyone hates - you just need to accept that and move forward, I for one certainly don't hold it against you.
Submitted by Adamdidit2u (user info) at 2005-03-28 09:32:51 EST (#)
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High school over, let it be
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-28 04:01:34 EST (#)
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Stin I'm not saying my shit was more bad than yours but my shit was bad.. I even hated going to school I like felt like a bitch.
Submitted by Stin (user info) at 2005-03-26 23:16:45 EST (#)
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You try having 8 FUCKING YEARS you can't remember without having panic attacks and nervous breakdowns.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-03-26 18:46:03 EST (#)
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You SURE love to talk about yourself, dontcha , Zithead?
Here's a tip: Rent the movie "Everyone's All American" starring Dennis Quaid and Jessica Lange.
Then, after you watch it, you'll understand why you're a fucking idiot.
Submitted by Howie_Felter (user info) at 2005-03-26 18:33:28 EST (#)
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boo fucking hoo, we've all had our problems.
Submitted by QueenSkye (user info) at 2005-03-26 12:42:22 EST (#)
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an actual rating will come when you tell me what high school you went to...
Submitted by MANICMOTHER (user info) at 2005-03-26 10:31:19 EST (#)
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Fuck high school. 4 lost years of my life.
Submitted by mrwolf (user info) at 2005-03-26 05:17:04 EST (#)
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Only just seen this, my missus is at home bored and just emailed me to say some guy has done a post with your name on it... heh. I guess America's schooling system is very different from the UK, we don't have jocks and geeks and preppies. In my school you were either popular or you weren't.
Incase anyones wondering what spawned this it was here http://www.ubersite.com/m/52901
Submitted by c1ndy (user info) at 2005-03-26 03:01:59 EST (#)
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"Fuck that in did"
chris your writing style is unusual and littered with mistakes as usual- are you dyslexic? I will stop mocking your mistakes if you are.
this was an interesting piece- would have been more powerful if you had concentrated on one or 2 of the incidents- you come accross a bit moany.
Submitted by HadToBeDone (user info) at 2005-03-26 01:26:53 EST (#)
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Oh, to be 21 and just getting around to playing "D-1" ball. Which is not bad considering you're still trying to get a girl to play with "CE" balls.
How many times did you mention Varsity Blues, you fuckin fag?
Submitted by Zoidberg (user info) at 2005-03-26 01:09:21 EST (#)
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did this even have a point?
holy shit, I mean, I kept reading and reading expecting something at least halfway approaching profound (stupid me, I know) and in the end all I get is this rambling abortion.
Fuck, I coulda got more fulfillment for my time jerking off to a Sears catalog.
Submitted by GuyDude (user info) at 2005-03-26 01:05:39 EST (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:32:03 EST (#)
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They way I plan to say a big fuck you to all the people from my town is to earn a D-1 scholarship playing college football somewhere.
That would stick it to my coach and all the fucks who would think I would "Fake" and injury are you fucking jokin me? fake a fucking injury?
Really I want to go back and kick there asses..
especially the fatkid. Oh how I loath that fuck.
Submitted by 2x4fun (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:13:39 EST (#)
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+2 for having a suckass high school
-1 for appearing to be kind of conceited and previous acts
Submitted by Degreeless_Capibara (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:09:35 EST (#)
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Wisconsin colleges are whole different story...
Submitted by Degreeless_Capibara (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:08:28 EST (#)
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For some reasons, I actually take the time to read your posts. While horribly written, they have some coherent points. But alas, I live in Wisconsin. Not nearly as much partying here, I'm afraid.
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:04:29 EST (#)
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Joemama hell yeah I haven't I have only been out of highschool 2 years. That's it.
I'm in college but I'm at a JC right now so real college life hasn't set in yet. By this fall I will be living it up college style not giveing a fuck.
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:03:32 EST (#)
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Canucksfan thanks man. you understood.
Submitted by Joemama (user info) at 2005-03-25 23:01:29 EST (#)
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Waa-waa
Write a post about your "mum" like you promised!
You obiviously haven't broken the umbilical cord of your past.
Submitted by ChronicMasturbator (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:57:54 EST (#)
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not bad.
I can relate to some extent.
Submitted by CanucksFan (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:56:15 EST (#)
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meh
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:48:20 EST (#)
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JOemama this is really funny.
I posted this for mr.wolf to show him that not only the loser get fucked over in highschool us popular kids have it pretty bad sometimes. Even now I'm still in competeion with other popular guys from my highschool. It sucks but that is the way it is.
This post was an over view of my experince not a fucking funny post. It was a biography on me so fuck you.
I will post why popular kids have it worse in a couple of days..
then you will see what is up.
Submitted by Joemama (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:45:57 EST (#)
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#2
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:40:50 EST (#)
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Spooner fuck you. I was writing to to mr.wolf and Big mike explaining my highschool experience.
And it does affect you. At least just a little bit. I say fuck it I was popular. what more can you ask for?
Submitted by PoloboiGC (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:39:58 EST (#)
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Spell check really fucks up the syntac's of a post huh?
fucking spell check...
Submitted by Spooner (user info) at 2005-03-25 22:36:33 EST (#)
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FIRST!