Mental Seclusion (392 hits)
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Submitted by Mr J (View user info) at 2005-05-30 12:40:49 EDT
Late-evening, the inner workings of my brain.
Treachery and trust seem to operate hand-in-hand these days. Sure, you can trust someone for as long as you allow yourself to, but only to uncover the truth behind your misconceptions. Behind every fake smile, every forged loyalty, lies a treacherous fiend. Such a glitch in the English dictionary. Friend minus the 'r' equals fiend. How true it is though, how true it is.
No one ever admits that they will turn on you later down the road. To do so would be undreamed of. People pretend to be your buddy, your partner, someone you can count on, but nevertheless, always end up betraying your trust. So where can one turn, you ask? The answer lies within your lack of a soul. No one is truly reliable nor dependable, with the slight exception of you. Sometimes even that doesn't hold true. People are selfish and self-absorbed. No one can be trusted, but without trust, who are you as a person? The everlasting spiral of contradiction continues, even after you stop caring. Sink into the midst of deception if you may, but never forget how bright the light really shines.
For years on end, people come and people go. Has anyone ever bothered to make an effort of commitment? Of course not. To forge a lasting relationship with someone seems to steal from their own happiness. No one can be perfect forever, but I'd rather they never began to from the get-go. My (absence of a) god, the adjectives that come to mind when I think of all of you. Let's play nice and keep our derogatoriness to ourselves. Hear me now and believe me later, it will be better that way.
As the sun forms it's shape over the polluted horizon each and every day, I convince myself to interact with those in which I despise during the following fifteen hours. Then I get to wake up the next day and do it all over again. But those few times, however, when I don't sleep for days and it turns into an extremely long period of other people's ignorance, those days are what convince me of how good I actually am. Seeing how arrogant, obstinate, redundant, and ignorant people are, proves to me that I don't need them anyways. I am more than happy to just live my secluded little life and work for the best. To do or think anything else would be ludicrous.
My head-spinning slows as I realize that I must again rely solely upon my mastery of manipulation and mental seclusion. To keep all aspects of everything out of the grasps of those in which I look down on is genuinely what keeps me going about my limited life. No one knows what I think, how I feel, or how I work. When they inquire, I manipulate them into confusion. This, my unwanted friends, is the ultimate plan... or so I'll have you believe...
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Submitted by Darshiscool (user info) at 2005-10-19 01:27:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
SUCKS
Submitted by electrictoothsyndrome (user info) at 2005-08-28 18:34:49 EDT (#)
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Submitted by JHoersten2 (user info) at 2005-08-28 17:43:06 (#)
Ranking: -2
oh wow that's gay.
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Submitted by JHoersten2 (user info) at 2005-08-28 17:42:53 (#)
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very gay
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Submitted by JHoersten2 (user info) at 2005-08-28 17:42:22 (#)
Ranking: -2
gay
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Submitted by JHoersten2 (user info) at 2005-08-28 17:42:15 (#)
Ranking: -2
You wanna be immature and type, "gay" on every post cause you're that immature? Ok. You have a lot more posts than me.
oh yes: gay
Submitted by JHoersten2 (user info) at 2005-07-12 21:04:12 EDT (#)
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again: no one cares about your shitty opinion. you forget, you came to MY post.
Submitted by gina (user info) at 2005-05-31 18:43:57 EDT (#)
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Did I mention: Dick?
Submitted by pen_name (user info) at 2005-05-30 19:37:23 EDT (#)
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you're the biggest piece of shit i've ever seen!
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2005-05-30 14:41:24 EDT (#)
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