After the Breakup-Day 6 (566 hits)
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Submitted by Insomniac (View user info) at 2005-06-28 13:38:43 EDT
Day 6
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(warning: long)
Wow. What a weekend that was. You had your other guys (yes plural), and I met another girl. We both went our separate ways for a total of 5 days, and here we are. The amazing thing is not everything that happened, and everything we did, but the emotional journey we both went on in the same period of time. So you are back, the person that I loved, and who, as that person, was in a unique position to hurt me like no one else could at this point in time. And that's just what you did. Now, it seems that you have had a change of heart. The thought that your beloved, who had always been there when you needed me, who you knew wouldn't leave you no matter what you did to me, found someone he liked besides you, and its too much for you to bear. Believe me, I understand. You know what? I felt the same thing just last week. The memory of it is all too fresh in my mind. And maybe that's part of the reason we are in this predicament in the first place. You want me back, but I'm not so sure, for a number of reasons. You think probably that it's all because of Nina, and the fact that we found each other during a dark time in my life, and she gave me light. Maybe that's why I like her, and maybe it's just the fact that she is a wonderful person, inside and out. We see the world in the same light, we like the same things, and we dislike the same things. Or maybe I like her because she can't hurt me right now, and that feels pretty darn good. Well, no matter the reasons, you are back, and I'm faced with a decision. Do I take you back, or do I explore spending time with this other person I found.
Well, there are a few reasons in favor of either. I have to admit before I begin though, that the reasons for not coming back right now far outweigh the reasons I should. Let's get into those first.
Well, first, you hurt me. That should be pretty self-explanatory. It's been a long hard 3 months, and I have been at the shit end of all of it. I know that I took you for granted for a good part of our relationship, and I you have no idea how hard I have been on myself for that. I know that I have changed as a person, and with regards to how I will deal with a relationship because of that. I know that I will be a better boyfriend because of what I learned when I was a substandard one to you. And I tried my best to apply this knowledge while changing your heart about us. I feel like I've been trying to get you back for 3 months now, and I have been wonderful to you, I will freely admit that, and you have said it yourself. But it didn't matter. How do I know it will matter in the future? How do I know that you won't insist that you need time to yourself again, after being together for a few weeks, or months, it doesn't even matter how long.... I know that we are good together, and so do you. I thought you did all along, but it wasn't enough for you. Now, I feel like you only want me back because you are jealous and don't want me to be with anyone else, even though you got your chance to mess around all weekend. I haven't even mentioned Nina yet. I like her, I can't deny this. I think she would be good to me, and I enjoy spending time with her. That doesn't mean that I like her more than you, that's like comparing apples and oranges. It doesn't matter. Fact is that I do like her, and I have all these bad memories from the last 3 months with you, and with her, it's a clean slate. I like that too.
Now, we do have a history together, and I have spent many hours thinking of our future. Truth is, I'm not really ready to give up on that yet. This is probably one of the main reasons I am so confused. I have been so stuck, so fixated on one thing for so long, I don't know how to change. I don't know how to switch gears, and head off into an uncertain future. With you I felt secure, until all this happened, and that took away a great deal of that security. But I do love you, that much I cannot deny. I just don't know if I can risk repeating what I already went through. You know as well as I that that was the second time that had happened to me (although this time not nearly as bad, admittedly). I won't allow it happen again.
And so here we sit. You upset, me confused, both of us apart. None of us happy. So what to do?
What to do...
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Submitted by InsoManiac (user info) at 2005-06-28 15:16:48 EDT (#)
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I've heard 'em all. `I like you as a friend.' `I think we should see
other people.' `I no speak English.' `I'm married to the sea.' `I
don't want to kill you, but I will ...'
-- Homer Simpson
I Love Lisa
Hehe.
Submitted by ubetidid (user info) at 2005-06-28 14:46:40 EDT (#)
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here's my advice:
never get married. that's right. just say no. BUT...if you do find that one person that's just the end-all and you cannot live without her/him...then, if you must, go ahead and get married.
But for God's sake, whatever you do,
DO NOT HAVE ANY CHILDREN!!! Trust me on this one.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(Remember, I warned you.)
Submitted by morontian (user info) at 2005-06-28 14:30:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
People don't change in a matter of days. She's marking her territory. You are her game. Don't let her win.
But... make her think she won and kick her ass out the door, that's fun.
Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2005-06-28 14:22:27 EDT (#)
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If you get back together with her, she WILL cheat on you, and you WILL be pussy whipped.
Submitted by Jungle_Jimanee (user info) at 2005-06-28 14:18:34 EDT (#)
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What Kre8rix said, it's all about power and control to her. she will respect you more for sticking to your guns.
If you go back, no woman you know will touch you again, not after leaving Lisa just like that.
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2005-06-28 14:11:05 EDT (#)
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you enjoy being a doormat, so might as well get used to it...
Submitted by Kre8rix (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:54:31 EDT (#)
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Don't do it dude.
If you value your sanity and yourself as a person, don't do it.
If you take her back, you're just showing that she can (and will, apparently) do whatever she wants. She won't change and you'll just end up getting hurt again.
Run.
Fast.
But kick her first.
In the shins.
Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:48:38 EDT (#)
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Submitted by BillsSBChamps (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:46:02 (#)
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I fucked her in the ass, then she blew me.
I hope you didn't kiss her.
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Damn. That's harsh.
Submitted by Spuds002 (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:48:29 EDT (#)
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romance, auto -2.
just kidding bro. but now the real rating post.
DO NOT TAKE HER BACK.
now back to your regular programing.
Submitted by BillsSBChamps (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:46:02 EDT (#)
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I fucked her in the ass, then she blew me.
I hope you didn't kiss her.
Submitted by Deidra (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:46:01 EDT (#)
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Tough call.
Submitted by Adamdidit2u (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:45:42 EDT (#)
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good luck
Submitted by Jeanneee (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:43:05 EDT (#)
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Don't worry, you'll figure it out as you go.
Submitted by InsoManiac (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:42:17 EDT (#)
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Hmm.. I guess youve been around long enough to know the rules then?
Submitted by Darth_Adwain (user info) at 2005-06-28 13:40:23 EDT (#)
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Romance = auto -2