Systematic Deconstruction of My Inward Understanding Part1 (529 hits)
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Submitted by Da MagnificAnt Dyldo <lordofduct.at.gmail.com> (View user info) at 2005-09-29 07:29:00 EDT
A crisp feeling in my back. My arm jerks and a finger bends inward. My neck goes tense and my head crooks back. I can feel another one coming. My jaw sticks in place but noises still creep out; a gurgle, a chirp, dick sucker mother I can't what no... My leg kicks out and I grab my temples panting. I can see it coming, but for the life of me can never stop them. My mind talks to itself; damning itself for being such a moron.
"How could you let that happend twat?"
"I don't know, they happen... what the fuck?"
"Your just doing it for attention... I know you are."
"No I'm not, I've told you before I'm not."
"Yeah you are. You think your crazy, so you act it out to make people think it..."
"Then why the fuck am I talking to myself right now?"
"Your not, your pretending again. It's all a game in your pathetic mind to fuck yourself up."
I punch the desk in front of me. I hollar and jerk. I cry out how I am not a liar. I scream at anyone in my area that it's not a joke and not to bother. They stare and I realize what I have done. Crap I just scared the bastard. He is confused and thinks I'm a lunatic now and wants nothing to do with me. Wait no, he thinks I'm an attention whore trying to get the looks and whispers I SO deserve. I like to be ridiculed, it's just my thing.
Masochist
My eyes flutter and I go back to my work. My jaw unlocks and everything is back to normal.
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Submitted by trent_nz (user info) at 2005-10-02 19:59:29 EDT (#)
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Submitted by lordofduct (user info) at 2005-09-29 09:33:34 EDT (#)
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Or so I am going to say... I don't want to give it away. Especially if it doesn't work out the way I want it too.
Submitted by lordofduct (user info) at 2005-09-29 09:31:25 EDT (#)
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This is going to be part of a series I am working on. Each one will be some what short and make very little sense. Over the series I hope to have it all come back together and make sense. Reconstructing the deconstructed picture of a man's mind.
Submitted by Barnymeinhoff (user info) at 2005-09-29 09:23:47 EDT (#)
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Submitted by ozzy (user info) at 2005-09-29 09:12:24 EDT (#)
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Well this was as weird as a hand job from a frog at a mardi gras.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2005-09-29 07:29:26 EDT (#)
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+2 for title