Lesson (658 hits)
Category: NoneRating: -0.83 on 18 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by CJ (View user info) at 2005-10-06 23:08:31 EDT
I think, when I die here in a minute, that they will have to put simply, "Here lies someone who just didn't know how to do it" on my tombstone.
Do they even call it a tombstone anymore?
By "it" I mean, THE thing, the most important thing, the thing we all seek, need, spend our lives looking for and then proceed to go about fucking up.
Of course. I mean love.
I suck at it.
I will die, her very shortly, alone, angry, and blaming myself. No one but me. I hate myself for who I am and what it has cost me.I guess I could give some
credit to my family but that's a cop out. So I was never taught how to really love, I should have learned.
I should have fucking LEARNED.
If I had I wouldn't be here now in this house alone with my thoughts of you and you wouldn't be where you are and...I can't even fucking say it.
Wow, I really like this song, it makes me weep. I guess that's why I keep playing it over and over.
I'm so sorry. Oh God, I'm so FUCKING sorry.
Here in few minutes, I hope anyway, I can stop crying and remember something happy.
I hope it's something about you.
God, I love you.
I hate me, but I love you.
I just wish I would have known how.
User Reviews
Submitted by Boondock (user info) at 2005-11-26 02:35:02 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
No Comment
Submitted by ih8u2man (user info) at 2005-11-20 01:10:20 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
sucked.
Submitted by lordofthedance (user info) at 2005-11-06 03:15:18 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by Mike00295 (user info) at 2005-11-04 13:24:38 (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by Phallic_Cymbals (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:33:23 (#)
Ranking: -2
This wasn't good. You shouldn't have bothered with this.
Submitted by Mike00295 (user info) at 2005-11-04 13:24:38 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by Phallic_Cymbals (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:33:23 (#)
Ranking: -2
This wasn't good. You shouldn't have bothered with this.
Submitted by crownofsuns (user info) at 2005-11-01 20:43:17 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Just another "I'm a sorry bitch, but I really have a heart of gold" scenario. Very sad.
Submitted by monsieurstabby (user info) at 2005-10-20 16:43:56 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
Good luck.
Submitted by sideshow (user info) at 2005-10-12 18:19:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
meh
Submitted by Jeanneee (user info) at 2005-10-07 12:44:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by missflibble (user info) at 2005-10-07 06:05:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
1. you don't have to try to be good at love, it just happens.
2. everybody needs a good deep dicking. sod the love.
3. you are not plato.
Submitted by ThatOneGirl (user info) at 2005-10-07 01:53:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Lesson #2: your attempt at being profound failed.
Submitted by griffsrgr8 (user info) at 2005-10-07 00:41:09 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
I want bacon on my Tombstone.
Submitted by Unabonger (user info) at 2005-10-07 00:30:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
New Blog Posted By CJ!
9/6/05 at 23:22:05
"My mOm's liek ReTarDed Nd sTuffz."
DudE I fEd my doG toDaY and iT wuZ SO! cooL!!!111
My moM wuZ lieK Do YouR HomEwoRk nD I wuz Liek WhatEvEr!!111!one
Submitted by shitfuck (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:51:06 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Go swallow death and die.
Submitted by Saxon (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:50:32 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Stick your finger in your ear and go ring a ling a loo
Submitted by Phallic_Cymbals (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:33:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
This wasn't good. You shouldn't have bothered with this.
Submitted by nitelibrarian (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:24:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
I like hampsters (with a p).
Hampster run on wheels.
Submitted by trent_nz (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:21:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
OMG! a potato
Submitted by Magickmuse (user info) at 2005-10-06 23:14:22 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Either kill yourself
Go gay, because you can always get sex from those immoral fuckers or
watch the Iron Chef, they are cooking Cod. 20 pounders.