Am I going to Hell (Part II) (873 hits)
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Submitted by Adam Harker <kingdamien3.at.yahoo.com> (View user info) at 2005-10-25 02:33:58 EDT
"I was tormented. Fear and trembling. And a sense of doom. A literal belief in hell. Hell for eternity. With devils chasing you for eternity with pitchforks. I trembled. I couldn't go to sleep for fear I might die and wake up in hell. I was in agony."
~Frank McCourt~
"Hell is empty and all the devils are here."
~William Shakespeare~
Part II of my (Fiction or Fact) story of Lust, Love, Hate, and Insanity. (Complete with grammatical errors and the fucked up way that I speak and take un-natural pauses)
When I was 14, I started fucking my mom. She was 28. She was an abused housewife who would have gone out of her mind if I had not been there to give her love. Dad treated her like a dog, in fact he treated the dog better.
We had many things in common and lots of time to spend together in the privacy of our trailer in which we were both slaves to our poverty. We both loved the same music, Led Zeppelin, Sabbath, Hendrix, Joplin, The Who, Skynyrd, all the classic rock bands. We both liked to get high and that's where I scored big points with her when I got my 24hrs. a week job @ the Diner. I made about $80 a week and spent most of it on keeping us high and her dependant on me. I bought her perfume, fast food, shoes, you name it. I did all the things that dad should have been doing to keep her happy.
I was in love with her. It must seem so weird and sick to everyone else, but we bonded so strongly because we were both neglected and abused, all we had keeping us sane was each other. Dad was an alchoholic and mean as a rattlesnake. When he was around, we didn't dare talk unless he asked us something and when he was watching TV, we had to keep absolutely quiet while he watched Star Trek and whatever other fucked up show he had on. In the begginning mom had to sleep with him and I had to listen to him smack her face and fuck her while she sobbed in the bedroom. How many nights did I cry with her. I was too young to stand up to him, even though mom and me were lovers already. It tore me apart inside. I felt helpless and a coward.
One day I finally had enough and @ 15, I fought my dad...it didn't go too well. He was drunk on beer and some kentucky bourbon whiskey and tried to drag mom into the bedroom and force her again. I was shaking with anger and fear. I had just made love to her twice earlier that day while he was at work and it was wonderful sex, very passionate. She was screaming No! Stop! and I heard her clothing rip, he was tearing her clothes off and hurting her. I burst through the bedroom door and saw him holding her torn blouse in one hand and had her pony tail wrapped around his other fist and mom was on her knees screaming with tears rolling down her pretty face. I snapped.
I punched him square in his mouth as hard as I could and he let go of her and fell across the bed for about 30 seconds. I thought it was over. I was wrong. We went out into the living room and she balled up on the couch crying and I kinda stood there dazed at what just happened. He came out running. I was scared, I didn't really know how to fight, I was just a boy. He was swinging and he got me good with a punch that knocked me back over the coffee table and onto the floor, He got on top and punched me in the face hard a bunch of times and I was all bloody. He suddenly stopped hittin' me as I was just about unconcious and helpless. Mom had got the shotgun and had it up against the back of his head. She was shaking, just about having a nervous breakdown. I remember she said, "You move and I'll splatter your brains all over this trailer, I swear to god" She was making these weird frantic crying, rapid breathing sounds. She was on a hair trigger and he knew it...He sobered up fast. Just then the neighbor couple heard all the fighting and screaming and walked into see all this...Don, started talkin mom into putting the gun down, she had it right against the back of his head and dad was frozen with fear. "I'm gonna kill you, you SOB, she said over and over again...now he started pleading for his worthless life. I'm laying there a bloody mess and knocked out almost and don's wife Charlotte, rushes over to me crying and starts wiping the blood off my face with her nightgown and trying to comfort me. Finally I say to mom. "Mommy give the gun to Don, it's over." She finally start's to come out of her trance and say's to Charlotte "get my boy outta here and call the police," Don say's "we already did". "They'll be here any minute, put the gun down Becky"
They both went to jail. Mom overnight, and dad for 10 days. She dropped the charges and he moved out and went home to live with his sister and mom for awhile. I had to see a psychiatrist for 10 weeks. He was suppossed to help me deal with my abuse. They were gonna take me away from mommy, but we came off as so much in love in a mother/son way that the judge let us stay together (as they didn't know we were lovers) and mom got on public assistance (Food Stamps)and dad had to pay the rent and supply a car.
This was the just about the end for them. She started sleeping in my bed and we made "secret love" every day and night...And I mean everyday. She was extremely passionate to me and I was just a horny young boy that was completely in love with my sexy mother. This was the time when she started to really fall hard for me. She had some guilt about our love, but she knew that we were way too far into it for her to date another man, I made it crystal clear to her that "she was mine" and I was the man of the house now. There wasn't going to be another man in her life. She accepted this. She loved me alot. She loved me completely as a mom and half as a girlfriend. 150%
It was a wonderful time. She taught me to drive, even though she was a shitty driver, I got my permit and driver's licsense.
(This is where it get's really weird.)
One day we drove around and smoked 2 joints of columbian gold (remember that)as we drove the back roads in the country. Mom was horny and rubbing my 16 year-old cock thru my jeans and it felt sooo good, that I had to pull off the road on Telegraph Road and let my 6" dick out for my Mommy to play with. She was giving me a handjob and I was down her shorts and had 2 fingers pumping and churning deep into her cunt while we necked. I told her to lift her butt up and she did and I pulled those little shorts off her and made sure mine were around my ankles and lifted her little ass and puss onto my lap. I was 5'7" 145lbs. She was 5'0 and 105" just a tiny thang. I stuck it in hard and it made her squeel a little on entry. She bounced up and down and around my balls for a about 10 minutes and moaned for it and I was getting close to putting a big steamy hott incest load into mom's tender sloppy pussy, when 2 young boys on bicycles peddled up to the car. We stopped humping, but I held mommy on my lap, she wanted off and to cover up, but I told her no, lets give them a show.
They said what's up? I said "I'm fucking my mom." The one kid looked in and saw me deep in her hairy little puss and said, "Oh my god he's fucking her" to the other little kid. I asked them how old they were, they said 12 and 13. They said she's not really your mom right? I said, "No she's not, she's my bosses wife." They thought that was kool. I whispered in mom's ear, wanna get fucked by them?" Her pussy was already wet and open and I know what a slut she is when them panies are off and her pussies hungry. She said No, I said, Yes. I wanna see them boys do you. So I asked them if they wanted some of my bosses wife's pussy. They said ...sure. I made mom get out and walk with nothing on from the waist down into the woods on the side of the road, shaking her fine little ass all the way and I brought her shorts with me in my hand. Those boys were nervous, I said who's first and they didn't know what to do. I took the one boys hand and put it up to mom's pussy and told him to stick his finger in. He did. From there he learned real quick and had his clothes off and had mom down on the ground sliding his horny 5" dick into her gaping slippery hott pussy. They started fucking. I loved watching this little boy fucking my mom and hearing her moan softly for it. I took the other boy aside and walked him away into the woods and told him that we could mess around if he wanted. he said, "That's gross" and started to walk away, I stepped in front of him and and wiped out my dick and said, "I didn't get to finish when you guys came up" why don't you let me put it in your booty for a few minutes, noboby will see and your friend won't know. I started feeling up his ass and told him I just want to see what it feels like to pump a boy. He reluctantly said, Ok, but don't tell my friend. I told him not to worry. I told him to drop his pants and he did and I got to see that little tight 12 year old booty. I was hard as a rock and I pressed into him from behind, it took a couple minutes, but his hole opened up and I slid inside him dep enough to fuck him and get my nuts off inside him in about 7 or 8 minutes. It was Bosh.
We dressed and walked back to find the 13 year-old boy just pulling up his pants and mom laying there with thick white cum drizzling out her cunt and wanting her shorts which I had stuffed in my back pocket.
We dressed, smoked a joint with our little friends and told them maybe sometime we will see them again. Not likely.
We drove off into the afternoon and headed for the IHOP for a late lunch, as all this sex had made us hungry. But we realized that we didn't have enough money for the IHOP, so I got a 6 pac and we headed home where I boiled some hotdogs and we ended up watching TV and eating our .59$ dogs on bread back at the trailer park. You better believe we had the Heinz Ketchup though, only the good stuff for my lady.
It was a damn fine day all the way around.
User Reviews
Submitted by Magickmuse (user info) at 2005-11-26 13:39:38 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Glad you all love this.
Submitted by Magickmuse (user info) at 2005-10-25 11:11:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Berty it's all original and all too "real"
Incest always sounds familiar cuz.
Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2005-10-25 04:00:40 EDT (#)
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Um... Somebody else has already done this post. I forget the name but it's almost word for word.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not accusing you of plagerising. When I was growing up I had this great idea for a novel about a place called Sanctuary in a post apocalyptic landscape where machines did all the manual labour and people lived in harmony with AI machines.
Then someone pointed out that it was basically Metropolis. I'd never seen the movie but I knew then that my idea was toast and indirectly ripped off.
Submitted by jeveuxgagner (user info) at 2005-10-25 03:51:02 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
i am glad i read this even though it hurt my eyes
Submitted by Magickmuse (user info) at 2005-10-25 03:35:35 EDT (#)
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I would like to take this time to thank Mom and Dad for making this all possible, Um then there's Don and his wife Charlotte. The 2 boys on bicycles and of course Heinz Ketchup.
Thank you all.
Thank You.
Submitted by Creepy_guy (user info) at 2005-10-25 03:10:50 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Anyway, we'd like to thank you for the occasional moments of peace and
love our family's experienced ... well, not today. You saw what
happened. Oh, Lord, be honest. Are we the most pathetic family in
the universe, or what?
-- Homer Simpson
Bart vs. Thanksgiving
Submitted by Zoidberg (user info) at 2005-10-25 02:42:03 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
One of the greats of western literature