3 am thoughs...and you know...stuff. *Now With More Pictures* (NSFW...or is it?) (1519 hits)
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Submitted by TheKindred (View user info) at 2005-11-15 02:35:23 EST
disclaimer: the author neithers condones or endorses any of the following ramblings. The surgeon general of California has determined this post may cause cancer.
Just some 3:30 in the morning stream of consciousness bullshit. Fuck off grammar and punctuation Nazis because I don't care on this one. Feel free.......
Crystal pools of blue. The palest blue. Haunting me. Following me. Oh, to have them burning into me now. Do I want it? Is it even there like I feel?
Everywhere I go, I seem lost. Not just physically disorientated, but so much more than those hollow statements can ever hope to sum up. Emotionally is just a void. It's not a good - but it's not truly a bad either. More just a general lack thereof.
I just want something to stir me again - something that lets me feel again. Numb on the inside from the pain; numb on the outside from the path of apathy I chose so long ago. Hell that's not even a real fucking feeling. Chemical assistance only serves to cultivate the feelings of unrest.
An entire life left lacking. Physical, emotional - Spiritual..... There's something more. The worst is knowing it's there - so very close to the heart - and not being able to acknowledge it. Ignorance is truly bliss. To be blinded by the world is to deny the greatest truth.
Mixed up - muddled - generally confused. Enough.
Every day dawns with a fresh stream of consciousness and I'm sick of poisoning the waters before sating my metaphorical thirst.
Always. What a concept. To be assured one minute to the next. To have the elusive absolute knowledge that it's ok. Everything is well. The universe is in perfect harmony and balance. Spin the wheel and play the game again.
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Can you assuage yourself with the lies forever? The cracked mirror world that you live in is nothing but dust to the rest of humanity. Who are you trying to convince? Who do you think really cares ?
You. Ultimately just you. Your world is exactly that. Yours.
There is concern, of course. Paths entwined and constantly crossing, but each leads it's own way. It is the nature that we abhor. Destiny? Only if you make it. You are yourself and that's all you'll ever be. No more, no less. I am me. Always will be.
Choices. So many made every day. Each one reflects the past to determine the future. How much does each inconsequential choice change us? To who we are? To who we will be ? How many choices before a decision is made - with each are you closer or did you become something different all together.
Faded sheets tell the tales of lost loves. Wilted rose petals line the path you have chosen.
A disenfranchised soul. Mirrors to let you see in? Not likely. What do you see when you look within? Can you see past your self-made walls? Do you dare to peek over? What do you see in mine?
A cold steel existence, forged against the fires of passion and tempered by the bittersweet loss of delusion.
and now a random picture montage:
User Reviews
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-12-23 20:24:23 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by HighVoltage900 (user info) at 2005-12-22 20:00:42 (#)
Ranking: 2
You get a +2 cause the pics took me on a trip. Then I beat off to the lesbians...and the baby having its wing taken off.
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You pretty much summed up the entire point of this post. I'm glad someone could sense the subtle continuity of the pics.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2005-12-22 21:01:05 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I hate myself for reading this
Submitted by prozacaddict (user info) at 2005-12-22 20:30:10 EST (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:38:37 (#)
Ranking: -2
PS. Dazed and Confused is a great movie and Matthew McConaughey's role was probably the best one in the movie.
So, thanks.
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you are so right.
That's what I love about these high school girls, man. I get older, they stay the same age.
Submitted by HighVoltage900 (user info) at 2005-12-22 20:00:42 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
You get a +2 cause the pics took me on a trip. Then I beat off to the lesbians...and the baby having its wing taken off.
Submitted by kai070169 (user info) at 2005-12-22 19:45:28 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
lesbian thumb fucking auto +2.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2005-11-15 20:33:55 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
No Comment
Submitted by Whiplash (user info) at 2005-11-15 20:22:22 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 20:00:16 EST (#)
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Shlongy, you bitch about me camping on my post and then come back 4 or 5 times yourself. I'm here because I'm drunk at work with nothing better to do - what's your excuse ?
And I agree, that was one of the better roles in the movie, however in the real world (the one in which you do indeed suck cock), it's still a creepy role.
As to the trifecta:
1.I've openly admitted the post sucks - c'mon the montage wasn't that bad.
2.The only crybaby you're recognizing must be the one who keeps scaring you in the mirror.
3.Just a tad past the virgin stage. (blah blah insert "more pussy than toilet seat" comment)
and finally in all honesty:
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:34:26 (#)
Ranking: -2
That's a lot of "thoughs" for 3am.
I prefer "thens" at that ungodly hour.
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Other than the -2 that actually was fairly humorous.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:38:37 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
PS. Dazed and Confused is a great movie and Matthew McConaughey's role was probably the best one in the movie.
So, thanks.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:36:40 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Balding or not, unlike you, I get laid on a regular basis, and I'm smart enough to recognize...
1) A lousy post, and
2) A fucking crybaby
Tell me that you're also a virgin and you've hit the trifecta!
Meanwhile, shut the fuck up.
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:20:59 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:07:33 (#)
Ranking: -2
You know what's really cool and comical about Uber?
When assholes, like our poster here, take the time to respond "one on one" to his reviewers.
This post fucking sucked. You're a fucking idiot.
But "Thanks" for taking the time to respond with that unwitty retort.
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You know what else is cool about Uber. Washed up losers who hang out, never post and think that they're the coolest "star" there is. You remind me of the old dude in Dazed and Confused. You're balding and still going to high school parties to try to score.
I agree the post sucked. In fact, I brought up that very point in one of the first few lines. At least I post - you fucking troll.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:17:14 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
complete and utter bollocks.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 19:07:33 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
You know what's really cool and comical about Uber?
When assholes, like our poster here, take the time to respond "one on one" to his reviewers.
This post fucking sucked. You're a fucking idiot.
But "Thanks" for taking the time to respond with that unwitty retort.
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 18:54:00 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by MrSparkle847 (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:50:59 (#)
Ranking: 2
Funny photo montage.
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I don't know if that's the feeling I was looking to evoke.
But whatever you can take from it....
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 14:56:12 EST (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:34:26 (#)
Ranking: -2
That's a lot of "thoughs" for 3am.
I prefer "thens" at that ungodly hour.
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I assueme they're all of the following variety:
THEN put it it my ass, jim.
THEN put it in my mouth.
THEN we can cuddle.
THEN we'll go get married.
Tool.
Submitted by MrSparkle847 (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:50:59 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Funny photo montage.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:34:26 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
That's a lot of "thoughs" for 3am.
I prefer "thens" at that ungodly hour.
Submitted by MandaPanda (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:28:51 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Mwuhaha. Not that I look at a lot of porn or anything. Hehe.
That one in the middle looks like a demented Brittany Spears.
Submitted by The_Cyst_Master (user info) at 2005-11-15 11:10:38 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
That big red painting looks like my poop this morning.
Submitted by thecaes (user info) at 2005-11-15 06:55:16 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Some of those pictures were really cool.
Submitted by Magic_Monkey (user info) at 2005-11-15 03:12:34 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Cool montage
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 02:48:34 EST (#)
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Sadly enough, I do believe you are correct.
Submitted by MandaPanda (user info) at 2005-11-15 02:38:09 EST (#)
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Are those from that Sapphire Erotika site or whatever it is? That always has the best lesbian porn.
Submitted by Kindred (user info) at 2005-11-15 02:36:10 EST (#)
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fuck....I meant *thoughts*.....never mind.
shaddup.