I Want You. (1538 hits)
Category: RomanceRating: 1.38 on 45 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by leilani (View user info) at 2006-01-09 12:03:38 EST
I want you.
I want you on my radar and in my bed.
I want you to know, I didn't come back to you out of what I thought was necessity. I want you to know I was struggling with the status quo, almighty ruler it can be.
I want you to call me. To reach out and touch me with the hands, the body that deflowered me years ago. The body that laid next to mine night after night, before I took off and married someone else.
I want you to bump into me someplace unexpected. I want you to show up somewhere I am, at a concert or grocery store, so I don't have to be so unfaithful as to contact you. I want to see your light brown smiling eyes again, I want to feel the way I felt so many years ago. I want your good energy, and this time, I promise I won't steal and destroy it.
I want your family to be my family, the way they once were.
I want your children inside me, I want to give birth to them and raise them together.
I want to apologize to you, I want to cry at your feet and beg forgiveness, although I know it would come easily. You were going to drop everything and come back to me, you were going to leave your life to be a part of mine. But I fucked it up. As per usual.
It's been years since we were together but you still come to me in my dreams, lately with more and more frequency. I can never see your face clearly, a side effect of the dream-state, but what I can do is feel your spirit, feel the way you used to stand beside me in a crowded room and make me feel at ease.
You were my partner, my best friend, my first lover, the fiery and furious love that I thought would always remain unequaled. Maybe it has. You put up with my insanity, my nights of tears and screaming, my depression, but you also enjoyed the good times with me, the nights out in new york city, just walking around until all hours of the morning enjoying being young and spontaneous.
And it wasn't enough because nothing could have been enough for me then. I wanted the impossible, I wanted things I know now don't exist. Looking back, you were amazingly supportive and wanted so much to give me the one thing that no one could, which was happiness. I had to find that for myself, and eventually I did, but I can't say it's not bittersweet. You wanted to give me the rest of your life, to eventually get married and have kids, to grow old together. To be a family, take over the business, laugh, cry, all the stuff they say dreams are made of.
But I threw it all away.
I regret it . . . and wonder if I will for the rest of my life.
User Reviews
Submitted by jeveuxgagner (user info) at 2006-01-27 11:55:26 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
No Comment
Submitted by MistressFist (user info) at 2006-01-12 16:38:57 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2006-01-12 14:57:55 (#)
Ranking: 2
who's gonna rape me?
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<Raises hand>
Submitted by Astropath (user info) at 2006-01-12 16:20:17 EST (#)
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wow. This is totally what I want to hear from my ex. Right before I set the cheating bitch on fire.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-01-12 15:02:14 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
i wanna hear that from my ex husband, except the children part inside part. then i want to kick him in the nuts.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2006-01-12 14:57:55 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
who's gonna rape me?
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-01-10 19:32:00 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
And it wasn't enough because nothing could have been enough for me then.
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y'know, it's quite sad, but most females are like this...then they get older, and things start sagging - I guess the sagging also opens their eyes too, must be the gravity.
Submitted by Brdn_Nkd (user info) at 2006-01-10 17:00:44 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
As I say, fantasy is great I guess, but this sounds about two steps away from the thinking of the chick who would leave an sweetly and stupidly unsuspecting guy like the one in the story I linked to.
Uh..... I am that guy I guess. I agree that in a marriage feelings/passions will ebb and flow. The key is that when you have committed to someone for life you can't follow the tide out because you're feeling differently. It's my opinion and I don't know that I'll ever think that my wife is making a good decision but it's not up to me.
I was in part, 2+ing Orgasmatron's poetic statement but I've certainly had feelings for old flames. I'm still friends with several of my old girlfriends and I can see how this might come about. once again the key is to not act on it.
Submitted by Cadrach (user info) at 2006-01-10 16:25:01 EST (#)
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Yeah. It may have been a little harsh. Maybe.
Fantasy is all well and good I suppose. But the thing is, there is not one iota in this post about anything good about the person you are with and presumably still married to. One hint of respect for the person you married or the slightest attempt to paint your marriage as something less than a fuck up as you pine away for your knight in shining armor to take you away would have made me feel a whole lot better about this post.
As I say, fantasy is great I guess, but this sounds about two steps away from the thinking of the chick who would leave an sweetly and stupidly unsuspecting guy like the one in the story I linked to.
If that's the case, the "fuck you" stands.
Submitted by Brdn_Nkd (user info) at 2006-01-10 13:16:13 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Girlwithaclue (user info) at 2006-01-09 18:45:27 (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:39:22 (#)
Ranking: 2
This was good.
It's interesting how all you want as a child is another toy, and all you want as an adult is another try.
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So true, so true...
Submitted by ruthless (user info) at 2006-01-10 12:02:34 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Fuck I'm lucky.
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-10 11:36:41 EST (#)
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Cadrach, hypothetically speaking, don't you think it's better to get these types of feelings out in a forum where the writer is anonymous, then to actually act on them??
Yes, divorce sucks I am sure. I think the fuck you is a little harsh though. I haven't done anything wrong, except maybe have some feelings I shouldn't have. Everyone does. I didn't pull a fat tony and go F someone else or even contact them for that matter.
Submitted by Cadrach (user info) at 2006-01-10 11:31:29 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Unless you forgot to mention the part where you already ARE divorced from the someone else you ran off to marry, fuck you.
http://www.ubersite.com/m/78665
Submitted by ozzy (user info) at 2006-01-10 11:24:31 EST (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-01-09 19:13:01 (#)
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I want to sprinkle rose petals on your bed while you sleep, then machine gun it.
I want to hold you lovingly by the throat.
I want to curl up beside you, entwine your limbs in mine, Steven Hawking.
Your words irritate me beyond belief, the sound of your voice is akin to the noise I make when my pee burns.
You made my pee burn.
I want a piss but it burns.
I want to kiss you, press my lips to yours until I am dizzy with disgust and reeling from the smell of your gin breath.
I want you to see the redness of my penis, the yellow of my piss stained shorts, the violet of the bruise on my arse and feel the white-hot rage of my STD's.
I want you......
I want you.... to fuck off.
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Funniest thing I've read today BY FAR.
Submitted by thecaes (user info) at 2006-01-10 11:05:48 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I read this before and didn't review it. It's very sad. Even more so when you consider that this story holds true for a lot of people.
What fools we all are.
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-10 09:12:31 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
interesting reactions.
Submitted by Falafel (user info) at 2006-01-09 23:57:08 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Apollo, marry me.
Submitted by simple_catalyst (user info) at 2006-01-09 21:54:52 EST (#)
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*sigh*
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-01-09 19:13:01 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I want to sprinkle rose petals on your bed while you sleep, then machine gun it.
I want to hold you lovingly by the throat.
I want to curl up beside you, entwine your limbs in mine, Steven Hawking.
Your words irritate me beyond belief, the sound of your voice is akin to the noise I make when my pee burns.
You made my pee burn.
I want a piss but it burns.
I want to kiss you, press my lips to yours until I am dizzy with disgust and reeling from the smell of your gin breath.
I want you to see the redness of my penis, the yellow of my piss stained shorts, the violet of the bruise on my arse and feel the white-hot rage of my STD's.
I want you......
I want you.... to fuck off.
Submitted by Girlwithaclue (user info) at 2006-01-09 18:45:27 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:39:22 (#)
Ranking: 2
This was good.
It's interesting how all you want as a child is another toy, and all you want as an adult is another try.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
So true, so true...
Submitted by trudivine21 (user info) at 2006-01-09 17:18:24 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Beautiful, absoloutely beautiful love.
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-09 16:52:11 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Dead_0hi0_Sky (user info) at 2006-01-09 16:41:47 (#)
Ranking: -2
BOO HOO i fucked the milkman and now my BF wont give me Teh Sexorzs!
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the milkman?????? WTF?????1
Submitted by Dead_0hi0_Sky (user info) at 2006-01-09 16:41:47 EST (#)
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BOO HOO i fucked the milkman and now my BF wont give me Teh Sexorzs!
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-09 16:18:06 EST (#)
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you're tellin' me!
Submitted by RyuFu (user info) at 2006-01-09 16:03:20 EST (#)
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Yikes. Regret is a sucky thing.
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-09 14:20:43 EST (#)
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interesting. when i was 16 i was too dumb (well, naive really) to think about any of this.
it would be easier if it was unrequited love.
Submitted by userpete86 (user info) at 2006-01-09 14:10:31 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
A friend of mine has so many 16 year old girls saying this to him it's not even funny, especially when you consider that he's 20 now.
Submitted by HighVoltage900 (user info) at 2006-01-09 13:11:18 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
First off, when I read "I want you" I have to admit. I got a little excited.
Then reading it, this sounds like a letter I received from an ex recently. Did I date you? I think not but oh well, it's just odd timing.
It's difficult when you look back and think "Shit. Why wasn't I content with what I had?". It's one of the most difficult things in life. But the problem is not to continue looking back and look at what is around you. You might be content now and not know it. That sounds kinda stupid so I'll just shut up.
Submitted by loki (user info) at 2006-01-09 13:04:21 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I want you until you want me
then I don't want you anymore
unrequited love is so much more romantic
than nursing someone through the flu
Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2006-01-09 13:04:11 EST (#)
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I want a pizza. With mushrooms and extra cheese. And a Pepsi.
Submitted by mbstateside (user info) at 2006-01-09 13:03:51 EST (#)
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I can relate.
Somtimes you've just got to let it go and get on with your life. Which is, I know, easier said than done.
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:45:40 EST (#)
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orgasmatron, you are so right. <emo sigh>
Submitted by paulblakeford (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:45:19 EST (#)
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Good poem. I don't think you need the last line. You've implied it in the rest of the poem.
"I regret it . . . and wonder if I will for the rest of my life. "
Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:39:22 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
This was good.
It's interesting how all you want as a child is another toy, and all you want as an adult is another try.
Submitted by Sassmasterr (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:36:28 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
hey! i TRIED calling you.
uh...that...and i was outta town!
Submitted by TigerLilly (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:27:56 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Well done. I enjoyed this.
Submitted by badassmofo (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:26:27 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Everyone else can stop, this was meant for me
Submitted by Jeanneee (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:13:54 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I want a tuna sandwich on whole wheat with lettuce and tomato.
Submitted by MistressFist (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:11:45 EST (#)
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I want you to want me the way you used to want me before you stopped wanting me.
Submitted by Professional_Peon (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:11:27 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
*blushes*
Why thank you... I didn't know you still felt that way
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:10:49 EST (#)
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emo tears indeed, leilani.
I liked this.
Submitted by Barnymeinhoff (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:09:02 EST (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:08:38 EST (#)
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Who...me???
Get in line, toots.
Submitted by hairycoo (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:05:03 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
all bitches die bitter
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:04:29 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
I thought you were talking about me
Submitted by leilani (user info) at 2006-01-09 12:04:19 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
emo tears