Cut (NOT a steryotypical self-mutilation story) (594 hits)
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Submitted by <diamond0sea.at.yahoo.com> (View user info) at 2006-01-26 10:15:54 EST
I somehow cut my soul today when I was standing on the train. It bled and bled over the hours in the office, became weaker during forced conversation, and lifted before I arrived home.
Everything is the same. I am changed.
I weigh less now, but I feel heavier, more chained to the ground. I never knew exactly what I had. And now I have nothing.
The colors are shrouded in darkness. I am empty. I sliced my thumb and did not bleed. Inside of me there is a void, infinitely finite and perfectly dark. No soul, no heart, no spleen, no lungs.
For something lost, there's something new; for something stolen, anger, too. For something dead, all is gone.
I cannot live in the eternal nothing, I cannot die without a soul. There must be a way.
The blood is warm, it soaks my clothes and stains them the darkest red. I can see the pain, I can see the fear, I can see a soul. I kiss his dying lips take it for my own.
The world is blacker than before, colors dirty and light all red. My world is rotting around me, taking me with it.
The wedding looks like a funeral, my own resplendance is nothing. The church flickers like a dreamscape as I walk down the endless lane. Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue. And something shared when it's all through.
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Submitted by redskieslookfake (user info) at 2006-10-16 09:37:35 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
No Comment
Submitted by Girlwithaclue (user info) at 2006-01-26 17:42:42 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Wrong site...better luck next time!
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-01-26 14:32:28 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
oh lojope, lojope, wherefore are thou?
Submitted by shitfuck (user info) at 2006-01-26 13:31:33 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
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Submitted by FartSmeller (user info) at 2006-01-26 12:56:20 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
The little engine that couldn't stop cutting himself.
Submitted by SamsArmy (user info) at 2006-01-26 12:23:21 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
DIE
Submitted by Sphagnum (user info) at 2006-01-26 11:58:37 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Cut your fucking head off and feed it to your ass.
Submitted by proofofpurchase (user info) at 2006-01-26 11:17:01 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Not gonna happen here
Submitted by Nellypaal (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:32:32 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
EMO-2DIE
Submitted by redskieslookfake (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:31:06 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I hope the shame of this post never washes off, and the stink rises cloying into your nostrils, choking you and dragging you down into a stupor from which there can be no awakening.
Submitted by PokeyPecker (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:27:49 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
"No soul, no heart, no spleen, no lungs."
A man without a spleen is, indeed, a spiritually bankrupt soul.
Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:21:13 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit needs more self mutilation. Slicing into your own nutsack and/or rape.
Just go to a nightclub and grab women until you either pull or get thrown out. Repeat as many nights as it takes for you to get a result you're pleased with.
Submitted by sicosemen (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:20:55 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
Slice a little deeper and you will bleed...hopefully to death.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:19:54 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
needs more rape
Submitted by The_taste_of_Monkeys (user info) at 2006-01-26 10:18:31 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
I'm now going to invent time travel, travel back in time and give your parents a pamphlet about contraception in the hope I never have to read this post.