The best part of the best chat I ever had and also the one Tom never read (664 hits)
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Submitted by myexstaintstain (View user info) at 2006-04-24 00:24:08 EDT
lphaomega38: let me ask you, did anything inspire you to become a writer?
alphaomega38: or to appreciate writing
alphaomega38: i got an earful coming:-)
g: ive been writing and reading since i could pick books up. idk my mom always read to me when i ws little and idk i just
always wrote my dreams down that i had during the night...it just kinda happened but i truly love it all even books i hate i
can appreciate them
alphaomega38: awesome
alphaomega38: a combination of a few things inspired me
alphaomega38: i read alot of nerdy stuff
alphaomega38: the literature is great though
alphaomega38: i like medieval times particularly
alphaomega38: like tolkien and king arthur
alphaomega38: robert jordan and terry goodkind are phenomenal writers
g: ill have to look them up
alphaomega38: an english teacher of mine, fred pearson, best teacher i ever had, introduce me to that world with the prydain
chronicles by lloyd alexander when i was 11
alphaomega38: as for liking to write
alphaomega38: do you like the red hot chili peppers at all?
g: eh
g: i do and i dont
alphaomega38: hehe
g: y
alphaomega38: well are you familiar with their song this is the place on their 2002 by the way album?
g: no
alphaomega38: in the lyrics goes something like "on the day my best friend died"
alphaomega38: the first time i heard those i stopped what i was doing and was like "holy shit"
alphaomega38: i had a best friend at the time named jen
alphaomega38: so i thought alot about that and the implications of such an event transpiring
alphaomega38: made me really think
alphaomega38: i wrote an essay about it
alphaomega38: it was priased by several english teachers i knew
alphaomega38: and from there i have always liked to write
alphaomega38: that song coupled with my friendship with her started me down on this path
alphaomega38: and will perhaps have me change the direction i was heading in with computer to one of literature
alphaomega38: or maybe even both heh
g: thats interesting. its so funny how things happen like that..one little line and it opens up something unexpected
alphaomega38: precisely
alphaomega38: i always thought that was a quirk about me
alphaomega38: I think you and I are going to get along famously:-)
g: i agree
alphaomega38: do you have a boyfriend?
alphaomega38: or too busy for one of those?
g: well
g: kinda...we're on a break. but we still hang out and talk..but its like no strings for right now..like if i go out he has
no right to ask where and who..and its ok..and vice versa
alphaomega38: ive found that those work the best, and are potential the most catastrophic
alphaomega38: think you will wind up back together for good?
g: um yeah lol we've had a hell of a couple years and he my best friend and im his and we just keep coming back to each
other. i hope we end up together but boy he can push my buttons sometimes lol
alphaomega38: hehe understandable
g: what about you
alphaomega38: i've allowed just one lady the right to call me her bf
alphaomega38: and it ended within 3 months:P
alphaomega38: so no
g: aw. im sorry? or is it good
alphaomega38: i mean it was fun in the beginning, but got real boring real fast
alphaomega38: just didn't like how it seemed i was getting taken advantage of financially
alphaomega38: bleh
alphaomega38: i ended it
alphaomega38: and im glad
alphaomega38: once I got on my xxx, we hung out for awhile after that
alphaomega38: she had this new superior attitude as if now shes so much better then me
alphaomega38: fuck that
alphaomega38: so I haven't talk to her since
alphaomega38: ive dated alot before
alphaomega38: but one gf
alphaomega38: and kinda turned me off to it since
alphaomega38: a no strings relationship is good to start out with i think
g: yeah. wow.
g: trust me GIRLS SUCK
alphaomega38: hehe
alphaomega38: u seem nice
alphaomega38: then again we only just met ten minutes ago
alphaomega38: but im already falling for you
g: lol
alphaomega38: jk
alphaomega38: or am i?
g: the perks of online
alphaomega38: HAH now you don't know where I'm coming from
g: perfection until the meeting
g: no little quirks or attitudes online only pure pleaures
alphaomega38: that could be some hot stransger pic u have online
alphaomega38: and ju may not even speak english
alphaomega38: for all i know
alphaomega38: lol
g: ahahah actually that picture doesnt look like me at all
alphaomega38: hmm
alphaomega38: well it was a good one to put up
alphaomega38: when i was browsing through the color and the beauty caught my eye
alphaomega38: careful baby i fall fast and hard
g: lol well i dont have long dark wavy hair..its short and light
alphaomega38: just messin
alphaomega38: get some new pics up
g: i know. im so lazy
alphaomega38: i hear that
alphaomega38: every week i spend a ton of time at work doing what was once a kick ass job to now a shitty job, then i cant
even got out on the weekend
g: what do u do?
g: xxx
alphaomega38: ive spent hours thinking about all sorts of zany things while staring at a ceiling
g: lolol like what
alphaomega38: i make sandwiches for the morbidly obesse at xxx
alphaomega38: i think about my mom and how i coulda been a better son
alphaomega38: ive been putting alot of thought into this work i may attempt to create
alphaomega38: called fall from glory
alphaomega38: maybe fall from grace
g: whats it about
alphaomega38: beginning with me in a jail cell, how thing swere before i ever had to be there, and the events that transpired
to bring me there, then what happens afterward
alphaomega38: all the way up until now
alphaomega38: more autobiographical
alphaomega38: was thinking maybe i could get this publish
alphaomega38: but it may seem shallow
g: WHY
g: nnnoooo
alphaomega38: since people are alot more worse off then me
alphaomega38: i dont wanna come off as a whiny emo or anything
g: its not about how worse off ppl are..its how u learn and expose urself to others. u have something to say..so say it dont
hold urself back b.c ppl are worse off
alphaomega38: true
alphaomega38: i've been putting alot of thought into it
alphaomega38: i think i may have something
alphaomega38: or may not
alphaomega38: worse i can do is try
alphaomega38: i pine over the days i had before i got myself into this mess
alphaomega38: it's my inability to reconcile within myself my mistakes and what i once had that prevent me from moving on
g: hey atleast u can say uve done it, learned and moved on
alphaomega38: after 5 months of my old life being over
alphaomega38: true
alphaomega38: im starting to slowly get used to how things are
alphaomega38: but i can't accept
alphaomega38: i couldn't even take a pretty girl i met on myspace out to dinner if i wanted to to discuss some fine points of
literature
alphaomega38: thats only if i wanted to mind you:-)
g: very sweet. but just think of all the great literature u could produce out of this
alphaomega38: true
alphaomega38: i've also gone down some different avenues
alphaomega38: of thought
alphaomega38: when thinking about all this
g: like
alphaomega38: im starting to conceptualize a shroter piece entitled 'mother'
alphaomega38: grasping fleeting thougths and emotions i have
alphaomega38: oriented around a very complex relationship I have with my mom
alphaomega38: at times what I want to say is so tangible and near i can grasp certain concepts i think and feel
alphaomega38: and others they are so fleeting its frustrating
alphaomega38: that i can't hand on
alphaomega38: more and more i think about it
alphaomega38: it'll come together soon
alphaomega38: or maybe during those rare weaknesses in emotions
g: yea i feel that. write about that though like about how things are tangible and some are just floating away...
alphaomega38: its those exact same things that are tangible at certain times, are so fleeting at other times
alphaomega38: i think 'mother' would have alot of openess to it
g: to interpretation?
alphaomega38: exactly
alphaomega38: what i feel the reader could feel but in a difference sense
alphaomega38: or through a different method
g: yeah. i mean like thats the best feeling to a reader is a direct emotional attactment to the writer but maybe not even
intentionally..its just there
alphaomega38: terry goodking and robert jordan both got that unlikel;y emotional connection with me throguh their writing
alphaomega38: though those are just stories
alphaomega38: i have alot of issues about my mother
alphaomega38: dont get me wrong she was a great mother
alphaomega38: its just there is ALOT there
alphaomega38: had it not been for her and my bro and sis, I would be in jail
alphaomega38: the poor woman actually said to me I hope all this help I give you makes up a little for being a bad mother
alphaomega38: she wasnt doing it to be spiteful or anything
alphaomega38: she was opening up
alphaomega38: i cired for hours after hearing that
alphaomega38: and crying is something i dont normally do :P
g: o yeah i know. its funny how after everything..it comes down to a simple concept of a mother is just that...maybe being
horrible but that little thing she said it such a saving grace which is the dignity of a mother
alphaomega38: i agree
g: i hated crying
alphaomega38: i dont even know you but i have opened up in this past 30 minutes with you then i have with most people
alphaomega38: i hope i dont sound whiny or emo or anything lol
alphaomega38: i hate crying also
g: nahh dont worry i live for this shit
alphaomega38: ive found reasons to alot lately
alphaomega38: while thinking back on my life
alphaomega38: i do to
alphaomega38: famously goddamit
alphaomega38: you and I...famously
alphaomega38: lol
g: me2. my xbf..or bf told me its ok to cry-so i cry all the f'n time
alphaomega38: what makes u cry?
g: this past year. it was really tough. my parents make me cry too
alphaomega38: you ever want someone to talk to, I can listen
g: thanx but i cant talk about it. lol complicated
alphaomega38: this ability to actually conceptualize what it is im feeling, and conveying it through literature is the
greatest feelingh
alphaomega38: i understand
alphaomega38: we are still atrangers
alphaomega38: do you have an outlet for releasing all that?
g: its theraputic
g: no nothing against u..i cant talk about it to anyone
alphaomega38: nono i wasnt complaing
alphaomega38: dont get me wrong
alphaomega38: I dont pry into peoples past
g: no i get it lol
alphaomega38: what i have told you here is a light overview of somethings about me
alphaomega38: theres many other aspects i dont share with anyone
alphaomega38: i lost my outlet a long time ago with jen
alphaomega38: she was my only one
g: its sux to lose that. i know
alphaomega38: sometimes, it gets so tough and hurts even more when i can't express it to anyone
alphaomega38: gives me a lonely feeling
g: u make me wan t to write something epic lol
alphaomega38: and makes it all the more unbearabble
alphaomega38: funny, was shortly going to tell you something similar to that
alphaomega38: about writing somethign epic
alphaomega38: goddamn thats the word
alphaomega38: i tried to desribe what it is i want to write
alphaomega38: epic is the word i could never think of
g: i love it
alphaomega38: when i am in person, i dont sound like a meathead or anything, but i cant talk the same way that i write
g: i like the way it sounds
g: o me either..i stutter over words..im horrible
alphaomega38: like i think this conversation has good gramatically
alphaomega38: i probably couldnt carry a conversation to this depth
alphaomega38: i use shit and fuck alot
alphaomega38: depending on whose around
g: LOL me2
alphaomega38: lol
g: i hav such a dirty mouth
alphaomega38: i swear woman, you better not be a 40 year old man trying to find dudes
alphaomega38: we are too much alike
alphaomega38: hehehehe
g: eww no
alphaomega38: hehe good
alphaomega38: i was just messing though
alphaomega38: we should hang out one day
alphaomega38: when im off my confinment:P
g: yeah we'll write a book in between then we can discuss it
alphaomega38: do you think 'fall from grace' for the title of my book sounds to religious?
alphaomega38: i was discussing writing a book with my boss
alphaomega38: it was more jokingly
alphaomega38: he misses me as his driver
alphaomega38: but he says grace sounds too religiously
alphaomega38: that i should use glory
alphaomega38: glory sounds to grand i think
g: glory is better i think
alphaomega38: grace describes that state in my life which i live
alphaomega38: glory makes it sound like iw as king shit
g: true
alphaomega38: maybe it could be on the title "Fall from Grace (or) Glory"
g: the fall from glory to grace lol u got it all int there
alphaomega38: haha
alphaomega38: true
alphaomega38: do you intrigue (or are intrigued) by many myspacers like this?
g: no but i always feel like such a bitch ignoring ppl when they're like ehres my screen name talk to me. so this is actaully
the first time ive ever talked to someone i dont know from myspace. i actually just changed my name..i had a psuedo name for
a while cuz i thought myspace was sketchy
alphaomega38: hehe cool
g: u
alphaomega38: this is my first time to
alphaomega38: def
alphaomega38: actually
alphaomega38: ive talked to people alot online
alphaomega38: but this is probably the most intimate conversation ive ever had with anyone
alphaomega38: was it as good for you as it was for me?
g: o really?
g: yeah it was. its hard to find someone to relate to
User Reviews
Submitted by Misanthropic (user info) at 2006-05-29 15:51:19 EDT (#)
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Sweet if you've finally found yourself a friend, but please, PLEASE don't bore us with a complete transcript of a poxy internut conversation that no one really cares about. What we REALLY want to know is...DID YOU MEET UP AND FUCK??
Submitted by greEn_uGly (user info) at 2006-04-26 13:35:51 EDT (#)
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man, it's all shit... let it go, let. it. go.
Submitted by The_Cyst_Master (user info) at 2006-04-25 00:05:24 EDT (#)
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I'll be blunt. I hate you. In an I love you way.
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-04-24 18:34:38 EDT (#)
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long boring pointless AIM convos: auto -2, didn't read.
Submitted by MichelleNJ (user info) at 2006-04-24 12:33:20 EDT (#)
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Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 08:57:46 (#)
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Sheesh MichelleNJ you apparently dirty whore. At least make an attempt at a witty reply.
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I put more effort into the reply on this post than you did with the actual post. And how does that make me a dirty whore?
Grow up.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-04-24 10:44:22 EDT (#)
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yes, yes thats it exactly. i didnt think you'd understand. GOOD WORK!
Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 10:39:21 EDT (#)
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Loser because I post stupid stuff on a message board I like to peruse when I am in between classes, during class, and sometimes at home? I can't feel anymore. Tool.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-04-24 10:26:35 EDT (#)
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haha. whats it like being such a loser?
Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 10:24:13 EDT (#)
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Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-04-24 09:20:59 (#)
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whats lame is the fact that you lack such a life that you took the time to write this. we get it, you're a stupid alter and for some reason it ammuses you to post this utter bullshit and watch people make comments to you. oh snap! jokes on us, you want us to write comments. well guess what butthead, that is the dynamic of this site so its not like your doing something crazy. take a step back, take a good look at yourself... like what you've become? neither do we. get a life.
You dirty piece of foreskin, this isn't a work of fiction. It's a conversation I had with a girl on MySpace last night. I thought it would be fun to post said conversation. I changed each time her nick appeared with a g. You fucking cock, the following is a scale model of what it looks like when I come on your mother's tits: 8-------------D~~~( * )( * )
This is when I come in her ass: 8--------------D~~~(~~)*( )
Here ass is quite fat no? Fucking tool that you are. And whats up with all this alter bullshit? I'm not an alter. I haven't registered to this website before and decided to make another account to post stupid shit. Dumb fuck.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-04-24 09:20:59 EDT (#)
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whats lame is the fact that you lack such a life that you took the time to write this. we get it, you're a stupid alter and for some reason it ammuses you to post this utter bullshit and watch people make comments to you. oh snap! jokes on us, you want us to write comments. well guess what butthead, that is the dynamic of this site so its not like your doing something crazy. take a step back, take a good look at yourself... like what you've become? neither do we. get a life.
Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 08:57:46 EDT (#)
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Sheesh MichelleNJ you apparently dirty whore. At least make an attempt at a witty reply. All the suck ass uberites have replied to this with their lame -2's. We need some good ones here.
Submitted by MichelleNJ (user info) at 2006-04-24 08:07:22 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2006-04-24 05:39:24 (#)
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WTF I'M NOT READING ALL THAT!
Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 07:47:14 EDT (#)
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Submitted by unknown9 (user info) at 2006-04-24 03:42:29 (#)
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Ignore the -2 dies. If you like the friend, that's power to you.
Very true. Good advice really.
Submitted by Beano312003 (user info) at 2006-04-24 07:20:19 EDT (#)
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I must be a complete retard because that meant FUCK ALL to me.
Submitted by w_t_a_y_s_t_r_m (user info) at 2006-04-24 06:46:53 EDT (#)
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This is like when autistics and retards fight
Submitted by redskieslookfake (user info) at 2006-04-24 06:16:33 EDT (#)
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durrr special neeedsss durrrr special needs! durrrr! durrr!
*drools*
Submitted by eppliks (user info) at 2006-04-24 05:58:56 EDT (#)
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LAME
Submitted by Fartman (user info) at 2006-04-24 05:39:24 EDT (#)
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WTF I'M NOT READING ALL THAT!
Submitted by unknown9 (user info) at 2006-04-24 03:42:29 EDT (#)
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Ignore the -2 dies. If you like the friend, that's power to you.
Submitted by spedmonkey (user info) at 2006-04-24 02:45:43 EDT (#)
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Fuck this, back to another two months of self-imposed exile. I hope Bart's finally decided to bust out the banstick by the time I get back.
Submitted by MrSparkle847 (user info) at 2006-04-24 01:45:09 EDT (#)
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What an astounding AIM convo! A conversation the likes of which Uber never cared to see.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-04-24 01:34:17 EDT (#)
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WHY HAVEN'T YOU DIED YET?!?!?!?
Submitted by Chroniclysm (user info) at 2006-04-24 01:30:53 EDT (#)
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You lead a tragic life.
Submitted by NerfHerder (user info) at 2006-04-24 01:03:47 EDT (#)
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Still took me a couple of scrolls to not read this. Too big.
Submitted by jgreening (user info) at 2006-04-24 00:35:53 EDT (#)
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Wow.
That's pathetic, shitty user.
Submitted by wijormiclat (user info) at 2006-04-24 00:34:05 EDT (#)
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that wasn't so much a conversation as it was a monologue.
Submitted by Tom (user info) at 2006-04-24 00:29:27 EDT (#)
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I really am one of those people that generally carries the focus of the entire universe aren't I?
Submitted by myexstaintstain (user info) at 2006-04-24 00:24:26 EDT (#)
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HAR!