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Submitted by EvilZurr <EvilZurr.at.gundamwing.net> (View user info) at 2003-06-12 00:40:45 EDT
and by cram sessions i mean im going to chock this submission full of all sorts of shit, so save yourself now if you want...
that having been said, uberlurking has become trite and im overdue for an update. with the end of the school year coming tomorrow, im putting all of that i have to do before i turn... 26 ahead of me and i must say i am not happy at all. apparently its smooth sailing for this senior, but ive got htis hunch that people who say that are asses who are levying aggresion on me for being so ignorant. who was the idiot that decided we have to do so much in the name of the law? i mean... i dont want to bitch and moan about how hard life is, so i wont. BUT i will ask that question that haunts me everyday and every night: what is it all for?
is my success in the academic world going to lead me to do great things? should i give up now, become a trubadore (sp?), and live my life making others happy? it doesnt matter: im planning on going to UCSD, getting a masters in chem, and living out some life of money making and worry. people always talk about how im striving to become a great person and how im going to help society somehow by studying my ass off for god knows how long, and then turn their backs to their superiors and say 'get out while you still can'. its the classic story of do i trust the ass kisser or not. there has to be a purpose in everything that we do, and there has to be a reasoning behind that purpose. no one can do anything without reason: spontaneity is a farce.
dampens the situation, eh? oh well... no one does anything 'just for the hell of it'. you cant randomly kill someone and say it was 'just for the hell of it'. you killed out of boredom/anger/spite/entertainment/etc. i had the chance to talk to one of my friends who tries to live the 'on the edge' lifestyle of spontaneity. his excuse for 75% of his actions is 'it was just for the hell of it', when in actuality i could say its because hes trying to win attention from others. you know that guy: the one that will lick the juice that spilled out of a trash bag off the dirty sidewalk for a dollar. the one that will shave his head and pretend he just had kemo to get in to a concert. the one that suplexes shopping carts in the street just because you tell him that it would be funny. now, any NORMAL person wouldnt do these things (my friend did). do you think he did it just because?
moving on... why is it that when you have what you want after the longest time of yearning, it all comes too quickly? for the longest time i was single and loving it. it was grand. this isnt high school drama crap, dont worry. to keep it short, i got bored with being alone, and became that guy that is really friendly with every girl but never crosses any real lines. i enjoyed the thrill of the chase without the fear of having to pay for my sins later. i got along great with womenz alike, and maybe got a little too amiable with some of em. im not player (and i wont use that word anymore), but i must admit i was enjoying getting so much love without consequence. sure, i broke some hearts maybe, but oh well. then i started thinking that if im getting all this love now, why cant i go further? so i tried to have a real relationship and it didnt work: the girls i pursued wanted none of it. then i eventually got pinned down by a girl, which was fine. i was getting the kind of love i was looking for. and then all those other girls changed: either anti-chris or uber-pro-chris. i ended up having girls toss themselves at me or hating me. well, i was already taken, and so i couldnt be 'fun chris' anymore, which was what wouldve been great. im not saying i regret anything, im just saying why did they wait that long? ive lost myself...
eh, how do you bring up that youre not single to someone who likes you out of the blue? thats right you dont... sucks for those girls then.
anyways: im babbling beyond belief now. heres a question i was wondering about these past few days: if you have sex with your clone who has no independent thoughts and only sits there/has sex with you, is that incest or masturbation? what if conjoined exact twins who shared a brain had sex? right... and interesting debate. i havent proofread this, nor will i. that having been said; here is my pic cothrum:
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Submitted by drky (user info) at 2004-01-21 11:02:08 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Not read the post but that picture is awesome!
Submitted by legi0ns (user info) at 2003-07-06 10:41:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
wtf is that suppose to be? artistic value my ass, get a life "artist"
Submitted by EvilZurr (user info) at 2003-06-12 15:19:45 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
im not in a rush, im just wondering why everyone else is trying to rush me. and there IS a light at the end of the tunnel; its just an oncoming train...
Submitted by turveytopsy (user info) at 2003-06-12 09:38:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
I think if you keep thinking like this you'll run into a midlife crisis at about the age of 29-30 instead of around 40.
I personally don't see what the rush is for everyone to get themselves into a career oriented job. I pushed myself into it and I know my parents did, but what ever happened to living life for what it is. I understand how you can feel chained down in that you're about to make a transition into something so utterly different than anything you've experienced in school.
Trust me, it's not the light at the end of a tunnel. It's just a sharp turn down an even longer tunnel.
Cheers to another 40 years of work.
Submitted by nemo (user info) at 2003-06-12 08:42:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
The pic looks like Mr. Potato Head sitting on top of a headless monster.
Or maybe that's just me.
Submitted by audjgirl (user info) at 2003-06-12 07:31:24 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
+2 for the pic and for the clone/twin question.
as far as clones go, i'd have to say based on the statement "with no thoughts/feelings of its own" that it is masturbation. but conjoined twins think different things. think of it like this--if a single person only uses 10% of his/her brain, who's to say the other twin can't use a completely different 10% of that same brain? so that's probably incest.
and that pic is just badass. yay.
Submitted by DarthAwesome (user info) at 2003-06-12 07:04:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
+2 for the pic
Submitted by AngelGoddess (user info) at 2003-06-12 02:24:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
What??
What the hell is that supposed to be a picture of?
Great, I'm all confused now.