I hate myself, I wanna die (869 hits)
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Submitted by Rick <metal10000.at.gmail.com> (View user info) at 2006-05-26 12:34:56 EDT
The courts have sided with her in almost everything.
She has literally violated every court order, every single one, and they have done nothing to her. Anyway, the case if over 6/5/06, and I will probably never see my daughter again until she is older enough to come find me. The whole case has just messed with my mentality and outlook on life and other things. I always thought if I did what was right and stayed on course that eventually things would be seen and go my way. This was not the case, I though I did everything right and never broke one court order, I was being dragged back to court every other month facing new allegations from her, biatch (my ex). Soon CPS got involved, they were coming over and talking to us and the kids and questioning everyone. The police even called me once regarding some accusations she made against my son and girl's boys allegedly touching my daughter. Once that started they were dragging my baby girl into clinics and checking her private area, and scrapping her insides to check for penetration and hymen intact. I begged and pleaded for them to leave her alone and to get more evidence and prove this was not happening to her but it was court ordered, and of course the b*tch followed that court order. I asked her, "what do I have to do to make this stop, to make sure my daugther doesn't have to be checked and questioned like this..." she said "sign your rights away..." and tried to call her bluff, and then a temporary restraining order was placed on us, my daughter was not allowed to be left alone with anyone but me and I had to be with my daughter at all times, no matter what. My daughter was then interrogated again and again and I could see signs of wear on her, she was not the same baby girl, this was truly affecting her. I didn't want to give her away, but I didn't want her to live her life like this, because of me, because her mom is a crazy nut, I wanted her life normal and if I didn't give in for her, that would be selfish. Obviously her mom didn't care of the affects this was taking on my daughter and only wanted to hurt me using her own flesh and blood. I figured that if I stayed on course and did the right thing no matter what the courts would see through this, but they didn't.
Till this day she has not proven one, not one, allegation she has made against me. All 4 cases with CPS against me have been dropped. I have not seen my baby girl in over 6 months, I have not talked to her in over 5. I will probably not see her again for a very long time, and I don't know when or if ever that will be. It is tearing me apart inside, I try to deal with it the best I can, try to hide my emotions, but that is my child. Then I think about all the things I'm sure she has told my baby girl, that I didn't want her, and that I left her, and that I loved her brother more, or something, and it makes me want to cry. I often find myself day dreaming now, not even realizing it, just sitting and staring. I never thought in a million years that the case would end this way when I started it. I am not a corrupt person, how can I benefit from a corrupt system. I love my lord and have faith, but my faith in this world is lost and I no longer want to be a part of it....
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Submitted by kuroneko_sama (user info) at 2007-11-28 00:42:05 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
dont hate yourself enough. your still typing. anyone serious enough wouldnt bother hinting at it. that would only give people a chance to stop you.
...do it...do it now....QUICK! BEFORE THEY STOP YOU
Submitted by haikumikoo (user info) at 2007-11-28 00:12:41 EST (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by fuzzy_buzz (user info) at 2006-11-14 07:40:07 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Not that a +2 is important but because you deserve it for your pain.
Submitted by eppliks (user info) at 2006-05-27 20:06:01 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by bigdicrick (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:03:24 (#)
Ranking: 0
hilarious! I have both worked at Best Buy and Jiffy lube. I even worked with your mom on the corner giving hand jobs.
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You work with wardys mom giving handjobs. You give handjobs.
I mean, that's what it says right there you fucking handjob.
I'd want to stay with the crazy bitch if I were your kid. Better live with her and eventually be placed in a foster home with food and clothing, than grow up and watch you crumble away into a deadbeat, pathetic bum who doesn't know what paragraphs are, right?
Submitted by Unabonger (user info) at 2006-05-27 09:43:00 EDT (#)
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kill your ex wife.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-27 08:41:48 EDT (#)
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http://www.ubersite.com/m/58180
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-05-26 17:35:03 EDT (#)
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Sometimes, a gun IS the best answer.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-05-26 16:22:34 EDT (#)
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no, but he has been in touch with NAMBLA
Submitted by BrownEyedGirrl (user info) at 2006-05-26 16:14:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I feel your pain...
my brother's goin' through the same shit...
if you can STICK with it!!
your daughter will appreciate it later...
if your ex is a phsyco as you say she is, your daughter is going to need you!!
OH!!! I hate chicks who use their kids!!
sometimes I wonder if they only reason they breed
is so they can have something to USE as they see fit...
why arent' the best interests of the child put FIRST!?!?
like I said I feel your pain... stay strong!!
Have you been in contact with "Fathers For Justice"??
Submitted by mbstateside (user info) at 2006-05-26 15:58:56 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
This really isn't the place to come looking for sympathy, particularly if you're a first time poster.
Submitted by mles76 (user info) at 2006-05-26 15:39:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I have a feeling you've created this problem through mistakes in the past. I'm assuming you're a low income substance abuser who has a history of violence and arrests. I'll bet I've seen you on an episode of Cops.
Submitted by ih8u2man (user info) at 2006-05-26 15:01:40 EDT (#)
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Great Nirvana song off the Beavis and Butthead album me thinks.
ps. I'm naked right now.
Submitted by COMountain (user info) at 2006-05-26 15:00:37 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by wardy (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:21:29 (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by bigdicrick (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:03:24 (#)
Ranking: 0
hilarious! I have both worked at Best Buy and Jiffy lube. I even worked with your mom on the corner giving hand jobs.
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how incredibly original of you. let me guess, you spend your afternoons watching MTV and saw an episode of 'Yo Momma'
well congratulations, mr. originality. geniuses like you are few and far between, and your insightful (and witty) insults are a testament to your academic achievements. riding the short bus wasn't just normal for you, it was an adventure. enjoy the ramen noodles.
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*winces*
OOOoOOoOoooosssshhhh... That HAD to hurt.
...and how come this has more ratings than this???:
http://www.ubersite.com/m/88432
Submitted by FaceOfGod (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:58:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
You will create this scenario again with someone else.
Submitted by I_love_Kracka (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:48:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
You dont deserve children
Submitted by corn_nugget (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:36:27 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
That's a pretty shitty story. You write horribly.
Submitted by ubetidid (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:30:47 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
hopefully, this little girl will grow up and then kill you both.
Submitted by wardy (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:21:29 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by bigdicrick (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:03:24 (#)
Ranking: 0
hilarious! I have both worked at Best Buy and Jiffy lube. I even worked with your mom on the corner giving hand jobs.
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how incredibly original of you. let me guess, you spend your afternoons watching MTV and saw an episode of 'Yo Momma'
well congratulations, mr. originality. geniuses like you are few and far between, and your insightful (and witty) insults are a testament to your academic achievements. riding the short bus wasn't just normal for you, it was an adventure. enjoy the ramen noodles.
Submitted by toni_tori (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:07:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
Your life sucks. Kill the bitch and take your daughter before she grows up to be a batshit crazy whore like her mother.
P.S. Quit having children.
Submitted by toni_tori (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:04:08 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I haven't even read it because the big block of text pisses me off. But I will go back and try to give it a chance. Who knows? It could be +2 worthy.
Submitted by bigdicrick (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:03:24 EDT (#)
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hilarious! I have both worked at Best Buy and Jiffy lube. I even worked with your mom on the corner giving hand jobs.
Submitted by matnotharry (user info) at 2006-05-26 14:00:49 EDT (#)
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Fuck off and die
Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:46:51 EDT (#)
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You should die.
and that is my professional opinion.
Submitted by wardy (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:40:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
i didn't even read this, but my guess is you're hanging on by a very thin thread. my advice? enjoy high school while it lasts, after that you're going to have a long life of working at the local jiffy lube making barely enough to eat and buy Hawthorne Heights tickets. good thing you won't have to pay rent at your parent's house, otherwise you'd probably have to get *gasp* two jobs. and i don't think you're cut out for best buy just yet...
Submitted by loki (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:23:35 EDT (#)
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this is just not going to go over well
Submitted by et3rnal_bli5s (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:10:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
You should be happy that you got it all out. Even though it's on a site full of assholes. You could be living in hell for a couple, heck maybe even a few years. But in the end, your daughter will realise the kind of person your ex is. You might miss out on seeing her grow up. Which sucks. But in the end, even if it is a long way away, you will ge tyour daughter back. And as an adult, she can hate ur ex way more than she was ever able to hate you as a child.
Submitted by DeathJester (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:03:34 EDT (#)
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PARAGRAPHS.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-05-26 13:01:33 EDT (#)
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what no skate it off yet?
SKATE IT OFF.
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:54:21 EDT (#)
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i for one, dont really believe this dudes side of the story. i'm sure if the biatch logged on, it wouyld be completely different. this kid i know got arrested for assault and battery on his fiance. i asked him what happened and he said that she smacked him so he pushed her and a beer bottle fell off a shelf and hit her on the neck and left bruising. she says he tried to strangle her. obviuosly, she is lying. see?
Submitted by COMountain (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:50:29 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I'm not giving this a negative rating because the situation is complete shit. My buddie's girlfriend (who he's had one daughter with and took the gf's other daughter in like his own) is bi-polar and refuses to "pollute" her body with medication (although that doesn't prevent her from boozing or shoving enough coke up her nose to make Sam Kinnison blush). She verbally and physically abuses both him and the girls, but he won't try to take custody of the girls or separate from her because he's scared the courts will give her custody.
It's horseshit.
Submitted by Jeanneee (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:47:13 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Well I'd like to be able to tell you Chin up, everything's going to turn out all right, but the truth is, everything's probably not going to be all right, and some of us are just destined to eat shit for dinner every night of our lives. Good luck though, sincerely.
Submitted by el_em_en_oh (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:44:26 EDT (#)
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Whats the best thing about fucking a three year old boy?
You can roll her onto her stomach and pretend its a three year old girl!
Submitted by Doodles (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:42:53 EDT (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by retrospect (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:40:59 EDT (#)
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I agree with the biatch and the courts, you are a diddler
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-05-26 12:39:12 EDT (#)
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH