Jealousy Revisited (411 hits)
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Submitted by Natalia Everitt <natalia_everitt920.at.hotmail.com> (View user info) at 2006-05-30 00:00:55 EDT
This is not going to be very well thought out. This is a collage of feelings, more than anything.
I was thinking about getting my thoughts out on jealousy, but before doing so, wanted to see if anyone on uber had done it formally yet. The only post I find similar to how I wanted to format mine (not that I am aspiring to this) was entitled simply "Jealousy." Yeah, it's bady written. But it made a point I find all too interesting to not counter. She says: "True love is rare, jealousy does not exist in those relationships."
I met Simon a year and a half ago. We've been dating for nine months. I can honestly say that I have never had a relationship so open and healthy. However, this could just be because I've never really had much of one before him at all. We met junior year in highschool. I had not yet had sex, or done anything beyond innocent 'making out.' But Simon, being a year older than me, HAD had sex with one girl, and had done other sexual things with other girls. I knew this when we started dating, and I cannot pretend it didn't eat my fucking heart out. But I knew he couldn't change this, and I knew it was only me he wanted to be with so I pushed it to the back of my mind.
But every now and then... I get so fucking consumed with resentment at the fact that I still had everything to give him when we began dating. I feel like I put more into this relationship because he was my first. It just wasn't as a big a deal for him to fuck me as it was for me to allow him to. I've voiced these opinions, acknowledging that they are rather unfounded, and he knows I feel slightly odd about all the girls he's been with. The feeling is nothing more than jealousy. Why couldn't it have been me he lost his virginity to? Why can't I be the only one that ever turns him on?
Charley Hussey, author of the aformentioned first post on jealousy, says that true love contains no jealousy. But I call bullshit here. The reason I feel jealous of these girls is because I'm afraid he still thinks about them (even though he doesn't); I'm almost scared he's as preoccupied by their existence in his life as I am. And that, in turn, makes me feel insecure as fuck. The root of this entire problem is a fear of losing him. I would do anything for him, anything at all. If he cheated, I would stay with him. If he left me, I would take him back. I adore him with everything I am. This isn't true love? It's a little past the initial four months of infatuation, is it not?
I know my fears are unfounded, and it doesn't affect our sex life or relationship beyond the occasional twinge of jealousy.
Charley Hussey is full of shit. Beyond not being able to spell she also cannot fathom how bad true love can hurt.
Opinions please.
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-05-30 18:08:37 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Blow me, fuck me...and voila...all your jealousy, and self-respect, will just disappear into thin air.
Ya whiny cuntbox.
Submitted by MANICMOTHER (user info) at 2006-05-30 17:58:50 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
meh
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-05-30 17:48:14 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Still glad you took two years off?
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-05-30 13:10:30 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
he's not thinking about girls so don't be jealous of anything with tits.
Submitted by Anansie (user info) at 2006-05-30 12:48:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
No Comment
Submitted by Drygionus (user info) at 2006-05-30 06:46:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I think you about hit right in the 'normal human' range...
Submitted by Wiggles (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:19:35 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
She drives me crazy
Like no one else
She drives me crazy
And I cant help myself
Uh huh huh
She drives me crazy
Like no one else
She drives me crazy
And I cant help myself
Uh huh huh
She drives me crazy
Like no one else
She drives me crazy
And I cant help myself
Submitted by T_Bag (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:26:26 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
wah wah wah. . . shut the fuck up bitch! and what kind of pure innocent girl uses 'fuck" so much? cunt-louse!
Submitted by tarnation (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:14:42 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
shutup doodles no one likes you
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:10:01 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Opinion:
You are a vapid cunt with no problems in her indulged little life so you make some up.
I hope you get diagnosed with cancer.
<cries chemo tears>
Submitted by DonovanMD (user info) at 2006-05-30 00:13:10 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Below average.