Verdict (1879 hits)
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Submitted by Snark << snarkk.at.gmail.com (View user info) at 2006-05-30 01:26:10 EDT
http://www.ubersite.com/m/84667
http://www.ubersite.com/m/88144
That's it, she's gone.
It's done. It's over.
Part of me is relieved, the rest broken.
I waited on the letter. I waited to see what the cops had to say.
I put off my plans for revenge on the old man.
She called and we waited. We waited for the detective handling her rape to call back and we waited for the people who run the Detox center to find a spot for her.
I loved her.
I love her, but it's done.
Raven came for a visit tonight. It's my fault entirely.
What happens from this point forward is entirely my fault.
I let my rage take me. I went and had a couple beers at work and it loosened my tongue and now she's whoring herself.
I researched her addiction.
It's a drug called clanazapam. It's an antidepressant that was the 'Prozac' of its day. It is one of many in the family of Benzodiazaprimes.
It was prescribed to millions of people world wide before the truth came out.
The UK clued in first. A woman by the name of Heather Ashton started seeing the trend. She took a gut feeling and researched it and realized there was something drastically wrong.
The pharmaceutical companies say they never advised it be taken for more than two weeks at a time, but even if that's true it's criminal.
Benzo's are harder to get off than heroin and the withdrawals are twice as bad.
The body builds an immunity to them quickly and, after a year or so, the drug intensifies the problems it was meant to cure.
Studies have proved that 70% of people who have taken the drug for longer than a year have attempted suicide.
The drug made them suicidal.
The drug kills people.
Beth wasn't prescribed the drug at first. It was given to her.
Her brother gave it to her when she was 15.
He brother killed her.
I knew this. I knew and I felt for her because it wasn't her fault. I remember 15. I remember not knowing up from down.
Over time, she found a way to have it prescribed.
She was happy when she was 15.
She's has had 7 suicide attempts since.
Raven isn't the drug. Raven is something else.
Raven is the product of horror.
Raven was born when her father brought his forearm down on her mother's ribs and broke every one of them. He broke every bone in her mother's body over time except for her spine.
Raven was born when her mother was bringing home strangers, and her brothers were stoned, and her dad was in the bedroom with her sister.
I've met Raven on 3 occasions.
The first was a glimpse. It was before I knew what alcohol did to her. She came out and tried to fuck me but Beth wouldn't let her uncross her legs.
The second I don't remember, except to say I held her arms down to keep her from hurting herself.
The third was tonight. I don't know, maybe it was the fifth, it's all a horrible blur now but I'm trying, so give me a break.
Beth called me after the doctor's visit today. She's been sweating and sketchy the last couple of days and I couldn't figure it out.
She said the Cops had told her it wouldn't hold up in court; that when push came to shove on the witness stand it would look consensual enough.
She told me about the doctor and how he'd asked about her symptoms and, when she'd told him, he'd looked at her and said "That's not Clanazapam, that's Methadone withdrawal."
Judge me harshely. I handled it badly.
I thought of the crack, and I thought of the poor man's heroin she'd been stealing from her brother for the week previous and I was disgusted.
I could handle the Clanazapam... wasn't her fault... she was the victim, but the Methadone she sought out. She went looking for it and she found it and I never figured it out.
I sat and thought about how the reason she was so calm, and doing so well with the reduced dosage the doctor gave her was because it was constantly in her system.
I had given her bullshit advice based on my bullshit perceptions while she screamed inside.
I felt betrayed yet again when she told me. I felt lied to again. I felt the old man from the cafe running his hands up my spine.
When work was done I went home... almost.
I made a stop at the pub. I had some beers. I brought 6 home. I let her have 3. I leaned against my own bullshit strength; The liquid courage I hadn't really leaned on since she moved in.
I got home pissed off and then I let her know it.
I didn't call her down, it's not my style, but she knew.
She tried to change the subject. She brought up her Dad and then my tongue slipped, or fell, or tumbled off the side of a mountain.
I asked how she could love him. I told her that everything that I had every heard about him was evil and I missed the point where Beth became Raven.
She told me I shouldn't have put him down. She told me who she was.
I didn't really believe it. It's not like in the movies. She didn't groan and throw her head back. She didn't change her voice. She just stopped caring.
We argued and then she went into the bedroom and got her makeup.
I asked her what she was doing and she said she was bored and just wanted to look nice and I'm an idiot and didn't think much of it, and then it was my turn to change the subject.
I put on a movie. I talked about dumb shit. I wanted it all to fade far far away to that time when she was the beautiful girl, full of love and promise, wrapped tight in my arms.
I wanted the lie back.
I said stupid things about a stupid move then quizzed her when she answered half-heartedly.
I sat and looked at her while realization clawed its way through my beer-addled head and then realized that she had a plan.
I asked her about it.
She asked me for a sip of my beer.
I asked her what would happen if I said "No"
"I'll go down and find some idiots to buy me one, then I'm going to go to Roma's and sit and order a coffee. I'll find out when they close. I'll hide somewhere, and then it will burn down."
I put my palms to my eyes and shook my head because there was truth in her words and I didn't want it to be the truth. I wanted it to be something else but what I want has no place here.
"There's a beer in the fridge, have it for all I care."
God help me, I didn't mean it. It just came out. It was a frustration lie. It was a desperate attempt to fine some space; room to adjust to insanity.
She grabbed the beer and turned to me, a new woman, all smiles and spice. She asked me if I wanted to party and I said "No" and she looked at me with a world full of surprise and asked "Why not?"
I didn't have an answer.
Eventually I found words. I can't remember what they were exactly - It's not the beer, it's the shock.
Some of them were about her father; some of them were about what happened two weeks ago.
I never accused, that much I know.
In the end she got up to leave and I told her "If you walk out that door, the next time you come back will be to pick up your stuff."
I didn't think she would go.
She turned around and came up to me but I knew that look and I held her back and said:
"No, you don't get to say goodbye that way. I got a piece of my heart that you haven't broken. I'm saving it for you but you have to make a choice. Think long and hard about what you are going to do because once you walk out, it's broken, and there's no bringing it back."
She didn't hesitate.
I watched from my balcony.
She walked away with purpose.
She marched away from everything I thought she would never leave.
I saw it with my own eyes and I still didn't believe it.
God, I'm such a fool.
I waited 15 minutes and I followed, because I knew where she was going and I still didn't believe it.
I went to the pub and she was there.
There were three guys sitting near the pool table. They were smiling and joking and she was the center of attention. There wasn't a care in the world on her face. She was happy. Happier than I've seen her in a month or more.
None of it has mattered. Everything fallen to shit.
I sat at the bar and ordered a drink and smiled at the waitress when she brought it. I watched Japanese men play a card game on the sports channel as she shot me the odd amused look and went about her way.
She asked them what was the best shot to make, then giggled when they told her.
I drank fast, and when I was done, I looked up and our eyes met, and I saw anger and disgust.
I tipped well and walked out.
I'm a fool.
Judge me harshly.
User Reviews
Submitted by Stabkill (user info) at 2008-09-15 15:00:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
should have stayed gone.
Submitted by Alter (user info) at 2007-09-26 22:34:34 EDT (#)
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No, Comment.
Submitted by HHH (user info) at 2006-07-15 21:36:17 EDT (#)
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tl;dr.
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2006-07-15 20:27:12 EDT (#)
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Snark- please come back soon.
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2006-06-19 18:45:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2006-06-17 14:56:27 (#)
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fuck apollo, I loved it.
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Submitted by coley (user info) at 2006-06-08 21:20:37 (#)
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Apollo is a piece of shit. :D
Submitted by deedee (user info) at 2006-06-14 00:02:59 EDT (#)
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:(
Submitted by Sacrilicious (user info) at 2006-06-10 01:37:05 EDT (#)
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I don't think I've ever read anything of yours that didn't touch me in some way. This hits close to home for me, and I know it must be a nightmare. I hope you find some comfort in the fact that you did what you could, and that you realize that some people can't be saved. I hope something good happens for you soon.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-06-07 12:51:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I read all three posts and have decided that I don't give a shit. Losers beget losers. That's a choice, whether you're an eloquent writer or not. Save your pity party for your shrink.
But I really enjoyed the witty repartee between Jamie and Snarkie.
Submitted by LittleMonster (user info) at 2006-06-06 04:27:58 EDT (#)
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sorry Snark. I'm just getting everything ass about face
Submitted by pragmatic (user info) at 2006-06-05 16:53:23 EDT (#)
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Your writing makes me sad
Up until a few years ago, I always picked broken people to be my friends or lovers. Then, once I'd fixed them, they'd leave me.
It took me ages to figure it out. I was self destructing because there is only so much of yourself you can hand out without receiveing anything in return before there is nothing left. Some people just can't be fixed. One friend had been left by his wife. he was well off, good looking, mid 30's, stable, good fun, but his wife fucked him up. He's now miserable and perpetually single because every woman hew meets has a fatal flaw. He'll be single forever.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-06-05 15:29:44 EDT (#)
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Was pointed at Appollo
Submitted by LittleMonster (user info) at 2006-06-05 07:23:52 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:26:33 (#)
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Then I had a thought. You have to stop involving yourself with broken women. As gifted as you are for seeing past all thier pain and hurt, to the beautiful person inside, the fact still remains: You will never be able to fix them, and by trying all your doing is teaching them to depend on you.
I don't think I'm going to smile again today.
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I write about this expererience and suddenly it's like it's a trend, like I've spent my life with broken women.
Fuck you. Go joke about 'Suprise Sex'
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Hold up Snark, I wrote the above for a very valid reason (namely, that I read some of your other posts) I'm sorry I even commented, I was just trying to be helpful, and by the sounds of it you need all the help you can get. I was horrified by what you're going through and I can't imagine a few comments from helpless by-standers are going to make anything better. For the record: Fuck you. Go joke about 'Surprise Sex' was not taken to well on my part. If that was in anyway in reference to my post, you're really fucking cruel.
Submitted by LadyPlural (user info) at 2006-05-31 21:05:06 EDT (#)
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This is a rather insensitive thing to say at the moment, but you should probably go get tested for all manner of creepy crawly illnesses that might have been contracted. If you haven't thought of that and already done so (damn communist "health care" crap).
That said, I'm so sorry that things ended up so fucked for you.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 20:10:04 EDT (#)
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Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-05-30 18:44:01 (#)
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ow, hate to be a stickler, but part of this is on my turf, so I get picky about it...
The drug is called 'clonazapam', and whereas you're right about it being a benzo, it is not just for short-term use only, and will NOT cause the symptoms the story indicates...
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Johnny.
For your own sake. Read the link
Submitted by marginwalker (user info) at 2006-05-30 19:08:04 EDT (#)
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And even if it's bullshit, it's very well written.
Submitted by marginwalker (user info) at 2006-05-30 19:07:20 EDT (#)
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Wow. I thought my relationship was rocky.
Kudos to you.
Submitted by BrownEyedGirrl (user info) at 2006-05-30 18:57:40 EDT (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 11:01:07 (#)
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it's simple she's a loser whore who is better off dead and you are dickhead for being sucked into looking after the bitch.
Judged.
Harshly.
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agreed...
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-05-30 18:44:23 EDT (#)
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so, you get a +.5 from me.
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-05-30 18:44:01 EDT (#)
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ow, hate to be a stickler, but part of this is on my turf, so I get picky about it...
The drug is called 'clonazapam', and whereas you're right about it being a benzo, it is not just for short-term use only, and will NOT cause the symptoms the story indicates...
Submitted by Durae (user info) at 2006-05-30 13:54:03 EDT (#)
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Terrible.
You can't blame yourself for her actions. It might feel heartless not to, but there's nothing you can do for her. Her life has been fucked up and it's sad, but you can't fix it and you can't save her. Unless she comes to you and says straight out, I want you to help me get better, you need to let her go and release yourself from the feeling of responsibility. Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't want your help.
So sorry dude.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-05-30 13:47:35 EDT (#)
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apollo has a bit of a point. people can still quit doing drugs and fucking up their own lives. it's always possible. let her go the hard way.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 11:01:07 EDT (#)
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it's simple she's a loser whore who is better off dead and you are dickhead for being sucked into looking after the bitch.
Judged.
Harshly.
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2006-05-30 10:56:11 EDT (#)
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Nothing to say to this.
Submitted by GodChicken (user info) at 2006-05-30 08:53:11 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-02-28 15:24:48 (#)
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Submitted by GodChicken (user info) at 2006-02-28 15:23:53 (#)
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It'll eat you too, in the end. But it'll be so sweet right up to the point when the jaws snap shut.
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Yeah, I know.
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you're still one of my reasons to stop by here and read.
Submitted by thecaes (user info) at 2006-05-30 07:05:05 EDT (#)
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Sympathy +2.
To be honest I didn't really understand a lot of what you said in this post because it was kind of scattered, but I got the gist of it, and the gist of it is bad. I'm really sorry, man.
Oh, and I agree with pretty much everything Benny said. And I don't know why apollo is being such an ass...I guess it's just sort of his way.
Submitted by joedaddy (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:38:31 EDT (#)
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yep
it's an IM
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:23:32 EDT (#)
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See ya mate
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:21:29 EDT (#)
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Good advise.
Sleep well...
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:20:11 EDT (#)
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I think if I came to work a few minutes late it would be noticed. I don't think anybody would be upset but they sure would notice that I wasn't there. It's 6:20pm here and I am the last man standing.
Dude you should go to bed.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:11:48 EDT (#)
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put yer head on the desk and sleep there.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:11:26 EDT (#)
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Anywhere between 8 and 9 am.
Tomorrow I'll show up at 10. I'll be a ghost. No one will notice.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:08:53 EDT (#)
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What time do you start work? I never want to go to work. Who ever invented the idea should be shot.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:07:24 EDT (#)
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1:07 am
I gotta work too. Not really looking forward to that.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:06:44 EDT (#)
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Consider it partial payment for providing me with hours of reading quality work. If you ever find yourself in Australia I'll buy you a beer (and maybe a couple more just so the first one didn't get lonely).
On that note I had better go home (I'm at work). What time is it in Canada?
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 04:02:10 EDT (#)
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ahaha
Oh man, didn't think I would laugh tonight.
Thanks Ben.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:56:06 EDT (#)
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There must be something about the name Berty because you have actually referred to me as that before. I think it was on one of your Necrosiac posts (which were incredible by the way).
The owner of the company where I work used to call me Ken. I never really had the heart to tell him that my name was actually Ben.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:50:52 EDT (#)
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Nah it was a stupid slip of the mind.
I'm doing the most pathetic thing possible. I'm giving a real story to uber. I'm spewing my crap into cyberspace because dealing with it here is sooo much easier than crawling into the bed that smells like her.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:49:18 EDT (#)
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I'm just a pompous, bitter man.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:47:55 EDT (#)
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That's cool about saying Berty instead of Benny. I knew what you meant.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:44:18 EDT (#)
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Any time my brother. Always remember you are one of the good guys.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:43:29 EDT (#)
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I guess it depends on your dogma.
Mine is somewhat more flawed I suppose.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:41:34 EDT (#)
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I said "positive" value.
and that is a truism.
(value not meaning what you think it means)
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:40:36 EDT (#)
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Judge me harshly Rad.
Bring the devine piston of God smashing down upon me.
"Not everyone in the world has value."
That's just a cop out and you know it.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:40:09 EDT (#)
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Oh, and Snark.
I empathize with your situation. Not a good place to be.
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also, "Suprise Sex" goes over pretty well with my friends.
I guess I need to find better people to be around too.
:(
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:38:29 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:34:17 (#)
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I feel for you man. I don't think that there is anything that anybody could say that would make you feel better about all of this. The comments generated on this post are appalling. I hope you can realise that not everyone on Uber is an absolute fuckwit.
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bite me.
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I believe that you are a very good man with a good heart. In the end whatever decision you make (or have made) will be the right one.
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Oh come on. Be a realist.
That's not the way it works in this world. Being a good dude doesn't make for making good judgements.
The road to hell being paved with good intentions and all that.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:37:54 EDT (#)
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BENNY
Fucking sorry
SNARK<---- nice guy (not too bright)
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:36:21 EDT (#)
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Thank you Berty,
Thank you more than you could possibly know
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:36:01 EDT (#)
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hey dude, you were all "Judge me harshly."
PS: my wife told me she thinks I'm a womanizer because I surround myself with broken (albiet good looking) women who are vulnerable to my charms.
I agree with her completely.
Submitted by Benny (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:34:17 EDT (#)
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I feel for you man. I don't think that there is anything that anybody could say that would make you feel better about all of this. The comments generated on this post are appalling. I hope you can realise that not everyone on Uber is an absolute fuckwit.
I have a hell of a lot of respect for you as a writer. By what you have written I also have a lot of respect for you as a person. I believe that you are a very good man with a good heart. In the end whatever decision you make (or have made) will be the right one.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:26:33 EDT (#)
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Then I had a thought. You have to stop involving yourself with broken women. As gifted as you are for seeing past all thier pain and hurt, to the beautiful person inside, the fact still remains: You will never be able to fix them, and by trying all your doing is teaching them to depend on you.
I don't think I'm going to smile again today.
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I write about this expererience and suddenly it's like it's a trend, like I've spent my life with broken women.
Fuck you. Go joke about 'Suprise Sex'
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:20:39 EDT (#)
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No Rad,
Just you and me
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 03:05:56 EDT (#)
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http://www.ubersite.com/m/88144#1985630
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:59:08 EDT (#)
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Let me re-phrase that.
not everyone in the world has positive value.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:58:38 EDT (#)
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Gee Snark, lemme make up some bullshit about how some people are just broken and it isn't your fault for being the kind of guy who falls for vulnerable women with issues, damaged goods if you will, who need someone to save them and take care of them until they no longer need that person and you are that person who endlessly repeats that cycle.
Not everyone in the world has value.
Submitted by Charlilot (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:51:19 EDT (#)
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I dunno what to say, but rad has a point. I had an ex that this makes me remember unfortunately.
You won't start feeling better until you get past it. I mean there is only so much you can do. She may want to stay but it isn't going to work if you have to be her parent, her lover and her best friend. You may want to be but you can't be her everything.
I still feel bad and I hear what is happening to him now and can't help but think maybe it's my fault that I didn't try more. But I know I couldn't do it and even though it sucks balls, I did the right thing for myself, my friends and my family by leaving.
And then again this could all be fiction in which case damn you for making me think about this shit
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:32:21 EDT (#)
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Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:27:12 (#)
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I'd find better people to be around.
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Gosh Rad, thanks for the sound advise.
Submitted by rad1101 (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:27:12 EDT (#)
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I'd find better people to be around.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 02:00:36 EDT (#)
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so did she give you aids for your birthday or what?
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:58:34 EDT (#)
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I reiterate.
Die.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:57:48 EDT (#)
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no
life is too short my emo friend, too short.
anyway, back to the crux of this story.
the incest and your inability to attract any woman that isn't a smack head rape victim crack whore daddy shagging skank.
discuss.
Submitted by darko (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:56:44 EDT (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:54:34 EDT (#)
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Read the fucking links
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:53:41 EDT (#)
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nah, my kid will be reading grown up writing by talented people. Me for instance.
why you taking offense anyway, is this non-fiction or something?
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:51:51 EDT (#)
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Goodbye Shitstain. Make sure to show this to your kid one day.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:49:48 EDT (#)
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dum dum dum... another one bites the dust!
seeee ya!
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:47:24 EDT (#)
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I shoulda known better.
Thanks for the wake up call.
Fuck Uber. I'm done.
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:46:15 EDT (#)
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okay, how about the pressure building in the dad's testicles as he thrust his cock in and out of his (five year old?) daughters cunt, the explosion of cum and simultaneous explosion of guilt and repulsion amongst both parties culminating in her sobbing as he hurls abuse at her?
Write about that.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:43:04 EDT (#)
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see below
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:41:09 EDT (#)
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go on!
a little teaser.
maybe something about the horrified yet excited squeals coming from the locked bedroom door?
the brother masturbating with his ear against the wall?
you know the score.... be creative!
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:32:59 EDT (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:30:25 (#)
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i wanted to read more about the dad fucking the sister.
i had a tissue all ready.
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Fuck you and die
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:30:25 EDT (#)
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i wanted to read more about the dad fucking the sister.
i had a tissue all ready.
Submitted by Snark (user info) at 2006-05-30 01:28:28 EDT (#)
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http://www.benzo.org.uk/manual/index.htm