It is not for us to wonder why. (491 hits)
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Submitted by :D (View user info) at 2006-06-12 09:17:46 EDT
When somebody tells me a secret I take it seriously.
A surprise party or something. I got a reputation for keeping secrets.
People started talking to me. Telling me all that worries them. I think it is because I am odd.
They do not see me as anybody to be embarrassed around. I am just someone to talk at for them like a confession box. Talking about it makes them feel better..
They do not expect a response they do not want one.
They do not care what I think of them
Somebody came to talk to me last week. She comes a lot to talk about life and its twists and turns.
All her little niggles. Lots of people do it almost all of them women.
Last week she had something more important to get off her chest.
She used to tell me her husband was very busy running his business. He is rich she only works because she does not want to be a housewife.
She told me she was wrong her husband was always away because he had another family with a wife and two children. She does not have any children she is barren.
She said she loves him but I already knew that.
She said she does not want to loose him.
She said the other wife does not know. I think she should tell her.
She said she begged him to stay with her. She told him she would not mind him seeing the children.
She started crying and I did not know what to do.
She said he told her he loves her. She said he told her he loves his other wife too.
She said he had to choose I said why.
She kind of smiled almost giggled and said because.
I said why.
She said you can not be with two people at once.
I said why.
She said because.
I said because what.
She paused and said it would not work.
I said why not.
She did not say anything.
I said it has worked until now.
She did not say anything for a long time then she said I do not know quietly and left.
Little children ask why a lot. I did when I was little. But when the others grew out of it I did not.
It was around the same time they started telling me that there was something wrong with me.
So people stopped caring that I asked why. When I did they would just look at me as if I was stupid.
I was not stupid it was they who did not make sense. I never got any good answers to my questions.
That is what I told my therapist when I was 13 years old.
I said why does nobody ever answer.
He said sorry answer what.
He had not been listening. I never went back. And I learnt that it is a waste of time to ask why.
But sometimes I can not stop myself.
User Reviews
Submitted by Sockster (user info) at 2006-06-12 21:01:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Heh.
Answers never are satisfying.
Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2006-06-12 10:37:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
You are what you are: a voyeur.
Submitted by inion_de_trua (user info) at 2006-06-12 10:08:11 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
it promotes self-sufficiency to find the answers to your own questions.
she should tell the other woman. and you can't be with more than one person at once if everyone doesn't agree on that.
Submitted by Boatplank (user info) at 2006-06-12 10:02:03 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
you are curious
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yes but why
Submitted by gonefiguring (user info) at 2006-06-12 10:00:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
The problem isn't that you ask. The problem is that you don't act when no one can answer.
Submitted by DrogoRoch (user info) at 2006-06-12 09:28:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I have really liked the other stuff. This one didn't have the smile factor for me like the rest it felt a bit special needs.
Submitted by MrSmiley (user info) at 2006-06-12 09:26:33 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
learnt is correct spelling moneyshot.
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=learnt
Submitted by moneyshotforyou (user info) at 2006-06-12 09:23:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Ha, you even wrote it "learnt".............
Submitted by professorfuckface (user info) at 2006-06-12 09:20:09 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
suck my dick nigger