Small revelations : A confessional (276 hits)
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Submitted by Stogie (View user info) at 2006-08-17 04:08:06 EDT
Karma, or whatever you wanna call it, is deserved. It's not something that just randomly decides if you're gonna have a good week or bad week. You get what you put in, and if you put in shit you get shit thrown on you. Put you're heart and soul into something and you reap the benefits. I'm done wondering why my life went so bad. I know now, it was something that was deserved. I've done some pretty bad things, and now I'm finally paying for them. So what's left to do other than take it and wait for that cosmic character reader to be balanced again.
What do I mean by innocence lost though? Well, I stop playing innocent, like none of this could be my fault. Thinking that things I've done in the past wouldn't come back to bite me in the ass. I can definitely thank the way things have turned up though, I've gotten out of a world of bad influence. People, substances, ways of living that embody everything I have come to hate in this huge fucking trash heap everyone calls Earth. I realize there really are some people out there to hurt other, to manipulate. Maybe so they can feel some ounce of power? Who knows, the thing that really matters is not even associating myself with it. Friends are people you hang out with because they represents qualities that you want to strive for. The people you're around, things you watch tv, read and so on, should produce some thought of ambition as to the person you'd like to be.
Today I figured out, I'm ignorant. Weird how songs can bring about revelations like that. As overkill says, innocence and ignorange go hand in hand. In a world filled to the very top with complete assholes there a good people. Although they're all at the bottom, crushed and mangled by the power mongerers at the top. The ones who don't give a shit about anyhting as long as they are advancing in the social/political ranks. But anyways, I need a fucking priest or something. A confessional would do me so much good. I'm a pervert, seriously. But I love it. I'm stupid, but that'll change, the first step to broading your vision is to realize just how small you really are. Only then can you honestly start to learn. I'm not talking about like shool or college, I mean the way life works. How the world moves and flows, like Mark Twain said, "I never let my shooling interfere with my education." Just from that one quote, you know the guy was genius. I'd love to read his stuff, that wasn't presented by the school. My ego needs to be tamed, at 18 years old I think I know so much, I think I can do everything. It's not necassarily a bad thing, but it leads to huge discouragements and setbacks. In most of the things I do, I'm just looking for an easy ride. That's whats wrong. I should be looking for that mammoth 250 ft drop coaster and conquer it, but just like every ride, you gotta take the climb in that shitty little cart before you can have the fun. So maybe instead of placing false hope in the hobbies I've taken up, I should put it into actually learning as much as I can about it and taking things to a higher level. When you think about it, doesn't life come of as some huge MMORPG?
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Submitted by UnderOathMeal (user info) at 2006-08-17 08:50:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Stogie - a bit of advice:
Be sure to entertain your audience. This post is philosophical regurgitation and by that I mean just about EVERYONE has procesed these same sentiments within their own minds at some point.
You just didn't make it interesting enough to keep my attention. I was bored not 5 sentences into it.
Consider incorporating some STD's, HotWheels cars, Lance Armstrong or Voltron. K?
Submitted by skrapmetal (user info) at 2006-08-17 07:08:09 EDT (#)
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You apparently don't let "shool" interfere with your education, either.
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You know you can delete your old posts that you don't want anymore right? That way you don't have to post several times to get rid of posts that suck.
Just go to the My Uber tab. Then click the RSS button. Copy everything off of that page. Paste it inot a text editory. Then delete what you don't want. Then post the new edited list on your next post. Hit Hook Me Up (aka submit) and everything will be updated in your profile. This saves you from making stupid posts. That's what that button is for if you didn't already know.
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Wildcat's sage advice right here, use it wisely.
Submitted by JoeyG (user info) at 2006-08-17 04:50:54 EDT (#)
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"You get what you put in, and if you put in shit you get shit thrown on you"
Amen to that. 10 out of 10 for observation.
Submitted by Sockster (user info) at 2006-08-17 04:26:45 EDT (#)
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"When you think about it, doesn't life come of as some huge MMORPG?"
I got Holy Godwind's +7 Staff of Power. ...
Your post is filled with assumptions with nothing to back them up, which makes me only able to read this as fiction, as I cannot relate to what you're saying.
Google Shroomery, and look at the Philosophy and Spirituality forums.
Submitted by fun_with_needles (user info) at 2006-08-17 04:21:56 EDT (#)
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Hey +2 my post...karma demands it!
Submitted by Stogie (user info) at 2006-08-17 04:09:31 EDT (#)
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There a way to edit posts? Looking over this I think I amde up a few new words