You never know where they end up.... (1104 hits)
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Submitted by ' Uber is full of idiot's. Come smartones speak. (View user info) at 2006-08-28 07:10:36 EDT
You never know where they end up.
I think highschool is a very important part of peoples lives. I think if kids knew to take it more seriously they would do better in life.
I fucked around all through highschool and I'm paying for it now. I did what I wanted, cussed a lot, drank a lot, smoked pot, and really didn't give a rat's ass.
I didn't think about college or the thought of me doing anything in college. I didn't take my sport that serious and I also didn't care what teacher's said.(Who the fuck are they? I'm a bad ass, a renegade etc...) I just wanted to party and get wasted. Great times I say....
But you never do know where they end up. People I grew up with don't know me anymore at all. There is a part of me that would like to go back and reconnect with them.
But there is also a part of me that knows that I really could careless. I am a very forgetful person. I barely remember those times. But the times I do remember I smile.
Rolling around getting drunk, getting popular, almost killing the horse behind our school by feeding it mints,(I will post this story) running from the cops at Steve Grady's party on his ATV's through the woods, drinking a lot of booze, the first time I smoked pot, and the lazy summer days rolling around in my friends prelude. Those were the times and the days.
But I don't care. I don't care about any of them. About All the friends I had when I was younger and in highschool. There are only a handful I have any contact with. And even when we do talk we aren't 'friends' in the sense of the word. More or less just playing "catch up" with our lives.
They don't know me anymore.
I'm not the same "fuck up" I was back then. If my teachers from highschool saw me now they wouldn't know what to say. I have grown and expanded to a level, and person I don't think they thought I was capable of.
I was trouble since I was about 11 years old. Oh, I went to the Saturday schools, the suspensions, the tardy slips, the shake downs by the principle and the school cop. But I was loved as well. Just a loveable goof ball. I was "charming" I guess you could say. Everyone knew me and I knew everyone. The school gave me the "Boys, will be boys" approach. I got away with murder a lot of times.(I played baseball) But also in the process lost any respect you can have at 14-18 years old.
But I don't care. At least not anymore. After I graduated I was over them. Over all of it.
I hear about my town and friends periodically from time to time somehow. Everyone is going in they're own paths. And it's only been 3 years but they are all strangers already. A couple of the kids I knew are all "coke heads", and "Meth" addicts now, a lot of the others joined fraternity's and got lost in that world, some of my friends moved to unknown parts of California and have never and will never return.
(Like that song "Welcome to the Hotel California" that song is the most truest song, or words ever spoken about a place. People go there and they never leave and also they forget about where they are from. You get lost in California)
Others are already knocked up and have kids, in a whirl wind of bad marriages and pre-nups. Some are in that corporate whirlwind jumping into that corporate life already starting the money chase that will consume there lives.
One particular girl that I went to highschool with was on the cover of playboy. ( I danced with her when I was a sophomore and she was senior at the school dance. I will take that with me to the bank. Who would have ever thought she would end up there?) It was funny when I saw her face on the cover in the store. At first I knew I knew her from somewhere. Until I got a phone call from my buddy Travis telling me it was her. Funniest and greatest thing ever. She's on my wall.
I know that when I go back home during Christmas it will go back to the same shit it has always been since we were 16. We will all meet up at Jeff's parents house and party. Everyone will come in and gossip, talk, bicker and reminisce about old times. Playing "catch up" on who's doing what. Who fucked who, Who's getting married, Who is in rehab, who is going to the league, who dropped out of college etc...
And I will sit there in the back on the porch drinking beers with some buddies and Travis's dad. Him looking around while he lights his Cigar and just talks to me and gives me wisdom and tells me stories of growing up. Him laughing and hitting me on the back, and seeing what I'm doing with my life. And him getting all gushy, and the gay and giving me a hug and saying he's proud of me.
I will also eye out Stephanie the "highschool" crush and still give her a 'wink' like I have done since we were in 8th grade. I will talk to her about her current boyfriend and tell her that if she ever needs anyone to talk to I will always be there for her.
She will talk to me about her playing D-1 Soccer and life in her sorority. Also of how proud she is that I stuck with baseball after not going D-1 straight out of highschool. She will keep me up with her dazzling smile and her sweet heart. Talk to me about her fiancé. I will just wonder in awe at what could have been.....
But I really don't care.
The friends I have now understand me better than anyone I have grown up with ever will. My friends I have made in college will be my "Best Men" at my wedding. These are the friends that will talk to me and make sure I follow my dreams. Who will let every facet of myself show and love everything about me. My girlfriend now loves me better and loves me more than Stephanie ever could.
All my old friends, I really don't care. I like to watch and see where they end up and see if there living the life they envisioned for themselves. But I know our lives will never coexist they way it did when we were confined to the same classrooms, the same teachers, the same halls, the same path that was school and our town.
In the end we will scatter and become strangers. You can never keep the same friends you have since you were a child. You can keep maybe one or two but the rest will scatter and be lost in your memory and your life.
It is the nature of the beast. I don't care about them. All I do is wonder what could have been.
If I didn't fuck up so bad in highschool. I would not have grown as much as I have, and also I would not have become the great, loving, caring person that I see myself becoming.
All my old friends, live your dreams. I don't care whether you fail or make it, I just don't care.
No more playing "Catch up", no more fake smiles, no more friends because of allegiances.
Welcome lasting friends, and true relationships. And people loving you, and wishing you well in your life. Welcome life, Welcome love, Welcome family, Welcome traveling, Welcome friends of different nationalities and backgrounds, Welcome seeing the world. Welcome lasting relationships, Welcome fighting and dying for your friends, Welcome life.
I'm not scared anymore....
I think I will do alright in this thing called life. I finally see my worth.
You people of the past held my life and self worth in the palm of your hand and could crush it with a single word. Because at one point I did care about your nonchalant, elitist, rich prick asshole thoughts.
Now when I see you, you all are dust. No more harm to me than a fly....
I let it all go a long time ago.
I miss the past, but now I'm ready for my future.
No more catch up,
because I really don't care where you all end up......
User Reviews
Submitted by jgreening (user info) at 2006-10-01 23:00:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-09-01 05:35:15 (#)
Ranking: 0
Dude rate my post true Jaypig.
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Fuck you.
Submitted by Life101 (user info) at 2006-10-01 22:49:22 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
how not a +2?
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-09-01 05:35:15 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Dude rate my post true Jaypig.
Submitted by Unabonger (user info) at 2006-08-31 22:08:37 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I thought this might be a satirical play on the shitty post I -2ed a day or two ago.
it wasn't.
Submitted by jgreening (user info) at 2006-08-31 21:57:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Why the fuck should anyone give you that, Perky?
You're a fucking dick to everyone, yet want "honest opinions"
My honest opinion is that one day in the locker room, a teammate sucked you off, and ever since then you've been on a quest to prove your manliness by being a prick.
Just my honest opinion.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-31 21:12:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Rough you guys. But it was good medicine your posts.
Bubba I just want honest advice and opions on what I'm going through. I know that I feel I want somebody to tell me what I want to hear but that is not the case. Those wiser and smarter then me please feel free to tell me what you think about my writing andwhat I'm doing. And what happened to you and what you did. that's it.
Just give me that you guys.
Submitted by orph (user info) at 2006-08-31 16:17:05 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Whilst this wasn't as bad as all your other self-possessed whines about life etc, it still sucked badly.
You really need to post about something else other than how your life is changing. Its called life, and growing up - it happens to everyone, and you are just too much of a fucking shithead to realise this. No one gives a flying fuck what you feel or the half-arsed, barbarian way you cobble together your posts.
My offer of assisted suicide still stands...
Submitted by rockdocc (user info) at 2006-08-31 02:56:03 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by paint_it_black (user info) at 2006-08-31 02:12:46 (#)
Ranking: 2
Awesome story man,
Fuck all the haters down below,
I swear if you posted another username it would be a plus 2 fest, but all these sheep have to follow the crowd - like what happens on my posts.
Keep posting.
perkman auto +2 4 life.....................................................................
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oh shit, you allied yourself with her? jeebus, now it's -2kakke!
Submitted by rockdocc (user info) at 2006-08-31 02:55:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by ubetidid (user info) at 2006-08-28 08:37:35 (#)
Ranking: -2
three years out of high school
and all grown up.
idiot.
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ehh, sometimes I like to feel the same way, but I know for a fact that in order for me to reach a level of maturity that could possibly equate to being "grown up" i have to at least wait for three years AND six or seven months.
booyah.
oh yeah, the post, sounded like a conversation with a halfwit. With the constant "i don't care"'s and use of really, really, REALLY poor grammar; I think I would punch you in the ovaries if I ever had to have the displeasure of speaking to you.
at least my posts are somewhat (read:barely) legible.
Submitted by paint_it_black (user info) at 2006-08-31 02:12:46 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Awesome story man,
Fuck all the haters down below,
I swear if you posted another username it would be a plus 2 fest, but all these sheep have to follow the crowd - like what happens on my posts.
Keep posting.
perkman auto +2 4 life.....................................................................
Submitted by Wildman (user info) at 2006-08-31 02:12:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Grab a straw and go suck rob_berg's cock you oxygen thief.
Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2006-08-30 23:34:00 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I'll have to suggest your posts to the FBI. They'd be great for hostage situations.
I can just imagine some cop with a bullhorn shouting 'I'm not the same "fuck up" [with quotes] I was back then. If my teachers from highschool saw me now they wouldn't know what to say. I have grown and expanded to a level, and person I don't think they thought I was capable of.'
Submitted by Bubba2341 (user info) at 2006-08-30 22:53:34 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Perky, there are two very constant and consistent threads in ALL of your posts:
1. You write, spell, and punctuate at a third-grade level.
2. You come across with a severe "badass" attitude.
With two strikes against you before you start, why would people want to read
what you attempt to write?
You speak of your 'worth', but what are you worth when you think it is cool to
call JayPeg "JayPig" and rant about his weight? Didn't your momma teach you any
manners?
I gave you a full page of opinions on one of your earlier posts, yet you continue
to ask for advice and support. Will you keep on until you hear what you wish?
Submitted by Average_Dan (user info) at 2006-08-30 22:36:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Berty's review was probably the funniest thing about this post.
Submitted by Jack_McCallum (user info) at 2006-08-30 18:53:10 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
After reading this it is obvious he didn't lie and really did spend his time in 'highschool' fucking around instead of opening the occasional book.
A recommendation-
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/020530902X/102-5359077-8552136?v=glance&n=283155
Submitted by Berty (user info) at 2006-08-30 05:44:26 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
You write like a fat, dense, middle-manager; no flair or technique. Just this uneneding stream of horrible nastiness. It's like some kind of twisted hentai picture of a child with foulness pouring out of her overstretched vagina onto a cold tiled floor. It's really, really upsetting to see you know? It makes my skin itch whenever I try to read it and I get so bored. Not good bored but bored and frustrated. It makes me want to jerk off till my manhood is bloody and raw just so I can feel like I'm doing something to expel uptightness from my body.
So yeah; can you like do something about that? At the very least sell me a t-shirt that says "I read a Perkman post and died a little inside".
Submitted by rob_berg (user info) at 2006-08-30 05:37:07 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-30 05:09:25 (#)
Ranking: 0
Rob berg thanks for the comments. How you understood this post speaks volumes about your intelligence.
I'm just a kid who is trying to make up for drinking a little too much when younger, partying a little too hard, playing the game of school politic's a little too much, and not realizing how a friend and friends should be.
I'm finally realizeing how much I love my family, and the way people and friends should treat each other.
I'm just growing up. It's exciting, scarey, interesting, and vexes me all at once.
It's this thing I like to get out and write about. Basically what I'm going through. Just to see if people like my thoughts and my take on things.
Thanks man. Everyone else just review like Rob berg and tell me what you think.
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Yer welcome.
But please PLEASE PRETTY FUCKING PLEASE if you are going to continue to write (and I do very much think you should) become a better writer. Honest.
Take a course... or at the very least embrace all of the harsh criticism you get on here and make a solid attempt to learn what you can and grow.
Oh, and getting all petulant and cranky with this particular collection of assholes will not go well in getting feedback on your rather lengthy offerings. Some people are useless... but others just simply didn't like what you wrote and you need to figure out why if you are ever going to improve.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-30 05:09:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Rob berg thanks for the comments. How you understood this post speaks volumes about your intelligence.
I'm just a kid who is trying to make up for drinking a little too much when younger, partying a little too hard, playing the game of school politic's a little too much, and not realizing how a friend and friends should be.
I'm finally realizeing how much I love my family, and the way people and friends should treat each other.
I'm just growing up. It's exciting, scarey, interesting, and vexes me all at once.
It's this thing I like to get out and write about. Basically what I'm going through. Just to see if people like my thoughts and my take on things.
Thanks man. Everyone else just review like Rob berg and tell me what you think.
Submitted by rob_berg (user info) at 2006-08-30 03:24:14 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
"Hmm... can't decide if you really have no clue about how painful your blathering is on my brain or if you are really that I will see what I can do to help you out."
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See?
I caught dumb! hehe
Hmm... can't decide if you really have no clue about how painful your blathering is on my brain or if you are really that SMART. I will see what I can do to help you out.
Actually... I had left that out because I wanted to come up with something nice and appropriate (read: nasty) for this particular offering... and then I plum forgot.
Mostly because I actually got to the end of this post and found it to be quite enjoyable, and have since decided that this kid is alright. He just needs some polish. So I'm kinda glad I fucked that up.
Honestly, if you fight through the dumb parts the smart ones do make up for it.
He is a little on the defensive side for someone who doesn't care, though.
Downright bitchy.
Submitted by rob_berg (user info) at 2006-08-30 03:12:55 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Hmm... can't decide if you really have no clue about how painful your blathering is on my brain or if you are really that I will see what I can do to help you out.
You are going to come across the word "redundant" a lot in the reviews. I suggest you familiarize yourself with its definition and do your best to edit out a good portion of your repetitive nonsense.
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"I think highschool is a very important part of peoples lives."
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You know when a good time to learn punctuation would have been? Highschool.
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"I didn't take my sport that serious and I also didn't care what teacher's said."
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What sport? You don't define any specific sport preceding this sentence so we are left only to think that you really meant "sports", but if that was the case then you should have dropped the possessive pronoun... but then you would have wanted to use "seriously".
Like. Duh.
AND to top it off you finish your 7th sentence with another alarming misuse of punctuation.
This is why people do not make it all the way through before quickly deciding to rate this drek "don't bother".)
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"But there is also a part of me that knows that I really could careless."
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Careless = not paying enough attention to what one does. Which is deeply ironic.
Perhaps if you were care full... you might learn to proofread.
Just between you n' me though? Just because I am forcing myself to read this shit, I think your basic take on life is actually pretty fascinating...fairly fucked, refreshingly simplistic, but rather intelligent and even enjoyable once you wipe away all the garbage.
You just need to edit your shit.
DRAMATICALLY.
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"...almost killing the horse behind our school by feeding it mints, (I will post this story)"
Please do. But edit that fucker down before making us read it. Please.
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"Everyone is going in they're own paths."
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Everyone is going in they are own paths? This is just another stupid mistake. Become smarter.
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"Welcome to the Hotel California" that song is the most truest song..."
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-We are all just prisoners here. Of our own device.-
Eerily fitting of the current state of affairs, really. We are fucking stupid, and we let bad things happen to us because we can't be fucking bothered to do anything proactive about it.
Please understand that "most truest" makes you sound like a stoner.
Which I have no doubt you are. Mister Ramblypants. (Good on ya!)
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"...that will consume there lives. "
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AARGGHH! I mean c'mon. Yer just not trying.
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"We will all meet up at Jeff's parents house and party."
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"We will all meet up at Jeff's parent ? s house and party."
>sigh<
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Alright, you know what? The rest of it is actually pretty good. Good for you. Some people are assholes and simply are not worth more than a polite smile and perhaps even a sincere head-nod. (Others deserve a solid nut-sack yank.) You do get a little, um... how they say "emo" with all the moaning and the whole "I don't care." melodrama you create. But just a titch. You seem like yer standard intelligent kid growing up... got yourself into a little (should have been a lot of) trouble - decided it might be a good idea to grow up.
However the fuck you did it, good you dude.
Now smarten up and learn how to write better shit. k?
Submitted by Axolotl (user info) at 2006-08-30 02:16:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I read it, and out of my own opinion, this warrants a -1. Your reaction to any criticism against you makes it a -2.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-30 01:50:37 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Thanks life.
Submitted by Life101 (user info) at 2006-08-29 16:00:28 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Negatie rating? Bullcrap proves how pathetic Ubersite is if this remains negative
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-08-29 15:38:04 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:54:54 (#)
Ranking: 0
I've been an asshole around these parts a lot longer than that fat useless blob has, WITHOUT screaming about shitty alters at every turn, so please don't compare him to me.
You've already set the tone for your Uber writing career. You're a slow-minded, dimwitted neanderthal and I highly doubt that I'll come away from reading your stuff with ANY gems of wisdom, so I'll keep on being an asshole and you keep on thinking that people actually give a fuck about what you have to say.
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Perkman, but you need to read Method's comments 10 times, and then read them anpther 10.
and please, FOR FUCK'S SAKE, change your screen name - it's not 'idiot's' - there is no apostrophe.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-29 06:23:25 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Your all cunts
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-29 00:29:35 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
What is wrong with this? Please what is wrong with what has been written?
I know you all hate me, that's a given. But rate the content of the post people.
Submitted by ArcEld (user info) at 2006-08-28 23:53:51 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Submitted by jojo747 (user info) at 2006-08-28 12:28:17 (#)
Ranking: -2
Does anyone read more than 2 lines of these before deciding -2, I know I can't.
Submitted by PommyTom (user info) at 2006-08-28 23:48:35 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Enter a comment here (optional)
I choose 'optional'.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-28 23:27:02 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
This is awesome. Don't hate.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-08-28 15:29:29 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Fucking horrid.
Submitted by Unabonger (user info) at 2006-08-28 15:24:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Don't bother (-2)
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-28 15:13:57 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
god you people are dumb as shit. Read the post asswipes.
Submitted by jojo747 (user info) at 2006-08-28 12:28:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Does anyone read more than 2 lines of these before deciding -2, I know I can't.
Submitted by SilvrWolf (user info) at 2006-08-28 11:00:47 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Why do you even try?
Submitted by URMY_bitch (user info) at 2006-08-28 10:36:27 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
Fuck off.
Submitted by Nonentity (user info) at 2006-08-28 10:11:20 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
No Comment
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-08-28 10:04:40 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
If you ever go near a horse again, I will seek you out and "almost kill you", you fucking moron.
Submitted by Circe (user info) at 2006-08-28 09:01:27 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
"almost killing the horse behind our school by feeding it mints,(I will post this story)"
I hope not.
I hate your posts.
Submitted by iddqd (user info) at 2006-08-28 08:45:53 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
are you aware how gay your username is?
cos its really gay.
Submitted by ubetidid (user info) at 2006-08-28 08:37:35 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
three years out of high school
and all grown up.
idiot.
Submitted by livEvil (user info) at 2006-08-28 08:26:23 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
this post felt a little redundant.
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 08:05:45 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
And for the record, I have never hung out with Greening, nor will I ever, at an Ubercon or otherwise. Get your facts straight before you start dribbling from the jowels, Baby Huey.
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:54:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
I've been an asshole around these parts a lot longer than that fat useless blob has, WITHOUT screaming about shitty alters at every turn, so please don't compare him to me.
You've already set the tone for your Uber writing career. You're a slow-minded, dimwitted neanderthal and I highly doubt that I'll come away from reading your stuff with ANY gems of wisdom, so I'll keep on being an asshole and you keep on thinking that people actually give a fuck about what you have to say.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:50:43 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
well, asswipe read it and see if you do.
Damn method blind hatred without even reading the content of the post? hmmmm
seems like a thing Jaypig would, and has done.
Oh, I get it you're starting to act like him now. Well it's cool since you guys are close friends and all. I guess you and him hanging out at all those ubercons has his personality rubbing off on you. It's cool.
But read the post and tell me why I'm a useless, waste of space. Thanks method.
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:48:14 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I'm pretty sure I'll hate the writing too, Einstein. Just a hunch.
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:47:08 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Well, read it asshole.
Shit. At least hate the writing not just me.
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:45:44 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
I didn't read it, simpleton, I guess I'm not a "smartone"
Submitted by PerkMan (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:45:18 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
What did you think of the content of the post method?
Submitted by Method (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:43:09 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
You are such an incredibly unintelligent retard of life.
You won't get anything but a -2 until you fix the word "idiot's" in your name.
Actually, you won't get anything other than a -2 after that either, cro-magnon.
Submitted by Antioxident (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:19:38 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
effort
Submitted by stok (user info) at 2006-08-28 07:18:56 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
perkman auto ambivalence