Finale (1028 hits)
Category: Quotes & StoriesRating: 0.3 on 13 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by Brandon Fabish <brandino_the_great.at.yahoo.com> (View user info) at 2003-06-22 20:43:15 EDT
When things get this bad even the slightest annoyance can cause you to snap. Even some little kid that just smiles constantly, not hurting anyone, not even making those stupid little shitty kid noises can cause you to lose it. The constant drone of a car engine could be what drives you over the edge. Static on the radio or maybe just the fact that the radio isn't even on, or even worse, that your vehicle even has a radio, that could be what ticks you off.
The point is, it's not always something someone does that can cause anger, hatred or aggression. In fact, for him, a lot of the time it is what someone didn't do, or what they forgot to say. It's when people forget something, mainly something that impacts his daily life, that's what pushes the 'kill switch'.
It has been too long to remember when this all started. Maybe it has been collecting since day one, of life one. It could be just a week ago, that a series of random events went awry, and that could have been what began all of this. He doesn't remember. It is probably best that he doesn't, because it would give him more to dwell on. It would give him more to think about, and then, something far worse could have happened.
But look at what it has caused. So much turmoil and grief, and for what - wasted efforts? His childhood wasted because he did what everyone else wanted him to do, not because he felt like doing it. Everything he lived for as a child was a Goddamned joke. He didn't like any of that shit. It was like a 'mass media peer pressure-a-thon' for the first sixteen years of his life. It was fact after fact being force fed to his eager mind that was void of all the truths. It took him years to find out that he'd been lied to and it was all bullshit.
That no matter what people told him it was a fucking trap. They wanted him to do certain things, but not because they thought he would benefit. No way did they even once think of others. It was all for themselves. These greedy bastards, so full of conceit and denial that not a single motherfucking time, did they stop and wonder if this was effecting another person. It wasn't about anyone but themselves, and everything they told him was just to persuade him to make the choice they wanted him to.
That's right, for over 5840 days have people been telling him how to live his life. For over 2500 days has he made friends only because of what he could do for them. Not because they enjoyed his company, or because it was a mutual bond that they both shared due to liking the same things. It was all because he offered them something they couldn't have without him. And now it's all over with.
He finally took a step back from all of the propaganda and realized that it was indeed the biggest ignorant lie he'd been living. His life. The bastards that controlled it. His parents, his "friends", his boss. All of them were working together indirectly to take him down. But he's stopping it all. No longer will these control freaks own him. No longer will he be their pawn to throw around. He isn't an expendable entertainment accessory. And how they will react is with shock. They will be amazed that he isn't doing those things anymore. They thought he loved those things. Those fucking idiotic bastards think they knew him. They only knew who they wanted him to be.
User Reviews
Submitted by Razor (user info) at 2003-06-23 17:15:08 EDT (#)
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I can relate - to the kid that smiles a lot, anyway.
Submitted by Acarnis (user info) at 2003-06-23 17:07:52 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I was just kidding.....chill, geez.
Submitted by Murphy1844 (user info) at 2003-06-23 13:52:12 EDT (#)
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Good set up. Sounds like you are the character here...
Submitted by HeavensWalls (user info) at 2003-06-23 13:27:43 EDT (#)
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GODDAMN PEOPLE. IT'S PART 1 OF A STORY. GET BENT...
Submitted by A_Weasel_named_FUBAR (user info) at 2003-06-23 11:27:18 EDT (#)
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Lets hope it is, then we wont have to waste our lives reading this shite.
Submitted by turveytopsy (user info) at 2003-06-23 11:20:05 EDT (#)
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Is this a suicide note? Sure reads like one.
Submitted by Fabish (user info) at 2003-06-23 01:02:02 EDT (#)
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Thank you, HeavensWalls. If not for your outlash at all the ignorant new users, than at least for your understanding...sheesh.
Submitted by HeavensWalls (user info) at 2003-06-22 23:40:39 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Good lord you cunts, if you actually read the thing, no, if you actually know Brandon's writing style then you'd understand it. Goddamn you people ARE ignorant bastards.
http://www.ubersite.com/cgi-bin/message_get.cgi?message=1056231922738111035
Submitted by Cymensen (user info) at 2003-06-22 21:50:46 EDT (#)
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Assuming you're talking about yourself in third person, I want you to go kick some ass. Go kick some ass. I'm probally gonna lash out one of these days myself.
Submitted by AngelGoddess (user info) at 2003-06-22 21:42:42 EDT (#)
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Judging from the title, I thought this was your last post.
I think I'm just confused now.
Submitted by Fabish (user info) at 2003-06-22 21:18:38 EDT (#)
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You have no idea what the fuck you are talking about. The title holds a completely different meaning, and concerns the subject material, and nothing else, you ignorant bastard.
Submitted by Acarnis (user info) at 2003-06-22 20:51:40 EDT (#)
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so it's "part 1" of the "Finale"?
Submitted by Fabish (user info) at 2003-06-22 20:43:56 EDT (#)
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-part 1-