Internet chicks are spooky (860 hits)
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Submitted by Beaulieu (View user info) at 2006-10-20 18:10:24 EDT
I actually met her on the internet. How looser is that? It was a resident on that forum about local music, where I was taking a lot of pleasure into insulting everyone for no real reason. The girl was the user on the forum with the highest message count and that should have been enough for me to realize something was wrong with her, but I didn't think anything out of it.
I've seen her at a couple of shows before, and I thought "oh this is that girl from that forum", but I never felt like talking to her or anything. I didn't give a shit about the users on that forum and what they tought about me, but apparently she wanted to "know me".
She kept sending me personal messages on the board, and I eventually added her on my Msn messenger contact list. From there, there was a lot of chatting and e-mailing. I thought I was getting to know her. I've met her at 4 or 5 shows, but she was with her crew and I was with mine, we didn't talk so much when we saw each other in real life... go figure.
I invited her at a few parties I threw at my place, and we talked a few hours each time, but each time I was fucking drunk and eventually passed out before anything happened... Hell I usually am knock-out before everyone arrives.
One of the other things that could have leaded me to understand that she was... deviant, is that this girl wanted me. I mean, I'm used to being wanted by girls, since I'm mother fucking hot and all, but this one wanted me even before we met. She wanted me only based on the "character" I played on the said forum. She wanted the obnoxious son of a bitch that insulted everyone and didn't care about them. She knew that wasn't really me, but she wanted me anyways. When a girl wants you so much, it's kind of a turn-off really...
Over the spawn of one year, I've met her less than 8 times, and never had a normal conversation with her. But online, we talked a lot, some days I've spent hours on msn messenger just talking about lots of things, mostly music, trading mp3s and talking about upcoming shows.
Yesterday, by 1am I told her I was off to sleep, and as usual, she went "no don't go please" and as usual, I told her to do something for me to stay, hoping, of course, this would end up in her sending me naked pictures of herself. Instead, she wanted to talk (wtf). I had to be a smartass and ask her about her biggest fantasy.
The following is the transcript of this part of the conversation (translated of course, because as you probably noticed now by reading this, my first language isn't English).
Her - Are you sure you want to know?
Me - Yeah sure, what's your biggest fantasy?
Her - Are you really sure ? Because a lot of people are kind of... disturbed by this kind of thing...
Me - Ah no problem lady, I wont get offended for sure.
Her - Ok then; Id like to know what it feels like being raped. I want a guy that I know well to rape me, make me cry and I want him to hurt me. I want to have bruises the next morning, I want it to be savage, I really want it to feel like I was raped, but the only difference would be that I know the guy, before and after the act. I just don't want to have permanent sequels.
That's were I realised she wasn't kidding when she said some people are "disturbed" by her fantasies. I really took my time before continuing with the conversation, I just didn't know what to reply to that... I went on with:
Me - You mean, like an S&M fetish? Bondage, submission and stuff?
Her - No, It's only about rape. People are saying "It's really hard living after you are getting raped" but they don't know shit. They have never been raped. I want to be raped, I want to live it, I want to live all sorts of extremes.
Me - You want to get bruises and you want to end up crying? That's wicked!
Her - It's all about the extremes you know... for 2 years, I made myself puke all the time. I though I was sexy, it wasn't about my weight or anything, I just wanted to experiment with my body. I wanted my parents to care and to send me to the hospital, but they never did.
Me - What ? You made yourself puke for two years ?
Her -Yeah, it eventually fucked with my nutrition and everything, but today I'm fine... the only sequel I got is now, if someone pushes on my tummy, I may puke
Me - ...
Me - When did you stop that phase? When was the last time you made yourself puke?
Her - Emm... Like 6 months ago
Me - What the hell, I knew you then... and you were not living with your parents for a long time...
Her - Yeah, I know, that just stayed with me.
At this point, I didn't want to go to sleep anymore. This girl, I had an image of her in my head. I admit I didn't really know anything about her, but I realized this only yesterday at 3AM.
After that, she proceeded to tell me about this guy that she met online, from Quebec City, he was coming down to Montreal next week to meet her, he knows about her obsession with rape, and "understands her". She wants to be raped by him. He know her address, and I'm a little worried about her, but she's not at all the person I thought she was, so why should I be worried about a stranger... right?
She told me a lot of other disturbing shit about her that night and, at one point in the night, she joked about never wanting to talk to me again. She was joking, but man; that was my cue. I told her "Alright, that's fine with me, cya in hell". I then blocked her, deleted the contact, deleted her phone number from my cell phone, and now I'm putting the thoughts on papers to delete her from my mind.
I ask you Uber; does this makes me a bad person? Cutting all contacts with a person, because I don't understand her?
I guess to moral of this story would be that you never really know a person... ever.
User Reviews
Submitted by GnarlsBarkley (user info) at 2007-06-07 01:01:41 EDT (#)
Ranking: 0
Ouais, Beaulieu, je suis completement daccord avec Caulaincourt la decus.
Dan mon boute, "LE GROS" est un term seulement utilizer par des crissssss de rapasses.
Submitted by 0bnoxious (user info) at 2007-02-28 18:48:44 EST (#)
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hum. tu ma apellé "mon choux" et je t'ai apellé "le gros".
à moins que je n'aye tord, tu n'apelle pas les étranges "mon choux" pour vrai?
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2007-02-28 18:14:45 EST (#)
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"le gros"
D'habitude c'est les adolescents ou les nigauds mal engueulé de Montréalais qui s'habille en rappeux qui utilisent ça.
"Aye el gros..stu fay à souèr! yo l'gros! flex toé d'mon unit! parce que tsé, cé comme, tsé genre style comme fucking po cool tsé, l'gros!"
Submitted by 0bnoxious (user info) at 2006-10-24 14:00:49 EDT (#)
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Montréal le gros.
Submitted by Caulaincourt (user info) at 2006-10-22 19:26:44 EDT (#)
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beaulieu!?
tu viens d'ou, mon choux?
Submitted by lechuza (user info) at 2006-10-21 10:29:36 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
You should have arranged a rape-date
Submitted by SilentRenegade (user info) at 2006-10-21 01:58:20 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Dude totally the right decision....you don't want to mess with a girl like that....say you did it...then she turns around and tells the police that you did and she sues you for a couple million. You go to Jail and you're out a couple mill....not cool.
Submitted by kuroneko_sama (user info) at 2006-10-21 01:06:59 EDT (#)
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some people are just batshit crazy, plain and simple. you're best to bail before any more of this "drama crap" ensued
Submitted by Crystle (user info) at 2006-10-21 00:58:13 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
boo?
oh.. about the stuff you actually wrote.
You're better off not talking to her than fighting a rape charge in court.
Submitted by Kaelic (user info) at 2006-10-20 22:17:55 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Girls on the internet are often times not who you think they are. Good move on your part. I've done the same thing before.
Submitted by 0bnoxious (user info) at 2006-10-20 20:24:48 EDT (#)
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(minus the use of the word "sequel"..probably meant "consequence" or something like that.)
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Yeah Im sorry about that, you're right, its long-term consequences
Submitted by 0bnoxious (user info) at 2006-10-20 20:23:55 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Amontillado (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:13:17 (#)
Ranking: 2
Do you really want any attachment to her? Don't feel guilty for being freaked out.
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Not at all, she was more a friend than anything at this state. I feel guilty because her life was so fucked up, she told me other things I didnt wrote here... I feel guilty to leave her like this, when she may need someone to talk to.
Submitted by Fixer (user info) at 2006-10-20 20:17:01 EDT (#)
Ranking: -1
Would have been better to cut her off AFTER her dreams came true.
Submitted by Sepsis (user info) at 2006-10-20 20:15:14 EDT (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by consuelo212 (user info) at 2006-10-20 19:12:41 EDT (#)
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No Comment
Submitted by QueenAshlee (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:59:06 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Johnny, I've been reviewing here again for like a month now. I've also been using that chat thing and I even made a post. This didn't "bring me out," in actuality, it was that growingfamily saga that did...
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:48:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
I love it that a post with this title brings out QueenAshlee.
Submitted by Sinistral (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:43:49 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
rape = surprise sex = :)
Submitted by QueenAshlee (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:35:14 EDT (#)
Ranking: 1
I think you'd be surprised to find that this chick's fantasy, though it may seem disturbing, is way more common than you'd think. Lots of girls have rape fantasies, they just don't admit/advertise it.
Either way, not talking to her anymore makes sense... she does seem a touch crazy from the other stuff... Everybody has their quirks I guess but if she makes you uncomfortable there's no reason to keep up contact. Oh and your English is really good, way better than a lot of people around here who DO speak it as their primary language.
Submitted by ilikesteak (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:22:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Why again did you not rape her? She wanted it. Legal rape is something ubersitev looks forward to every day, and the posts would flood in 24 hours a day.
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:21:11 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
oh shit, I meant
-2 FUCK YOU I"M AN INTERNET CHICK
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:20:38 EDT (#)
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Your English is a lot better than most of the people on this board. (minus the use of the word "sequel"..probably meant "consequence" or something like that.)
That chick sounds scary.
Good luck.
Submitted by bob (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:14:47 EDT (#)
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Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:13:12 (#)
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PAGING MR. ERIC D. RICE OF WEST VIRGINIA, MR ERIC D. RICE TO THE WHITE COURTESY PHONE PLEASE
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damnit beat me to it
Submitted by Amontillado (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:13:17 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
Do you really want any attachment to her? Don't feel guilty for being freaked out.
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2006-10-20 18:13:12 EDT (#)
Ranking: 2
PAGING MR. ERIC D. RICE OF WEST VIRGINIA, MR ERIC D. RICE TO THE WHITE COURTESY PHONE PLEASE