Que Sera Sera (467 hits)
Category: NoneRating: -0.68 on 12 reviews (Rate this item) (V)
Submitted by Nick Sancho (View user info) at 2006-11-29 08:36:46 EST
It's weird........ You fall for someone, go out with them, act like a couple and then BAM it hits you. You will never see that person again for as long as you live.
She no longer wants me, I just don't know why. Do I want her? I have no idea. I don't feel heart broken, I just feel let down........crushed.....not in an emotional 'I love you sense'. My spirit has been broken.
I met Jen on a blind date. She lit up the room, I hadn't even spoken to her but she was the only person I saw. I smiled and she smiled and the night went swimmingly....we talked about wanting to travel, how we had both done some teaching. At the end of the evening we kissed, her lips pressed against mine as though they would never leave and arms resting on my shoulder whispering * I think I Like you'
She never contacted me.
Until two weeks later, the text said she had been scared how well we got on; she had things in the past that made it difficult for her..........two abortions, one a month before we met. My head was scrambled, on one hand I like her on the other hand she's not all there.............This girl loved red wine, I mean a bottle every night.
I had been lost since my best friend left town and I needed company, it seemed like a good arrangement that Jen and I would take things slowly. We went out had fun, met her friends etc etc It was a 'normal' relationship.
Or so I thought.
Recently she went away for a week the weekend before we had been to a comedy club on the Saturday night and to see Casino Royale on the Sunday, she was different.
She wanted to spoil the film.
Moaned about simply everything, the adverts were too long ( if we had gone to the cinema near her house it would of been ok), I spent too much money on the popcorn and she didn't even want any (though she ate half) and so on, it was never ending. I decided balls to this I love Bond!! So blocked her out and enjoyed.
Straight after the film we signalled our intentions to back home separately and had a hug...It wasn't any ordinary hug, it was weird, I felt nothing, just as though I would never see this person again.
She text me the next day and apologised for being a 'grump' and since then nothing............I replied to the text and nothing.
I am only writing this down to help myself, its written without thought yet with so much. I kept Jen a secret from friends and family as I guess I knew something like this would happen. I want to punch her in the face. Maybe she used me, maybe she didn't, I knew what I was getting into. Just didn't want to admit it.
Think I will punch myself in the face.
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User Reviews
Submitted by HurtByTheSun (user info) at 2007-07-03 06:58:54 EDT (#)
Ranking: -2
She doesn't want you because you are a BOYTOUCHER.
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2007-01-18 22:46:34 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
30 isn't old... Puh-leaze!
Old is, like, 75.
Seriously.
30 is awesome.
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2007-01-18 13:46:15 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
stfu hot pocket
it's his birthday
Submitted by hot_pocket (user info) at 2007-01-18 13:01:01 EST (#)
Ranking: -1
punch yourself in the face, bleed, and post a camwhore of it
Submitted by coley (user info) at 2007-01-18 11:48:37 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
Happy Birthday!
How old is "well old"?
Submitted by Jiminee (user info) at 2007-01-10 08:59:01 EST (#)
Ranking: 2
fag
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2006-12-18 20:13:38 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
TWO abortions? This broad's a fucking disaster-area...be glad she never called you back, you stupid fuckhead.
Also, here's some more advice:
Never post this kind of horseshit in this forum again.
Submitted by Timmah (user info) at 2006-12-18 20:03:56 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
-2 for stealing my name
Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2006-11-29 09:15:16 EST (#)
Ranking: -2
She probably met someone who wasn't a blubbering vagina on her week away and decided to have their abortion instead of yours.
Submitted by HadToBeDone (user info) at 2006-11-29 09:07:26 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Quit bitching, you blubbering vagina. So she doesn't want to date you. No point crying over every skirt that floats by.
Submitted by phuzzygish (user info) at 2006-11-29 08:47:57 EST (#)
Ranking: 0
Maybe she's just having a rough day, maybe shes met someone else.
Give it a bit more time dude.
Submitted by HurtByTheSun (user info) at 2006-11-29 08:39:24 EST (#)
Ranking: 1
Sounds like your getting a bit upset over fuck all dude.