In The Wind (1410 hits)
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Submitted by MickGinny (View user info) at 2007-02-06 13:58:05 EST
I really don't have anything of substance to share...but that has never stopped me in the past.
Just a short note for anyone who remains active on this site when I was sharing, and might be interested:
I am alive and I am free. I remain sober.
I am currently in the wind. I have purposely put myself in the wind. I enjoy being lost. The one very small endearing quality that I possessed; the dedication to my marriage, I have abandoned for the lure of the eternal Saturday night.
I am unsure if I will ever go back and finish what I started. I am selfish and weak. In the wind I have found a sweetness and comfort that I never thought I would enjoy.
I remain dedicated to my family. I talk with them and spend time with them but I am in a place and with a person that offers me every thing I need in addition to offering freely what a man only dreams of. It is a high that I feel is much too difficult to kick.
This is either the bitter ends for me, an unimaginably huge transgression. Or a sweet and bright beginning. I remain incurably reckless enough to play it out.
MickGinny
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Submitted by chipolatte (user info) at 2007-11-11 05:06:25 EST (#)
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mickyd's long time no see. i don't ever come here anymore except when im really really bored so maybe i missed you. i'm in the wind but trying to do the opposite, yet simultaneously it makes me depresssed. not clinically depressed just low. everything i do makes me feel low. not in a teenager angst is me, like nothing really hits that spot, satisfies. how to solve it? women don't do it, not anymore, maybe one day again. drugs don't do it, as soon as i start i hate it (except for drinking). creativity, school, work, nothing 'does it'.
so what
Submitted by BLITZKREIG_BOB (user info) at 2007-10-26 20:35:39 EDT (#)
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Where you been hiding at?
Submitted by Merlina (user info) at 2007-08-15 03:50:58 EDT (#)
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I love FatTonys response even if it is incorrect.
I read it that you are with a younger woman without responsibilities yet.
Submitted by Zeglamancer (user info) at 2007-08-15 03:08:46 EDT (#)
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I talk with them and spend time with them but I am in a place and with a person that offers me every thing I need in addition to offering freely what a man only dreams of. It is a high that I feel is much too difficult to kick.
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Considering you said "with a person that offers me every thing..." instead of with a girl/woman/lady/female.
This leads me to believe you have discovered the faggot within yourself and set him free. For this I condemn you.
Die Faggot, Die.
Submitted by MickGinny (user info) at 2007-08-09 13:02:50 EDT (#)
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"Mick, please grade my reply? Bulls eye? Not even on the target? Deadly precise? "
To whomever or whatever fatony is these days;
Although your interpretation is well thought out, I remain sober. When I turned my back on drugs I meant it. Even someone like me with poor impulse control and a proclivity toward self destruction CAN overcome drugs.
This post is about exactly what it implies. I remain in the wind.
Submitted by FatTony (user info) at 2007-08-05 16:24:01 EDT (#)
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I am alive and I am free. I remain sober: Sober as in not drunk.
I am currently in the wind: Being tossed about, flipity flop back and forth and don't give a shit.
I have purposely put myself in the wind: I don't give a shit about anything any more.
I enjoy being lost: Denouncing Christ? No, maybe just tired of routine. Tired of knowing what's going to happen. Friday is pay day, wife kisses me, takes check, we go shopping, I wack off then eat pork chops.
The one very small endearing quality that I possessed; the dedication to my marriage: No longer dedicated, because tired of routine.
I have abandoned for the lure of the eternal Saturday night: Hangin out with the boys, laughing, etc. You can have both ya know. Loving wife and fucking around with the boys.
I am unsure if I will ever go back and finish what I started: Considering going back to his wife. What he started, his marriage.
I am selfish and weak: Giving in to temptation = weak. Giving into drugs = selfish. Why? Because nobody else benefits from drugs, only the user, therefore SELFISH. At least with another woman she is getting something out of it. If she's lucky.
In the wind I have found a sweetness and comfort that I never thought I would enjoy: No kiddies, MG didn't find Jesus. He found hard drugs. Not pot, no no no. Heavy drugs. I've done them all and the only one that can make a person talk like this/write like this is my bitch H.
I remain dedicated to my family: OK so he has a heart.
I talk with them and spend time with them: MG, you're not doing this for them, you are doing it for yourself.
I am in a place and with a person that offers me every thing I need in addition to offering freely what a man only dreams of: One might think that he's talking about a SuperFreak who likes the taste of his cum 3 times a day. I say he's talking about heroin. Users of Heroin often refer to heroin as "Her" or a person or a mistress. With a person = heroin. Everything I need = when on H, a person feels and beleives that they truly need nothing other then heroin. Oh and chocolate. Lots of chocolate. Offering freely what a man only dreams of? That's easy. What does every man dream of? No, not sex. Peace & tranqulity. Any working man, married man, responsible man can tell you the only thing that they truly dream of is peace, quiet and tranquility. Blowjobs? When you are over 35 other things take BJ's place of importance.
It is a high that I feel is much too difficult to kick: DING DING DING! Heroin. Alcohol is easy to kick. Pot? Not a problem. Pills? Somewhat difficult but can be done. Heroin? It's like trying to break free from the mouth of a lion. Even thinking about quitting hurts, because it's like thinking about leaving a person that gives you everything you could ever want. See above paragraph.
This is either the bitter ends for me, an unimaginably huge transgression: He sees death on his current path and strangely his love for "whatever it is that is making him happy" is so strong he says fuck it to death.
Or a sweet and bright beginning: Because this started as it's own sentence and not after a comma, he thinks it's along shot. He can imagine it, just can't really grasp it otherwise it would be before the "bitter end".
I remain incurably reckless enough to play it out: Sadly, he doesn't give a fuck. Heroin will do that to you. You don't give a fuck about anything except you're next ride.
Mick, please grade my reply? Bulls eye? Not even on the target? Deadly precise?
Submitted by Lib (user info) at 2007-08-03 19:24:15 EDT (#)
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: ( Heroin thought the same thing
Submitted by FatTony (user info) at 2007-08-03 18:47:57 EDT (#)
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I don't mean to judge, it might sound that way but it's not. I actually like you.
But you're talking about heroin! I know because I was on it at one time.
Plus because you are Irish & Italian, I know your wife wouldn't allow it to end over another woman. It's in our DNA and our chicks dig it in a strange way.
Why are you on H, Ginny?
Submitted by EmptyRobot (user info) at 2007-07-26 23:37:58 EDT (#)
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I have read every one - and i mean every single goddamned one - of your posts. With that I say good luck sir and where ever you end up, I hope fate smiles upon you.
Submitted by d_prime (user info) at 2007-06-14 05:43:47 EDT (#)
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What are you going on about? Something about being gay?
Submitted by Franger (user info) at 2007-04-04 03:09:22 EDT (#)
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Submitted by Tom (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:35:05 EST (#)
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Don't listen to those dingleberries. It's good to see you again big man.
Submitted by Hairsphincter (user info) at 2007-03-21 00:21:06 EDT (#)
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Hey Mick.
I just move to other countries.
Like I have now.
Running away fixes everything.
Submitted by thorpe (user info) at 2007-03-11 00:43:13 EST (#)
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1 million hits...
Submitted by TheUniter (user info) at 2007-02-07 12:07:58 EST (#)
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Submitted by frankthebear (user info) at 2007-02-06 23:39:39 EST (#)
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bring back "red on the head!"
Submitted by St_Jimmy (user info) at 2007-02-06 21:43:14 EST (#)
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Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:32 (#)
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Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:05:19 (#)
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Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:43:26 (#)
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Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:24:47 (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:09:18 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by Anansie (user info) at 2007-02-06 18:37:20 EST (#)
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Left the wife, huh? For someone who made you feel "butterflies" again? For some transitory bullshit that will fade as soon as the new lady turns into another "wife?"
Man, I fucking hate people.
Submitted by Beer_bong (user info) at 2007-02-06 18:35:02 EST (#)
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Heehee, Tom said dingleberries.
Anywho, good to see your still alive.
Submitted by Harbinger (user info) at 2007-02-06 18:33:06 EST (#)
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You walked in on Woofers licking your wifes pussy, didn't you
Submitted by Amontillado (user info) at 2007-02-06 18:31:40 EST (#)
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That seems kinda selfish.
Submitted by Razor (user info) at 2007-02-06 18:27:15 EST (#)
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Submitted by FATMANTPK (user info) at 2007-02-06 16:34:25 (#)
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Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:32 (#)
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Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:05:19 (#)
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Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:43:26 (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:09:18 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:13 (#)
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Turning?
I think it's well past "turning".
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:17:21 (#)
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hahah IS this about turning ghey?
Submitted by TechnoRatty (user info) at 2007-02-06 17:53:55 EST (#)
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What can I say... you know what's important
Submitted by FATMANTPK (user info) at 2007-02-06 16:34:25 EST (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:13 (#)
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Turning?
I think it's well past "turning".
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:17:21 (#)
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hahah IS this about turning ghey?
Submitted by Tom (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:35:05 EST (#)
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Don't listen to those dingleberries. It's good to see you again big man.
Submitted by Orgasmatron (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:32 EST (#)
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Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:05:19 (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:09:18 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:32:13 EST (#)
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Turning?
I think it's well past "turning".
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:17:21 EST (#)
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hahah IS this about turning ghey?
Submitted by icarus1987 (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:05:19 EST (#)
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Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:43:26 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by messmind (user info) at 2007-02-06 15:00:40 EST (#)
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Submitted by indoninja (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:43:26 EST (#)
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Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:24:47 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by BLITZKREIG_BOB (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:31:53 EST (#)
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Who's the lucky guy?
Submitted by Beano312003 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:28:22 EST (#)
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WTF is 'in the wind'?
You yanks are fucking bonkers.
Submitted by Axolotl (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:27:23 EST (#)
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rectify
Submitted by Axolotl (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:27:13 EST (#)
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wait, this was meant to be -2, mistype
Submitted by Cyrus (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:26:19 EST (#)
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Good luck MickGinny, you do seem to have your personal demons & self-destructive tendencies.
Submitted by Pentameter (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:26:14 EST (#)
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So, what's his name?
Submitted by EmoJean (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:25:58 EST (#)
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"in the wind" = "out of the closet" ?
Submitted by scourge (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:24:47 EST (#)
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Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:09:18 (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by JonnyX (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:15:28 EST (#)
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now I got that stupid Kansas song stuck in my head, thanksalot, a-hole.
Submitted by Axolotl (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:11:25 EST (#)
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nope
Submitted by apollo88 (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:09:18 EST (#)
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Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by Badlands (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:05:26 EST (#)
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Pretty way of saying you ditched your wife for some strange puss.
congrats?
Submitted by SkullBiter (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:05:23 EST (#)
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You only live once.
Submitted by Shlongy (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:03:51 EST (#)
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So, if I read this right, you dumped your wife and ran off with some other broad...but you said it, like, really poetic so you don't sound like a scumbag. GREAT!
I apologize in advance if I misinterpreted.
Submitted by KindaNews (user info) at 2007-02-06 14:00:25 EST (#)
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